Avatar 3D & Holmes, nice films!

Sherlock Holmes is good! Mysteries continue to arise through out the show and thats when we'll see Holmes at work, haha! And the bro-mance between Dr. Watson & Holmes is real fun to watch. Not forgetting all the actions in it, and the introduction for the sequel, this show is worth the time!

But the best movie of the year has got to be Avatar 3D! Take note, its 3D we're talking about! This is the one show of 2009 that is totally not over-rated. Awesome story & characters development, guess the show won't be half as bad even not in 3D but... 3D is the bomb!
From the moment you put on those 3D glasses, you'll be viewing the show from a whole new aspect. Its like a geographical tour to planet Pandora, all the glowing plants, falling ashes, dust, leaves, seeds, they just seem so reachable, the amazing creatures, especially Leonopteryx, that gigantic "bird" that reminds me of Monster Hunter haha. & of course the spectacular ‘floating mountains’! This is the perfect movie to wrap up 2009, simply a visual sensation.

Next week is a 3 & a half day week again! The thought of that brightens my day :D hahaha! Gosh, with all these holidays, wonder if I'll ever get used to normal days, haha.

Christmas 2009

Hohoho, Merry Christmas! Compared to last year, this year's Christmas Eve was a peaceful and simple one. Hmm, I can still remember how we celebrated at Yishun Park last year, it was quite a blast! And probably the last time I got so wasted hahaha!

Last night was spent at Phil's house. A real last minute thing, so its just the few of us getting together, had pizza, played some Xbox, simply chill out. May get some pictures if lucky.

I want to watch Avatar 3D!!! But the cinemas are so fucking packed! Sigh... Guess we'll just have to see what can we do on the last Christmas of the decade :D

Great Dinner!

Today is my "sub-unit"'s 3rd anniversary! Had a sumptuous dinner at Safra Yishun's Pin Si Kitchen. Not a bad evening I would say, thought could have been better if they let us report later tomorrow morning :D haha! And I wished my closer NS friends were there...

Anyway, I'll be home alone for 3 days & 2 nights cause everyone else went to Malaysia for a short vacation. Its peaceful... Maybe its not that bad to be alone for awhile sometime. I'm damn tired now, probably gonna sleep in 5 minutes.

SNSD's 1st solo concert was a blast! Too bad I can't be there to watch it live... Hope they come out with a DVD or something... And I figured that I need a HD screen and Blue-ray player. HD can really provide some superb visual sensation.

Why...?

I just failed my TP. So disappointed... Mount kerb at crank, arghhh! Didn't manage to practice crank last week due too time constraint and number of cars in the circuit, circuit fully booked this morning, so didn't even get to warm up... Fucked up... Other things all swee swee... I could have passed, I could have passed, I could have passed!!!

):

SOA: Passing out; Sleeping disorder.

Finally graduated from SOA. We received our Ammo Basic Badge today but still have to wait for an official order before we can put it on. To others, it may just be a stupid and fugly badge, but to me, its more than a sign of qualification. Its about the memories in SOA, the times we spent studying like fools, trying to contain ridiculous load of information into our brains, getting all anxious bout the up coming test(s), looking at monkeys, rotting & talking cock in the training shed.

I can't remember when was the last time I had a good night sleep. My sleep always get disturbed at 2am and 4am. Eyes will just open for like 10 seconds and fall back to sleep. Sounds trivial, but the damage is there. I think because of this, I'm feeling fucking tired everyday from 7pm. Even as I'm sitting here, I can feel the nerve in my head pumping! Is it because I place my cellphone next to me when I sleep and the radioactive wave is acting on me, or is it because of stress like TP, etc...? Hmmm.... I KNOW! MUST BE BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE LOVE FROM GIRLFRIEND! Anyone can intro me girl? I'm desperate :D

Actually I have alot to write about. Things just come randomly but most of the time it'll slip off my mind by the time I reached home cause I'm so drained out... Haha, I hate my blog, filled with words, boring...

We're gonna find out...

Something struck me this morning. Its the time back in Secondary School, when we drag ourselves to school, wearing the same uniform, sitting in the same parade square for 4 years. Short or long, its for individuals to decide. 4 years can be too long a time to study, but too short to have fun. 4 years can be too short to make tons of friends but may forge friendships that last forever.

