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Happy thoughts, Happy thoughts and a little fairy dust. These makes the formula to let you fly! Ahahaha! Well, fly as in physically(According to Petter Pan) or mentally ( : Ahahaha crap...

Something surprising happened this morning and I was... *Lost for words* Ahahahaha!!! Don't wish to go into details but... Yeah!
Arghhhh, I only managed to wake up at 11:30... That's considered freaking late for me!!! Usually wakes up at 8 - 10... Anyway, went to the gym today(Yes!!! Finally after such a long break! Ahahahaha...) Totally tired out... Did workouts from around 2:30 to 5+ shiok...! Hahahaha... Hmmm... Sat around under some blocks for a while before heading to 200+ for balling... Went to a coffee shop and slacked, then ball awhile more before heading home... Well, today is considered a much lively day compared to yesterday... Wahahaha!!! Hmmm... Wonder what's the cause... :D

Found out that I'm a rather moody person after some recent events... Little things can get me all down and I'll behave as if I'm dead... Well, little things does not refers to those normal daily life incident, examples: quarreling with someone(I don't do this! Just a example anyway), losing a basketball game or even being broke! These are nothing!!! Ahhh! Don't even know what am I trying to say. Hahaha...

1 more thing! Bon voyage to Alvin, who will be leaving for Thailand tomorrow! Hahaha... Should really sleep now... Oyasumi nasai! Tomorrow is gonna be better!

Purpose of life

Ahhhhhhh!!! Wasted the whole of today doing basically nothing! Yes! And I mean nothing! Sat in front of the PC and TV the whole day, and to make matter worst, there isn't a hell of a soul around!!!

Hmmm... After abit of thinking, I feel that life has become meaningless... Had been studying all these while for the O levels and now that its over, I live aimlessly...
There used to be a motivation to go to school- school ended and there is nothing I can do about it... There used to be a motivation to play games- What is game when there is a greater priority in life...? There used to be a motivation to earn big money- Money can't buy everything...
I always say "if only, if only, if only" and I realized that why people always say "if only I had/have" and rarely say "if only I don't have"? Maybe the problem is with myself... Yes, I'm asking for more, and will never be contented I suppose... But I don't have what it takes... Is it confidence that I lacked?

Have been trying to look for jobs... But suddenly have a feeling like, 'for what?' Money can't buy everything; opportunities that we missed, time spent unwisely or even correct our regrets. I have a feeling that I'm not ready to work... But I know I should...
Ahahahahaha, you see, this is what happens when people has nothing to do, they think too much
( : hahahaha...

I just hate winter... Rains so much... Maybe I should just hibernate through this season...


"Because of you, the rain has stopped falling"

(¯`v´¯)

The closer I get to you

Donny Hathaway & Roberta Flack

The closer I get to you, the more you make me see... Like giving me all you got, your love has captured me... Over and over again, I try to tell myself that we, could never be more then friends and all the while inside I knew it was real... The way you make me feel... Lying here next to you, time just seems to fly. Needing you more and more, let's give love a try... Sweeter than sweeter love grows, and heaven's there for those who fool the tricks of time with the hearts in love you find, true love, in a special way...
The closer I get to you, the more you make me see... Like giving me all you got, your love has captured me... Over and over again, I try to tell myself that we could never be more then friends and all the while inside I knew it was real... The way you make me feel... The closer I get to you, the more you make me see... Like giving you all I got, your love has captured me... The closer I get to you, the feeling comes over me, pulling closer, sweet as the gravity!

Getting lazier and lazier each day... How weird can human beings get... Ahahahaha... Time to sleep! The following days are gonna be a little dead :D Sweet dreams.

Prom was sick! I'm sick! :D

Prom night was sick!!! Hahahaha... Everyone was so crazy and yup, I'm sure we had fun ( : however, the food isn't that cool, and I still remember a comment made by ZiCai, 'The food is considered good for this kind of hotel lah'. Ahahahahahaha!!! I wonder is it a compliment or... Sarcasm. Hahaha... Yeah, the event was really really mad and it was so 'hot' that I nearly suffocated!! :D :D :D
Ermm... I'm not gonna elaborate the happenings later that night, or rather morning, cause ermm... Its simply indescribable :D

Ahhhhhhhh!!! I'm dying! Couldn't sleep even after staying up for more than 24 hours!!! I laid on bed for 2 hours, feeling extremely hungry, but have no appetite! Ahahahaha... Probably this, probably that~ Ahhhh, I'm mad! Hahahaha, whatever~ Time to slack/ball!!!
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Ended! All ended!

Everything have finally ended! School, O levels, all and all! Hmmmm... Don't really have the excited feeling though... Hahaha... It just another day~ Maybe I'll have to clear all my books and papers and blablabla to have that kind of 'Shiok ar!', 'Sibei song ar!' feelings... Ahahahahaha...

Next event will be prom night. Ahhhh... So scary... Wonder any crazy thing gonna happen that day... Oh yeah... My cousin will be leaving for America on 25th November, 6.15a.m. for holiday... Let me wish her bon voyage here ( :
Had a little change in my hair too... Arghhhhh regret cutting short! Damnit... Haha anyway, Alvin have this colour now(more or less~) And I have, this+this! Well, not 2 colors but the fusion of the 2 colors, dark red violet :D. Ahahahahaha crap.

Failed 2 jobs 'interview' so far... Finally realize how hard it is to find a job... Nevermind~ will try harder some other time... Aiya, feeling so bored right now... Nothing to do... And the weather is freaking cold~ Ahahaha... Let me go rot now... Rot... Rottttt...