Tuesday, October 23, 2007

All or nothing?


you know how much you meant to someone when all you made was a small error, and they never came back.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

A weekend's reverie


If you were mine, I would bring you to a place, where we can sit down, relax and chill. I'll get the sweetest beverage meant for you, tell you how beautiful you are, let you sleep in my arms and the hands of time stroke by us...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Fuck you


Life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks.

So much work left unseen, undone. Maybe those work never even existed. Looks like I'm going crazy. School appears to be a hindrance to my life & I doesn't seem to have learn anything in the past 4 weeks since school reopened.
Feels like I'm surrounded by people who doesn't understand. Where have all the nice people gone?

Haven't been sleeping well. The ridiculous thing is that, I've just gotten a new mattress. The old mattress had become so 'thin' that every time weight is applied, the springs could be felt! If only someone would give me a massage on the neck and shoulder area now... :D

I'm not emo or whatever. I'm just amused, amused by how naive I can be at times.

Monday, October 15, 2007

L is for the way you made me lost


Looks like I'm gonna have quite some 'free' time from today onwards. Or maybe I always had, just that I invited some 'trouble' for nothing. But it's all good now. NYP reopened, everybody will have their own stuffs to do.

Happy Birthday to Samantha who is having her 18th birthday tomorrow. This is the best I can do.



Its really tough when sometimes all you wished for is something that you know is never gonna happen.

Monday, October 08, 2007


I used to say true love is when you see the person you love smiling happily, hand in hand, walking down the beach with the person they love. Well,

HOW THE FUCK CAN THAT BE TRUE!?

Sad to say, the only reason I see that scenario coming true is when you've stopped loving them... There is no fucking way you'll feel happy watching the person you like being with another, absolutely no way.



Thats how I personally feel. Maybe there are some special being with an extraordinary heart who is actually capable of doing so.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

.kcuf


What is the worst feeling in life? To me, I think its being so close yet, so... Untouchable... And I'm not referring to physical actions. I'm referring to everything! I don't know how to put my feelings into words and don't think I should.

Anyways, I bought a Nintendo DS Lite and I think its totally awesome. I used to think playing with stuffs like that makes one geek. Well, I still believe so but I guess thats who I really am. I'm beginning to hate so much... I hate going to school, hate life, hate everything about myself and hate people! I don't even feel how I used to when I see a beautiful lady on the street. I guess I'm just slightly depressed and over emotional.

Well, thats the power of what 1 person can do...