Back in those days, we had little worries, probably just about scoring good grades or some silly boy-girl issues. The path seems to have been laid for us; from trying not to retain, getting good grades for O levels, enrolling into Polytechnics and finally NS, we've definitely come a long way. But now, we have the future to ponder upon cause its so uncertain. I mean, look, in the past, its just about making it through the test and advancing to a standard level, but now... There are just so many different paths to walk and I don't know which to choose.

Man, I can't stop thinking about the future. And at the same time missing the past.

Little late but still,
Happy Belated Birthday Sophie!

Chilling in town

Yesterday was good. Went Orchard with XingLun to do what we got to do. Slacked at my favorite Starbucks outlet, I love the ambiance there, feels homey. Met HP after that for some L4D 2 action. Melee is the bomb, do you believe I can chop 100 zombies and only get hit like 3 times? Ahahaha, trust me, I'm good :D slashing through those zombies reminds me of the show Young & Dangerous, haha!

500th post with Yuri!

This is my 500th post, I shall dedicate it to Kwon Yuri of So Nyuh Shi Dae because its her Birthday!

Awwww... Happy birthday anyway.

Its the weekend! But I got a feeling that its gonna be a quick one... Next week will be my official attachment program, hope everything will turn out fine.

Sigh... Still worried about TP, my confident level is so low in whatever I do. I can't afford to fail this one, 2 of the most important things in life is on the line; money and time. Stress ah!

Early December.

Its weekend once again! Life has been boring. All I did for the whole week was wake up at 6am, go camp, reach home at around 7pm, have dinner, and sleep around this time.
Sigh, nothing seems to bear any significance. I've been searching all these while, searching for something more in life, but I don't know where to start. Maybe this is what we call a simple life.

I ran eRecovery on my laptop and most of the rubbish were wiped out. By rubbish I meant those programs SP installed when I purchased this laptop. Anyway, my laptop is lag-free and is as good as new now! Ahahaha!

Short-term goal: Get the fucking driving license!
Mid-term goal: Learn the language call Korean!
As for long term... I'll see about it :D

& lastly,
Happy Birthday Phil Tan.
(If I remembered correctly :D)

Posting out from SOA

I got posted to Pasir Laba. Hope the reporting time won't be so early, I really want to wake up abit later in the next 1 year 7 months of my life. I got 47 out of 60 for my retest's MCQ, all I need is 3 more marks from the essay, guess its safe to say that I passed, haha... Man, I'm going to miss all my friends from SOA especially those from Raven Company, Platoon 4... We've come a long way.

Left 4 Dead 2 is fucking tough... Can't believe we can't complete a campaign in Advance mode... Sight... Well, its the challenge that will makes it more interesting right? :D

I'm so tired now... Been awake for 21 hours and the distance I covered today is close to the whole of Singapore, haha... Alright, I shall sleep now, tomorrow will be a better day!

Its good to have something to admire

I just watched 2012! Its a real good film man, don't get why some people think its horrible. Anyway, here's a review:
Like most movie, if you see it with a non-fictional point, it will never ever make sense, for example the escape from LA, haha. The whole movie was quite a thrill ride for me, was trying to anticipate whats going to happen next the whole time. Not much scientific terms used and quite a few scenes touched me :D haha! Do catch it if you have not, worth the time.

I'm done with all my projects and tests, there is a retest waiting for me. Will officially post out on the 4th of December, going for on job attachment the following week. Wonder where will I be posted to... ...

& I need some new photos in my facebook! It'd been dead since... the end of August! Actually, there isn't much photo posted here as well, ever since I changed to a camera-less phone...

Oh! Oh! And Left 4 Dead 2 is out!!! Looks like I need to assemble a team real quick to exterminate some zombies :D

Lastly, I still love 소녀시대! If you know whats that :D

A day with weird shits

The first thing I saw this morning when I arrived was 2 monkeys; a mum and kid, trapped in the cage. Seriously, I don't understand why they want to catch the monkeys which are all over the hill. Anyway, the 2 monkeys disappeared after we got back from "excursion". Think SPCA got them.

The second thing is that a tree had fallen down, crushing part of the fence, haha, pretty funny.

