Sometimes life just sucks when you know that despite all the things you've done, you are not even getting close...
Have you ever been in that kind of awkward situation in primary school or even secondary school where your classmates start talking about how the someone liked you or you liking someone, and when almost everyone in school knows about it, she'll just keep appearing before you... When you're walking down the corridor, she'll starts coming down the opposite direction, when you're queuing up in the canteen, she just happens to be in front of you... Gosh, life sure loves to make fun of people...

As usual... Rotting in front of my laptop in a Sunday afternoon, chatting with retarded either in Singapore or America, does matter :D
Anyway, it's not that I got nothing to do... Just don't feel like doing anything but then again, I want to do something cause I'm freaking bored!! Ahahaha! Guess I'm still as contradicting as ever...

I am so lazy! I don't know what to write about! Ahahaha! Had been playing basketball with my homies these few days and it feels right!

Okay, went to a BBQ family gathering on Saturday. It was tight, we saw this girl with a... Considerably pretty face with a tight body :D ahahaha! Alright, alright thats not me, thats... The "other Kenny". Hahaha! Didn't eat much there, had some or-tas(is that how you spell it?), some juice, satay, steak, beehoon and the super tasty lambchop! Gosh, the lambchop sure is good, it isn't as... 'Hard to bite' as the others I had. Nothing much, chatted, eat and went home! Haha!

Got to go sleep soon... Pretty late already, got to wake up at 6 for school tomorrow! Arghhhhhh!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Kam Chuen's melano and mable fries!

Hahaha, yup, they are those little dots on the surface and some on the bottom.

This is the clay model for my Critical Reasoning Skill's module! Does it look like the drawing below!? :D

Ahhh this week is kinda busy... But I'm cool. Sweet people just keeps me going (: ahahaha! Oyasumni, minna!

Tomorrow is the start of a new school term for NYP students! Ahahahaha! Work hard everybody! Oh, its also Samantha's birthday! Happy birthday! ( :

The feeling of something you ever wanted, and its right next to you, yet you can't have it... It just sucks don't it? I've been trying to avoid such situation... But I know, someone just have to make the move and its probably gonna be me isn't it? Hahaha... Its hard you know... ok. I hate to admit, its not that hard actually, BUT ITS HARD FOR ME OKAY?! Hahaha...

Got to go sleep... School tomorrow! Ahhh its hard to sleep when you don't 'talk' to 'the one' for a day ) :

Hahaha!

To be with you.

Hold on little girl, show me whats he's done to you... Stand up little girl, broken heart can't be that bad... When its through, its through, fate could twist the both of you... So c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to show you!
I'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside I hope you feel it too, waited on a line of dreams and blue, just to be the next to be with you...
Build up your confidence, so you can be on top for once, wake up, who cares about, little boys that talk too much,, I've seen it all, go down, your game of love was all rained out, so c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to hold you...

A lot of times in life, I tend to deceive myself, giving myself excesses that I got no idea is going to buy me what... I guess I'm hopeless in studies... Getting lazier and lazier as days go by and I knew I was ready for that test... Yet, it turned out to be a disaster...
When it comes to, you know what, I feel so lost... I'm always afraid that "they" would be irritated by me... But I'll feel so empty when I'm not speaking to "them"... Hahaha!

Cause its you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose, and its you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you...

Mid Autumn Festival! Haha, its a exciting day ( :
We burnt, we laughed and we had fun! Hahaha, this is probably the festival I look forward to the most every year :D hahaha!

I'm feeling so tensed up! Lab test, presentation and... Life! Ahaha! Though much advises had been given, I still doesn't have the will to apply... Guess its all up to me ) :

And there is school tomorrow! Damn it! Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Sunday's always boring!!!

Something about you now, I can't quite figure out, everything she does is beautiful.

Life is considerably good... Still isn't getting the touch for digital electronics stuff... And each time I want to study at home, I'll definitely fall asleep! Haha.

Its finally Mid Autumn festival! Hmmm, doesn't really have the feeling to play around this year... Feel weird haha! Please let me have the strength to study a little later on, cause I didn't go for my DE lesson today :D

Ahahaha! Ok, ok, this was what happened, my 3 friends and I were having lunch and then deep inside us, we know we didn't want to go for this lesson cause its boring and is gonna last for 4 hours but in our mind, we know we should go... Its a tough decision isn't it? Hahaha! Then we had each of us flip a coin! The flower side = go home while the head = go for lesson... Well, we got 3 flowers and 1 head but still wasn't convinced that we should head home :D
So I suggest that we each message someone dear to us and asked them to just say yes or no without asking for the reason! :D :D Ahahaha and we got a draw! Now this is getting real tough huh? Hahaha! But, we decided not to go an hour later despite going through all the troubles.. Hahahaha!

My toilet's lock broke!! What to do! Ahahahaha!

My simple setup!

There is another dying fish being isolated ): his tummy is extremely bloated... Doubt he is gonna make it...

Fish, school and... Happy!

Check out my lavender! How much he has grown!!! Ahahaha! Maybe you can check back at the older posts and you'll see :D yup, he is the fish that I bought from Clementi, thinking that he was a female and was pretty mad about that... But now! He is my favorite fish!!!

Cool! I found a way to take clearer photos of my fishes! Hahaha! Check this out! The latest picture I took!
School is still like before, boring... Only when I'm chilling with my friends then its the real thing... Lessons are just pure. Zzz. Hahaha... Got to go sleep soon, waiting for my turn to bath.. Tomorrow is gonna be another long day!

No matter how tough things are, you never fails to keeps me going ( :