The Final Act

Communicating do tear down walls. I guess certain things can never change, haha!

I wouldn't say I'm wholeheartedly happy, but still glad because my friend said she will take care of herself and... ... Haha, whatever, but remember, a promise is a promise.
Although I find it hard to believe, but I'll stand by this word called trust cause to me, you are just you, nothings ever gonna a thing about it.

: )

Its a good day

And the most miserable part is whenever I think of her, I have to tell myself that she already belongs to someone else.

Be gone

They say a woman in love looks more radiant and beautiful. Its true afterall...

If I can have 1 wish right now... Just 1 wish, no matter how unreal, impossible and ridiculous... ...
I wish that all the feelings I have for her to disappear the next time I wake up.

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
Lying in the grass alone & wasted
Nothing's how it used to be

I wanna be the first to call and tell you
yesterday I heard the news
I hear you ought to be congratulated
So I guess that's what I'll do

I'm so happy for you
I could cry
Yeah, I'm so elated
Cross my heart and hope to die
I don't think about you everynight
before I close my eyes.
I'm so happy for you baby,
I could cry.

Listen to the sound of my head pounding
Wish that it was make-believe
Praying for the skies to open up and
Wash away your memory

I can walk around with a pretty face on
Even when I'm black and blue
What's the point in telling everyone
I'm not over you.

Enlistment Letter, in! & Prawning

Prawning! Other than the sense of accomplishment when you hook those damn prawns up, its nothing much really. Maybe its more meaningful if you have a girlfriend that eat prawns like crackers, haha. Anyway we paid $29 for 2.5 hours but managed to steal an extra 30 minutes, cause the person in charge was chilling with his friends and forgot the time, haha.

Thats right, only managed to catch 8 pathetic prawns, these are part of them.

Check out those eggs! And I think pregnant ones are more aggressive.

Cook!

Cooked. But I think we didn't cook them well, kinda watery.

Caught in act! Hahahaha! Its an interesting way the HDB uses to protect the citizens, ahahaha!

Enlistment letter received! 24th July 2009, Friday 1pm! I'm be going to Tekong for 7 weeks! But only undergoing Modified BMT. Yeah, Modified sounds cool, but its actually for non-combat fits ahaha! Not to be exact, I'm left with 3 months... Sounding so far, feeling so near.

Wonder what you think of me

Caught Sniper the other day. Was a ok movie, could have been better. Strangely, I don't find Edison as cool as I used to think he was haha!

Fast & Furious 4 is awesome! I think its better than the previous 3 episodes. I like the way they create a storyline that revolves around cars and races, yet not making these 2 the main point of the film. And the actors in it, they are all hot. Hahaha!

Left with Taken and Knowing to go! And when is my enlistment letter coming! Haha, not that I wanna enlist as soon as possible, just that I want to get it done and over with. Moreover... There isn't much left for me to say and do...

Live life like how it should be

Today is a wonderful day! Although not so wonderful to begin with. We balled for about 40 minutes in the morning before a huge rain disrupted our game... But its ok, we chilled around before heading home at noon.

Those people that know me probably always hear me say I'm dining home, my mum's cooking today, blablabla... So today, I shall share my dinner right here :D ahahaha!

This is it! My healthy and green dinner!

First, we have seaweed with minced pork soup! Its one of my favorite home-cooked soup.

Next! I don't know whats the name of the green vegetable, but the yellowish stuffs are definitely eggs, ahaha! Stating the obvious ('-')"

Sampal Kangkong! One of my favorite vegetable! Not too spicy though, can't take the heat!

Ok, thats all for the day, hope the rain won't fall tomorrow morning, else I'll have to kill somebody :D haha.

& I somehow found faith through this obscure moment. Thanks, I'm back.

2 out of 4 new shopping malls cleared

I finally understood the song, "You're beautiful, its true. I saw your face, in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do, cause I'll never be with you..."

Anyway, went to Tampines 1 on its first day(Thursday) of operation with Kenneth. It was pretty crowded, guess its because Good Friday falls on the next day. They have quite a number of stores, ranging from fashion boutiques, accessories, restaurants, IT, etc. Basically anything you want. Uniqlo is probably the ace shop of the mall. The queue was ridiculous. We queued for about 15 minutes before we get to enter the shop. Got to be the price & quality that attracted people from all walks of life.

This picture only shows 1/20 of the people.

While loitering around today, we came across the new shopping mall at Bugis. The exterior should be no stranger to most.

You can actually see words moving across the mall.

The design of the ceiling.

They have Manhattan Fish Market!

The view from the arcade.

And check this out! UFO Catcher, what a name... And you can grab Tamiya's 4WD! Ahahaha!

Are you effing serious? 6 tokens?!

What a name! Otaku! Ahahaha!

Its a nice mall overall. They have a cinema at the top level too. And we saw this K-suits which is not opened yet, wonder what it is... The fashion there is alright, the usual kind you'll find around Bugis(not Haji, haha).

The warriors of the day! Without Xing Lun that is, he is an east side ranger.

And isn't this cool? Ahahaha! Well, at least to me...

I'm lost tonight, last night & probably every other night.

I really need you here tonight

Its funny. I'm feeling heart broken from a love I never had. I thought about it the whole of last night and decided that this bullshit can't go on, this meaningless and exhausting struggle within myself. But today, along this route, I somehow find it hard to smile. I don't know what to do... I just hate it when some people make things look so easy... Maybe I need mercy from above.

Gran Torino is a good show, do catch it. Several movies that I wanna watch are out, but can't find the right moment to catch them.

And we randomly bought a 猫山王 durian. I thought that dude said $10 per kg, so I said ok, but it turned out to be $18/kg. Haha, so we ended up paying $45 for it. What a joke.

Finding someone you love is easy. But finding one who loves you back can be harder than a 1000 miles run. Well, at least for me. I just can't help but feel sorry for myself. I'm beginning to hate myself alittle, beginning to lose faith in everything...

Why the fuck do I have so little pictures on these days...

The truth, the lies & the silly heartaches

You said you kept it from me to save me from all the pain and silly heartaches. But I wonder why am I feeling worst than what could have been bad...
Am I just an unworthy fool, or perhaps a coward, who can't withstand and accept this bitter truth to those eyes? Heh... I think I am. For the fact that the air smelled sour and bitter at the very same time.

Chalet was great. I treasured every moment, may talk about it another time.