Then there was this lizard hanging from the ceiling air-con. It then fell straight onto the ground, like a 3 meters free fall, twisting its head haha. But its still alive, so some of us put it into a emptied green tea bottle, calling it our pet. Hahaha!

This is probably the last week we'll be in school, posting out for attachment next week. A new phase of NS life will soon begin, wonder what awaits...

<3 소녀시대
Jaebum is pretty hot too :D (me ain't gay though)

I own a "lagtop"!

This is my girl, aren't she cute? :D

I call my laptop, "lagtop" because its so fucking lag. 1 test down for the week, another tomorrow and last on Friday.
Damn... I'm late for sleep.

New layout

This is for y'all, Lucas & Samuel, the 2 fags of SOA :D

2 more months to 2010!

Happy Halloween people!

This retro song is 10 times more emo than "All by myself". Its so emo that I actually find it amusing. Haha, but still... :D ahahaha.

Ocean Deep by Cliff Richard

Love, can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night
Please don't leave me behind
No, don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask
And that is all
Oh love, I've been searching so long
I've been searching high and low
And little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you go
Maybe you'll need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask
And that is all

I wanna spread my wings
But I just can't fly
As a string of pearls
The pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep
I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
Solitary room

Ocean deep
Will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep
Ocean deep

Now , can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear the word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am I still alone
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask
And that is all

I'm so lonely, lonely, lonely
On my own in my room
I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely...

Haha, champion already! I played Bejewelled for 2 hours and can't freaking get beyond 200k but the moment I played with another laptop using my neice's account, I got 245k. FML. I think its because my laptop is too laggy. Everytime I get massive explosion it hangs. This is not an excuse :D haha. Oh c'mon, this laptop is like 4 years old! Time to retire.

Materialistic is the new LOVE

4 more tests before all come to an end(may still have 4 weeks of outfield though)! Apparently, I don't have any leaves left this year. Guess I'll just have to wait for the 14 days next year. But I really, really, need a holiday, even a chalet will be great. Even a weekend hotel/stay over chill out is good. Even a... ...

I realised NS isn't taking too much of a toll on me. I think its mainly, or you can say totally, because I don't have a girlfriend. Everyday is just a repetition of yesterday, nothing to look forward to, nothing to hope for. I know its sad, but what to do? If you're taking pity on me, just transfer a few hundred bucks to my bank account, it'll certainly be of some help, since the world is so materialistic :D

My mum often ask me why didn't I choose to born under a rich dad. Haha, if there was a choice, every kid would be born in a silver spooned family and those wooden spooned families will never be expecting no matter how hard they fuck.

It really hurts to see people not appreciate what they have. So if you feel like complaining about your life today, come talk to me, I will tell you how fortunate you actually are (:

Can't wait for Sonia & Janice's new cover :D

I need help

Everyday, I long for the arrival of the weekend, but when its here, it only reminds me of how lonely I really am. My life really is motherfuckingsucks.

Anyway,

Happy Birthday Samantha.

Janice & Sonia rocks!

No shit, you guys got to check this out! Totally melt my little heart! :D



Sweet! Dinner time :D and I fucking failed a test today! Was hoping for a boarder line pass so badly but he just had to read out 46 for me, fuck!!!

And this morning on the way to camp, this little girl, around 7 or 8 years old sat next to me on the bus. She kinda fell asleep & leaned on me. Haha, a primary school girl leaning on a solider? Quite an amusing sight, but sweet at the same time :D

Not so bad Saturday

I finally watched Fame today and its real enjoyable! An interesting movie with awesome songs. Had dinner at ILUMA, The Asian Kitchen. Their roasted chicken is good. I had a plate of ordinary tasting prawn fried rice and avocado ice blend. Went to check out Colosseum, which is located at Level 7. They're having this promotion in October, play 2 hours and get 1 free! And there were girls at the entrance acting as "promoters", walk near and they will approach you, asking if you're interested to play. Okay la, the chicks don't look bad :D

Want to play Gran Turismo on PSP so much but errors keep occurring... But its okay, I'll try harder tomorrow, in fact, I've already started, haha.
I'm so in love with "I will follow you into the dark" by Death Cab For Cutie! The starting verse just keeps repeating repeating repeating in my head!

