It's kind of cold tonight. I went for a mini shopping trip by myself earlier on. I mean the kind where you roam around the mall, going into random shops just because a single item in it caught your attention. & of course not missing stores like Uniqlo, H&M, picking stuffs off racks just to try for fun. & don't you love shopping on weekdays? Queues to fitting rooms are almost non-existence. Thinking back, it'd been months (or was it years) since I last did this. I don't know, can't remember. Well, I'd been told to learn to enjoy my own company, guess I'm still trying to figure out how it's done. But one thing I do look forward to doing at night is sipping my chamomile tea while listening to folk/rock music... Alone.
I regret choosing the similar venue for our Christmas Eve celebration as the previous year. The memories, still so fresh... Sigh. Oh ya, this is a bad point of spending nights alone. It makes you cogitate, starting from something in the near future, to the ones further away, sometimes to the past but eventually links to everything. Take tonight for example. I thought about Christmas Eve, and it brought me to the previous Christmas Eves, and then it linked me to future festivals like Valentines' Day, Chinese New Years & birthdays. I guess this is what people meant by "same same but different" ( :
True or false: unhappy or stressed people seek comfort by eating. Because I seems to be feeling all ravenous lately.

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