Just saw the news on the death of Fast & Furious star Paul Walker. It's truly saddening to know about this on a lovely Sunday morning. Life is indeed unpredictable, may he rest in peace.
Reminds me of the classic quote, "Live everyday like its your last". Well... If I were to do this, I'd be a real nuisance cause I'll definitely want to spend the last day of my life with the one who is constantly on my mind :D hahaha!
A random thought struck me this morning when I first opened my eyes. Few months ago, when I was comfortable with life, I did things that I thought is pretty lame now. For example, I spent so much time watching game play videos on YouTube. By that, I meant watching videos of people playing games. It's because I didn't want to spend money but want to know the plot & storyline of the games. Pretty lame huh? Haha...
& why didn't I spend more time visiting cafes & enjoying coffee(which we both love) with the one who really mattered? The funny part is I find myself doing it so much these days. Well, I'd call this growing through failures, haha! Do note that I'm not having regrets. Because I have accepted the fact that we'd never have worked out anyway.
It's great to have somebody isn't it? I'm sure it is, but the right somebody that is. Guess I'm still in the process of getting used to this loneliness. Having supper, tea break, taking random drive roaming about alone... It's pretty normal right? Yeah... I'll get used to it. Someday. Somehow.
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