Sian ah! There goes the second Saturday of October. When can I... Be with the girl of my life... :D

I know you can show me

The monkeys raided the room we keep our bags yesterday. Stuffs were all over the place; lunch boxes opened, rubbish bins toppled, haha. I'm amazed by their intelligence; they actually managed to open the door, open zips and lunch boxes!

Anyway, I get to relax tonight cause the next test is on Friday. It a fucking 10 chapters test, which means I'd better get started tomorrow, haha. And I took some time to worked out alittle just now, cause I feel fat. Haven't been to the gym for 2 weeks.

I have this method of washing hair. Start by shampoo-ing your hair, for me I use cool mint from Head & Shoulders. Don't wash away the foam, instead, use a comb and go through your hair serve times, combing away the foam. Let it stay for a minute or 2 before washing off, you'll get this ice chill sensation on your head/hair! Hahaha, well, at least for me.

And in case I forget, do remind me to tell y'all some interesting stories my superiors told me when there's a chance.

Have fun my friends.

Firstly, I want to wish Andrew and Kenneth, who will be enlisting on Tuesday and Wednesday respectively, all the best and have fun in BMT.

Went to this Korean restaurant recommended by Sophie at ChinaTown today. Although I'm not a fan of Korean cuisine, I would say that the food is decent; compared to other shitty places. Price range pretty similar to typical restaurants like ThaiExpress, etc. Well, actually it doesn't matter what I'm eating, as long as its with my beloved friends, it'll be enjoyable :D haha!

New week ahead! And gosh... Its October already. With everyone's busy schedules and activities, this is probably the period where our friendship is put to test... ... Ok whatever, I'm suffering from mental block now, which means its time to sleep and wake up at 5:20am. Anyway, what I wanna say is, let's just catch up once in awhile and not take this friendship for granted, we've come a long way... ... ... Fine, the truth is I'm so fucking lonely, empty, pathetic and that I need company! Okay!?

Love of mine, someday you will die, but I'll be close behind, to follow you into the dark...

I've never been to me

Mariah Carey's new ablum, Memoirs Of An Imperfect Angel is not bad, like her, "I Want To Know What Love Is".

Everyday when I'm in uniform, I long for the weekends. But when the weekend is here, I often find myself stuck between the decision of heading out or staying home for some quality rest. I feel so lost... Got nowhere to go, nothing to do, no-one to hang out with.

Today is Lantern Festival. I still remembered how we used to burn whatever we could find; lanterns, twigs, candle boxes and tons of candles haha, those were the days! But this year, the feeling just aren't there no more.

When I close my eyes, it feels like there are grains in them. Every fucking day, thats how tired I am. & I figured that I've problem being myself at times. Haha, whatever, time to sleep, another hectic week ahead.

I'll be there for you if you should need me, you don't have to change a thing, I ---- you just the way you are.

Wishing you were here.

I said I need to stay home to study some stuffs for tons of up-coming tests and Hiang Peng called me an emo-kid. I really wonder why...

My weekdays are filled with endless lectures and tutorials with 2 or 3 tests every week. I have to start reading the course-ware the moment I reach home till the moment I sleep. Sigh... Many tiring days ahead, but I kinda find it fulfilling. At least I'm learning and accomplishing something, unlike the older days, when I just slack through the hands of time...

Sometimes I really wonder what are some of my friends doing at that particular moment in time. Well, I could have asked, but I didn't cause I couldn't find a reason to. We're so far away.

Oh, and I think my entries are lacking pictures. Guess not having a camera phone does make a difference.

Life goes on...

I wonder how love works, but guess it can never be explained. Its like, I can love her so much yet all she sees is him. She loves him. & here I am, puzzled...

Well, regrading my current life... Its simple. Getting up real early, like fucking 5am, take a rough 1 hour bus ride to camp/school, slack my day away and somehow reach home at 7pm for dinner. And this is probably gonna last for sometime.

I wish I have this girlfriend that will call me every evening to complain about how guys stared at her, the food court aunty with attitude problem or simply politics & gossips in school. Haha, dreaming, just dreaming :D

Fri Ends

This is it, the part where everyone breaks out of the circle that we've been in for the past few years. Let's all get on with our lives, find the one you love, get married, don't even look back and friends? Just let them be part of your memory, acting as stepping stones, helping out through your teenage life, making it easier and more fun; but forget all these, just move on, its over.

