"People only know what you tell them"

Gosh, aren't the weather these days a bitch? I don't know about you, but I'd inevitably, & literally, sweat my butt off if I wasn't in an air-conditioned place. Oh well, I sleep without AC anyway, so I guess it's no big deal.

I really take my hat off to people who work & adopt study commitments at the same time. It's indeed not easy. I guess it's all about time management & sacrifices. You want to have fun all the time or take a portion out of it & do something that truly counts. With that being said, sometimes having fun can take one further than academic achievements. Sometimes. Sigh... I need to get started.

It's strange why I still think about the past, still browse through my Instagram, look at those old pictures which have probably lost any meaning they used to hold... I want to go back to Taipei, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid to face the "familiarity" of that place... The memories that have been bound with the City.

Have you ever felt like the person you're currently with is not the person who you want to spend the rest of your life with, but can never find that courage to call it quits? Because once you do, you'd lost so much. All the things you're ever familiar with.

Gosh, why am I thinking so much tonight. It's ridiculous. Going to sleep now. Happy Monday everyone, especially the students returning to school :D I feel y'all. But I feel more for the people going to work ;)

Birthday weekend deserves an update

So... I'm finally 25 years old. I guess one of the bigger events in 2014 for me is joining the workforce and probably going to Bangkok. More epic moments to come! I hope... 

Just remembered that I didn't get myself a birthday present this year! Oh well, guess I'll just keep it in-lieu, because what I'm aiming for is something much bigger than what I can currently afford. Go read up on delayed gratification. It's not easy to put into play. But I believe that when there is a will, there is a way. And nothing is actually easy, not until you're done & over with it.

Monday coming right up, sit tight people! We are mid way through the year! The next long weekend will fall on the 26 to 28 of July. Make it count! Although I think mine will be boring as usual. Hahaha! 

See y'all soon my beloved friends.

The rest of your life. And we only live once.

Do you feel like, "damn, it's going to be Monday tomorrow once again" on every Sundays? It guess it's normal, cause I've the exact same feeling. But the next thought that comes into my mind is, "come at me all y'all endless work loads! I'll take you on!" Hahaha! Another comforting aspect is that the market will be opened from Monday to Friday, which also means that there is a possibility of making a windfall :D ... Or a "downfall". Hahaha!

So... It's finally June! I used to love June, because it marks the beginning of the mid-year school holiday. But now, June only reminds me that I'm getting older and there are still so much out there waiting to be accomplished. Just like what I wrote in my previous post — time, is indeed the most important thing in life.

While hanging out with some friends this weekend, I had a thought. What does it mean if you asked yourself, "am I really going to spend the rest of my life with him/her?" I figured that this question, when asked in a relationship, is unlikely to be a question that seeks affirmation, but rather one that constitutes doubt. You are having second thoughts. Of course things may work out if both parties are willing to compromise each other. But "may", is like walking on thin ice. & I'm sure most of us understand the theory of "opportunity lost" :D

So I had this resolve. The woman I seek will be someone who will make me say to myself, "damn, I want to spend the rest of my life with her." Or if I'll ever have to ask myself the question above, about if I'm really going to spend the rest of my life with her, the answer has to be "duh". No doubts. Hope I don't end up "forever alone" though :D

I'm starting to lose the "feel" to blog because I realised that all I blog about are silly stuffs regarding relationships & love. Oh well... I guess the purpose of having a blog is for me to write whatever the fuck I want. Peace.