Uncool

Chalet was good, filled with laughers and dramas :D but I thought it was bad as well. After the chalet, I seems to have become so, so, so restless! (& emotional. Haha...)

Maybe it's because of school's reopen.
Maybe it's because of work tomorrow.
Maybe it's because I failed my BTT.
Maybe it's because of someone, somethings.

I don't know.

Anyway, school's reopen really sucks. Its straight after 2 days of work! And to make matter worst, most of my friends are still having vacations! Totally uncool.

As for the working part, I'm still able to find an excuses to make myself feel better. We're finally down to the last 2 days! Hahaha...

Hmmm, about the BTT, I know I could have passed if I had been one tenth more serious, arghhh... But I guess it's cool since I managed to book another slot on the 8th of October. All I got to do is to run away from school... ... :D

And now... I shall lay back and be emotional about my pathetic life.

If I could turn back the hands of time...

Awesome

I'm having an amazing morning right now, slept at 9 last night, which means I'm fully charged right now, 11 hours of sleep! I know that sounded normal but its really special when your 11 hours start from 9pm to 8am. You'll feel real fresh! Anyway, another thing is that I got awake by a sms by a special someone :D ahahaha! Hmmm... It would've been better if I had my results now but it's only gonna be released a 2:30...

I still have a long day ahead so I guess it's time for breakfast! Haha!

Yeah! Finally! 2 days of work brings weekdays and weekdays mean chill, rot and fun! Hahaha... Work is fine, get to interact with people, look at tall girls, short girls, obese girls, skinny girls, all girls :D hahaha! And of course, increase the 'pay-pot' day by day ahaha!

But now...

I'm so lost! I don't know where and how to start and no ideas seem workable to me...
Ok, this is the scenario: There is this person who's been on my mind since then, till now and I guess will always be... This 'special person' :D hahaha! Well, I guess it's really up to me; or maybe fate plays an part too...?

I think fate loves toying with me. Things that I want, I can never get. They are either:

1) too far away and is not within my reach; or
2) already picked by others.

Maybe I'm too blinded by things I have desire for and neglected many of the good stuffs around me. But I guess this makes me human :)

Me ain't got life.

FUCK!

I totally wasted this week... All I did was like, chilled out for roughly 9 hours in total, skate for around 4 to 5 hours, balled for about 3 hours and went to gym once. What the fuck? And you should have guess what I was doing most of the time, yes, rotting at home like a rock.

Tomorrow is yet another day for an episode of "battle in a mascot" day 5. Haha, the feeling kinda suck but there is money to be made! So I guess I'll just have to pull it through... Well, at least tomorrow marks the middle of this war. Hahaha!

Mend my broken heart

I'll be there for you if you should need me & you don't have to change a thing, I like you just the way you are...

Today wasn't spent wisely. Woke up at 11:30, rotted till 5 before heading to gym... Thats all for the day. Hahaha!

Feeling good

Finally its weekdays! Hahaha! I know this sounded weird but this is what people who work on weekends and chill on weekdays would say :D

Today was extraordinary unbearable. I think it's because we spent a quarter of our break going to the place and deciding what to eat(while standing and walking), another quarter eating(sitting of course) and the next half queuing for the legendary durian puff of Ang Mo Kio Hub :D hahaha! So, subtracting the eating time, we stood for about 7 hours in total today.

Feeling so sore now... Guess I'll be going to bed in er... Probably the next 2 hours time :D hahaha!

Take it easy fools

Sometimes when things aren't within your control, its really advisable to simply close both your eyes, sit back and relax.