Modified BMT 240709 - 070909

My 7 weeks of Modified BMT is officially over. Although 7 weeks is a short time, a new bond was forged. I can still clearly remember how everyone were strangers on the first day; there were still much ice to be broken. But after a personal introduction session, we became friends and begin talking shit to each other. As days go by, our relationship became something real strong, as though we'd known one another for years.

Everyday when we sang our songs to the cookhouse or any particular places, it meant nothing much but entertainment while marching. However on the last day, when we took our last march as a platoon, singing the same usual songs towards the ferry terminal, I actually felt something. Its hard to describe that feeling with words. I think I'll miss Tekong together with the people and everything that happened during that 7 weeks.

All those enlisting these few days, all the best and have fun. I can say as much as I want, but its never more real than going through it yourselves.

I'm surprised that it still hurts after all these time. It still affects me, makes me feel down, darken my day and make me lose my way. I need a soulmate, a companion, a someone to hold when I'm all alone. I'm empty.

What does NS mean to you?

National service may be nothing but a waste of time to many. As a recruit, you'll have absolutely nothing. Everything is controlled; meals time, pee time, sleeping time, basically everything. So girls out there, don't ever fucking break up with your boy during his BMT days, do it after that.

NS is filled with "first times", and at the same time probably the last. Trust me, NS is the only place you will ever eat biscuits with your hands full of camouflage cream and mud. Its the only place you get to throw live grenade, carry a rifle and fire live rounds. Its no-doubt a valuable once in a life time experience.

What I've gone through is nothing compared to many others, but it can't be explained with mere words, one has to serve to understand. NS taught us to be punctual, work as a team and be responsible. Although I've always been a punctual person, but in NS, it doesn't mean a thing for 1 man to be punctual.

NS allow us to meet many different people from all walks of life. You'll meet true friends that will always cover your ass no matter how much it stinks. But at the same time, you'll meet fuckers that you know you'll disappear from after BMT. You'll probably also discover how small Singapore is, how people are related to one another.

So what exactly what does NS mean to me? Simple. It means stepping out of my comfort zone, become a more responsible man and acquire the relevant skills to protect my country when required. Although my role in the SAF may not be very big, but SAF itself is made up of the effort from every individual, regardless huge or small.

So if I were given choice, I will still choose to serve.

So Amazing

Today was well spent, lunched at Manhattan Fish Market @ Northpoint, sang at Thomson CC, L4D at Downtime and pooled at OCC.

POC in 2 weeks time, can't wait! But looking at the long run, I still have approximately 2 years to go. Learned quite a bit the other day at the Army Museum. I've got no idea that commissioned officers can be called back for service up till the age of 50 and NCO or specialists up till the age of 40! Haha, was really an interesting trip. Company's Night and outfield to clear, hope all will be fine.

I found out that 2 activities that girls are constantly engaging in. I call it double S, sex & supper. Hahahaha!

Half Way Through

I fired live rounds, the first and probably the last time in my life. Built basha(tent), more to come on week 5 during outfield. Throwing live grenade next week.
Army had been fun so far, guess PES C is derived from C = Chill :D

"It's true. Relationships encounter all sorts of bullshit problems. Maybe you left the toilet seat up, maybe you accidentally grabbed her best friend's ass, whatever the case may be...just know that sex solves everything. All you have to do is grab her by the tits and bang the shit out of her. Bang her so senseless that she forgets what the two of you were fighting about. It works every time." - Yosho

Feelings that can't be put to words

Everyone was excited. It was our first book out after 2 weeks of confinement. I have good commanders, a great platoon, and even better bunk mates.

Had been a long time since I have had this feeling. Feels like I need someone dear to be with me, someone of the opposite gender, someone I love. Why does it hurts everytime I see you smile? Why does it feels like I've lost someone important? Feels like we're on a holiday, far away from each other...

Day before enlistment

The last 2 days before enlistment were well spent. Yesterday was spent eating and singing with Kenneth & Ser Chin @ Thomson in the afternoon before dinning at Manhattan Fish Market with Joni, Kam Chuen and Hiang Peng at night. Was my first time there. We ordered a great deal of food for just the 4 of us; 2 side dishes, 2 soups, a seafood platter for 2 and a giant fried platter. Didn't even bother to finish the fries. Thanks Joni for the treat though.

