Catch yourself smiling. Or failing

What a gloomy Saturday... Seems like any tanning or outdoor activity will have to be called off until further notice. So, it's back to work on Monday! Fortunately, it's going to be a 4 days work week due to Labour Day. Ok, shall not think about work on weekends :D

Have you ever caught yourself smiling because you thought of someone or the silly conversations and moments that both of you had shared? I certainly did while doing dishes earlier on... Sigh, I'm hopeless :D

For now, I have a greater problem to face. Should I have Thai milk tea or Kopi-C on this gloomy Saturday? :P

End of 1st ICT

My first ICT (in-camp-training) aka Reservist is finally coming to an end. It was fun making new friends and rekindling with old ones, especially those whom I had worked with during my NSF days (1 year & 8 months). ICT also provided me with an opportunity to "escape" from work for 2 weeks, hehe. Reaching home at 5:15 pm sure feels good! 6 more high and 3 more low keys to go!

Working in the military is actually quite relaxing as compared to my current job. I'd probably have signed on if I'm married :D hahaha! I always have this mentality that it'd be freaky hard to meet any "wife prospect" if I'd stayed in the military, which is obviously not true... Because I did not meet any "outside" either. Ahaha! Ok, maybe 1, just that cupid is not on my side... 

It's strange how somebody can be on your mind the entire day even when he/she is approximately 3,248 km away. I guess there is certain truth behind the phrase, "out of sight but never out of mind". Maybe it'd be better if I start practicing the "out of sight & out of mind" notion though... Oh well. Easier said than done right? Haha...

I shall end this post with a photo of me taken by a very special someone on a lovely Sunday (: 

I'm a tourist!

世上什么人最幸福？

- “世上什么人最幸福？”

- “不知道什么是爱，也不需要爱的人最幸福。”

- “世上有这种人吗？”

- “有啊，死人咯。”

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity and conservation. All of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun."

- Chris McCandless

Staying alive

What the hell am I doing? It's just a wishful thinking. I should probably end this dreaming because I am really nothing.

And why is time passing so fucking slowly.

Greatest morning since a long time

Somebody special got me breakfast and a cup of Vanilla Latte from Starbucks this morning! What a pleasant surprise! It really brightened up my day, thank you "somebody special". Hahaha! And it was real coincidental that I decided to skip my morning coffee at home, else I'd be on double dosage, haha! 

"Since I met you, other than you,
the rest of the world is black and white"

What a busy week... Thankfully it'll be Friday tomorrow and I'll be heading to serve my country for 2 weeks! Muahaha! Finally a break away from work... Although it'd be much better if it was a holiday trip instead... Oh well, better than nothing, better than nothing... ... ...

Mindless Grumbling

"Sometimes the person you fall for isn't ready to catch you."

Busy week ahead. Although we know that I don't need it, but maybe, just maybe, a little act of love might pull me through.

What nonsense am I grumbling about... I just need to forget about everything & be numb. Because only when you don't care, you don't feel. But somebody once told me that we can close our eyes to what we don't want to see, but we can't close our heart to what we don't want to feel. Haha, retard.

Attracted to you

Life is always so contradicting. Have you ever been worried that someone might find you too "sticky" or get sick of you if you spend too much time with them, and yet at the same time, being with them gives you an incredible amount of happiness and joy that you find it hard not to be attracted to them? Alright, that was quite a long and confusing sentencing... But you get what I mean. Haha, reminds me of the song "Stickwitu" by The Pussycat Dolls... 

Hooray for the Good Friday weekend!