Today was alright. Caught Public Enemy with Ser Chin followed by Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince with the others. Public Enemy was good, interesting storyline but lack of gun fights, was expecting it to be more action packed. Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince was... Alright I guess. No high hopes! Haha! The problem with Harry Potter movies is that they always use the same boring "flashing-invisible-and-knock-back" spells. And the only 2 wizards that can cast godly, graphic intensive spells(like fire storm, lighting, water, etc) are Voldemort and Dumbledore. Bo hoseh!

Then we dined at Din Tai Fung. Its my first time there as well, fried rice with prawn looked and tasted good, as for the xiao long pao... Nothing special, its either all that I had eaten were equally good or they all were supposed to taste like that.

And just to let those who can't be bothered or what so ever about my life(if you managed to make it here that is), I will be enlisting aka serving the country tomorrow!
From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely thanks those that wished me well and asked about how I feel. Hmmm... The truth is... I feel excited yet afraid at the same time. The thought of going to a totally unfamiliar place filled with strangers, it sucks. The thought of having no access to the internet, that sucks too. But the thought of having no weekdays, this sucks the most! Hahaha! If only I had a girl telling me that she will be waiting for me... I'd be in heaven~ Oh, I may twit, thats if I'm bo liao enough to do so :D

We are like strangers.

I love island life & snorkeling!

Tioman Island: Paya Beach Resort
12th - 14th July

Took a cab to DFS Orchard to catch our bus which leaves at 6:30am. The journey was long, took about 2 hours to reach a the first check point where we had our lunch. Continued for another 2 hours before reaching the ferry terminal. Had a 1.5 hours ferry ride before reaching our destination, Tioman Island, at around 2:30pm.

The dudes filling up their white cards.

At custom waiting for bus. (Illegal photo)

Waiting, waiting...

On the bus!

The ferry tickets and marine park reservation coupons.

On the boat! Pretty long journey but its definitely worth the while!

*Ok, I'm feeling fucked up right now cause the upload speed is fucking slow!*

And of course we checked in upon arrival. Went for some godly Ramly Burger after putting our stuffs in our room. Roamed around the resort, played a game of 3RM pool, rented our snorkeling gears and off we went to snorkel! Couldn't take underwater pictures as we didn't have any housing for our cameras. What a pity. Nevertheless we saw tons of beautiful fishes as well as sea creatures. For a moment, I couldn't believe I'm in South China Sea, hahaha!

Touch down! Island life!

Paya Beach!

Checking in.

Lobster king! Thats the biggest in the tank.

Unpacking and changing into chilling suit.

Waiting for our Ramly! The Ramly burgers back at Singapore are nothing compared to this! Their bun is so crispy... Its a big regret that we only had one...

3RM pool. 8 feet table if I'm not wrong and its in superb bad condition haha!

Even the cue ball stucks... Got to hook it out with the cue, haha.

A bug randomly flew onto Andrew's hand and being who I am, I just got to let it into my mouth!

Snorkeling took all the craps out of us, so we headed back to our room, making a mess out of it. Dripped water and sand onto the balcony of our neighbor below, haha. Went for dinner after bathing. The food were not bad, slightly better than the mixed rice stalls from our friendly coffee-shops. Slacked around, did some shopping for snacks and drinks. Wanted to sing KTV but was occupied. Went back to our room, chilled, watched their "scheduled" SVC, Harry Porter & the Order of the Phoenix on HBO! Haha, just nice as I missed this show. & of course, we switched off one by one...

Buffet Dinner! Good enough for me!

Night falls...

They are lots of cats and kittens in this resort, thats for sure!

And we saw a frog!

Day 2 greeted us with awesome sunshine! Started with a snorkeling trip at the Marine Park and a small snorkeling spot called Coral Island. Nothing much at Marine Park, just lots of fishes, but are all the same. The memorable part is when I fed the fishes with bread and all of them started attacking me. Some even tried to reach for the bread in my hands by jumping out of the sea! Scared the shit out of me.
Coral Island was much better, beautiful fishes, even saw a group of about 10 cuttlefishes chilling.

Fresh air! Can you smell it? Haha!

Mid-tide. There are real beautiful fishes and corals underneth the rocks on the left! Not forgetting scary sea urchins with the size of a head.

I wanted to go to the jungle trek so much! Looks so lovely!

Checking out the fishes.

Ripples caused by wind made it blurry, but good enough to see those corals.

Then we had lunch back at the resort, chilled, played cards and walked along the beach till evening. Nobody wants to go for another round of snorkeling with me, all said tired and boring, @#$@%! Headed back to bathe before dinner. We ordered some butter prawns and grilled lobsters, pretty damn good! Night was spent in our room again.

Played darts.

Slacking.

A lovely aunty helped us with this :D

Check out my tiny durians, ahaha!

The clearness of the water! Looks consumable huh? Haha

I was close to tear...

Yes, that little dude at the background is Kenneth, having a little private time on his own.

Do we look like we're looking for shower with those towels in our hands?

We saw a real big monitor lizard swim pass, it was close to 2 meters long, no bomb! But of course, was gone before we could take its picture :D

You can even find dinosaur's bone!

Butter prawns! Eff-ing good! Juicy as pus... ... Ahaha!

Grilled Lobsters. Regretted not trying 2 different style. Should have tried the sashimi! Arghhh!

Day 3 was the departure day. Had breakfast and checked out. Our damn boat went to almost all the jetties of Tioman Island to pick up everyone before heading back to the ferry terminal. Took about 2.3 hours? Super duper fucking long! Boarded the bus and continued our journey home. Went to watch Ice Age 3 at Cine after reaching Singapore.

No joke, those are fishes! Different species and colors chilling near the jetty!

Fishes charging at food!

More fishes, they looked more like weeds than fishes though.

At least 50cm swordfish, bo tua kang!

More pictures are up @ Facebook, do check them out. Thumbs up for this Tioman trip! Next trip: Laguna Redang Resort!

Do I hate myself too?

There are 2 types of people I absolutely detest.
First type: These people are your friends, but applicable only when they need your help. You hold no capacity in their mind, not to mention the heart. The only thing you guys can talk about is the problem(s) they need you to help them solve. Other than these, they show no concern about your life nor intend to share any of theirs with you. Maybe we should all be more scheming; like ask you out to have fun, hang out a little before asking for help. That definitely makes the helper feel more like a friend than a "first-aid-kit".
(maybe its not that bad, at least they think about you when they needed help.)

The second is the stubborn and self-centered. They always want things to go their way and rarely or never spare a thought for others. Always want conveniency to be on their side, can't take a second route for the sake of others.

Well, if you're my friend and feels that you are any of the above, stop thinking, you are. But don't worry because I've learned the hard way in life, I've learned to accept the imperfection of others and only to curse them in my heart.

Friends "forever". Peace out.

Chilling with the chill is chill :D

We became friends for a reason. And the reason is definitely not because we went to the same school or played the same silly games. I aren't too sure what is it either, but fate seems to be the only acceptable cause.

I'm happy tonight, to know that I've friends who seem far away, but never too far to meet up to share some joy and laughter, and maybe a drink or 2.

I'm so damn jealous :)

Yes, just smile & I'm totally addicted to Bejeweled Blitz!!! Arghh...

Let's talk about what I did today, been awhile. Ser Chin and I accompanied Kenneth to ICA to have his passport photo replaced. But they don't provide the service anymore, so a new passport had to be made.
We've got no where to go after that but eventually ended up at Dhoby Ghaut. Slacked around before heading home for dinner.
Went to chill-balling with Hiang Peng and Ser Chin after dinner. Can't even remember the last time I balled at night. Was nice talking trash, well spent time.

Realise there have been a lack of pictures. Well, its either there isn't any interesting stuffs or I've lost it.

Alot of things have changed since then. I've got lesser people to share my boring songs with, lesser people to chill out with, lesser people to talk too... I understand people come and go, but when one that really matters went away, found someone better and never came back, it really hurts.
Alot of things happen for a reason. And sometimes we know the reason, but refuse to do a thing bout it cause deep inside we know its pointless. Emotions just keep getting the better of us.

& I wish I've been dreaming everyday, cause I don't want it or any of these to be real.

Success means woman, hellyah!

Why does this 1 person always come into mind each time a love song is played?

Anyway, someone told me that behind every successful man, there is a woman. I laughed and said, "yeah, that's materialism at its best". Hahaha! Well, there is no way we can come to a conclusion on this, can we? Let's just keep it at that.

Happiness is just a shoulder away.

The 1st was a great day. Really, I somehow enjoyed, guess it was was spent with the company of wonderful people. Started with working out at 10am, driving in circuit at 2:30pm, caught "I love you, man" at 7pm, chilled and pool till 2am! Awesome.

Well, " I love you, man" is a fantastic comedy with a decent amount of adult talks, if you get what I mean. Strongly recommended for the sad and lonely like me, it shows love is not everything, "bro-mance" can be a real big deal too. But my life seems to be a totally opposite of it, haha... Anyway, just catch it if you don't know what "bro-mance" is. Its worth the time.

Why do birds suddenly appear? Why do stars fall down from the sky? Cause just like me, they long to be, close to you.

Where are you?

I've never been the kind to ever let my feeling show, and I thought that being strong meant never losing your self control.

Just want to be anything I'm not; the Ace student in class, the guy that can let his hair down and party, the best player on the court, the man whose hand you held this morning and lips you kissed just before goodnight.

You've been away for too long, I've made up my mind on this. But I need you here tonight, I need you here in sight, I really, really need you here tonight...

Anything I'm not

I said addiction is a dangerous thing. She said she is addicted to making love with boyfriend. I laughed & cried at the same time. Back in those days, she was known for her chastity and morals. Its scary how people and things are carved by our great sculptor, time. Haha, I guess certain things just can't be helped, its the curiosity inside us, humans want to explore, even our own bodies. So after all these years of being pure, the sudden attainment of something that provides such great pleasure, its really hard to ask for less :D
hmmm... I don't even want to think about it. Let's just pray breathing in excessive dead sperm cells don't cause pregnancy :D

I know everyone probably blogged about this but still I should pay tribute to the late King of Pop, Michael Jackson, who passed away at the age of 50 on the 25th of June this year. He was no doubt a great artist and entertainer.My favorite song by him got to be "Heal the World".

Some people say happiness takes so very long to find. Well, I'm finding it hard leaving everything I ever felt behind.

Oh yah, 25 days to enlistment, I'm so elated.

The real me

I am perverted, desperate and shallow. I think dirty at least 45 minutes in an hour. I was referring to sexual thoughts when I said think dirty. Have more talks than actions, believes and act wise, but knows is just a wannabe. Wants to be right all the time; be in the limelight all day and night. Feeling jealous and envy are everyday things. I like to hear praises and beautiful things about myself. I mean ALOT, like every little thing. A shy coward who can't look into girls' eye nor speak to their ears. Yes, an extreme introvert with low confidence and esteem.

This is the real me, so if you've got any problem, please don't come to me cause I'll probably run like a chicken with pee leaking between my legs.

I am bitter

I'm less emo but never been more bitter. Cause I've figured out that it can never be fair in life, so whats the point of feeling all shitty? I can feel all eff-ed up at home, pouring shots in a bar, ranting and complaining to friends. And for all we know that the only reason that's making you feel like this ain't giving shit about it. They are probably making out at home, getting high in a club, laughing and enjoying with god-knows-who. So the bottom line, its not worth it. Living is about ourselves right from the start.
I know I've lost a part of me there cause I so don't feel like myself... But I'm going to get it back.

And I think I need a social life. My life's been revolving around working-out, basketball, occasional pool, driving lessons, crabbing, cycling, and playing some silly card games.
Maybe the reason I can't wait to enlist is because my current life is filled with emptiness and shits and I'm looking forward to start a new one. Who knows! Hahaha!

Short Batam update

I'm back from Batam few days ago. Was a nice trip, but I'm so familiar with the place that it felt like home. Well, they got some new facilities up, like SCV and new furniture in some of the villas. Guess I'll share some pictures.

As usual, the nice little villas we stayed in.

Haha caught my eyes, "spesial"!

Not bad right, the camera I found at home.

Our source of entertainment, at least 2 hours daily without fail.

Tried catching Sotongs at night, but we got 0. These belonged to a local man. Yes, he owned us badly.

Heh.

This is the pool!

Went to the pool for actions.

Chilling never hurt this much, if you get what I meant :D hahaha!

Nothing new

"This is madness!"
"Madness...? This is Batam!"
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