Progress or...?

Wahahahaha today is the day after Christmas, also named Boxing day! Ermmm... Honestly, I got no idea that such day existed until someone in irc said so... Hahaha... So... I guess its obvious enough that I don't know what does it do and what's it for... Hahaha.

Like a quote said, "Many people want to be the sun that brightens up your life, but I want to be the moon that shines on you during your darkest hours." This quote is so true... If only I have a chance to... Hahaha... Simple words like 'yes', 'no', 'don't know' may sometimes be solution or answers to doubts which caused many sleepless nights... All you need to do is to think carefully... Or rather, if you're lost, just choose the way that is the brightest to everyone, including yourself! I know... Things won't always turn out good for everyone... So, consulting a third party could be a good idea... Human beings are made selfish afterall! Remember this... Well, I'm not saying that we should always do things that reflect the positive on ourselves, just that we need see who needs the positive ray of light more...

Good night people... May the best fall upon all. ( :

Merry Christmas!

Ho, ho, ho! Merry Christmas! Wahahahaha!!! Silent night~ Holy night~ :D
This Christmas eve is kinda boring for me... Did nothing special, just slacked around... Hahaha. Should have at least gone down to Orchard right!? Damn! Anyway, I was pretty glad that the 848 coffee shop revived! Yeah~ hahaha.

Christmas is so beautiful! Awwwwww... Too bad something is missing... Ahahahaha!!!

Lastly,

I would like to wish everyone a Happy Merry Christmas and of course, to You! ( :

Creakkkk Kinnggg~

Wo0o0o0~ All the chalets and 'slacking sections' have ended, for now, that it ( :
Went to my family's chalet and then the... Erm... Not sure if I should call it the 2A2 2003's chalet or whatever, at Changi and Coastal Sand respectively...
Oh yeah, YouLun is back and we went to his house to stay for around 4 days and 3 nights. Haha, 1st night: Did stupid things till around 3 or 4 then went to play some stupid computer games with Andrew till 7... Pretty stupid... Hahaha... Second night: Pretty damn tired so I guess... I slept at around 11 - 12. Third night: Pretty much same as the second one. Fourth: Abit later then the previous 2.(Seems kinda lame to elaborate like this, but I'm lazy :D ahahaha.)

Chalets:

Nothing much to do actually, just chatted and crapped till the morning, played abit of cards, eat eat and drink drink ( : wahahaha... The true meaning of relaxing! Haiz... It would be perfect if there that one thing is around... Ahhhhhh! Forget that! I'm pretty much cool with it now, feeling more 'released'. But still, I CAN'T BREAK THROUGH! Wahahahaha... Christmas is round the corner... But... I'm so dead... Not sure if I'm making any progress but... I'm lost for words... Hahaha...

So bored!!! I think I'll need to go look for jobs the next week... Sooo short of cash... Well, not really that poor, just feeling kinda pissed when my $$$ falls below a certain amount :D

"Herherherherherherherherherherherherherherherherher"
Sweet dreams people.
( :

Horoscope / Dead

Horoscopes. Sometimes these readings are quite accurate... My reading for 8/12, "If you've been dreaming about change, today is the day to start making it happen." Hahahahahaha... Really wondering if I should follow this... Arghhhhh I'm going crazy!!!

Can't break through! Can't break through!! Can't break through!!! Hopes were given time and time, but smashed again and again... Why is this process continuing and never seems to stop...? I'm really getting tired of this and I believe everyone is... Too much odds. I never seems to do things the right way and forever so wussy... Hahaha... Went to Alvin's chalet at Aranda downtown on Wednesday... Hmmm, should I say its fun or... Ahahahahaha... Forget it, don't wish to talk about it... Watched "Chicken Little" this afternoon, another dreadful event, am I thinking too much or its just plain simple? Different people just have different lives... Guess my life isn't gonna be that easy after all...
I have become a totally pessimistic bastard who looks at world hopelessly and forever worrying about every shit that happened. The best part of it is that I'm freaking balless and I don't see any room for improvement.

Ever heard of the story about a girl with too much 'Curiosity' and opened a chest? She released all those 'flies' with, 'Jealousy', 'Sickness', 'Death', 'Hatred', etc, etc... Why are there only 1 fly carrying 'Hope'? If only there were more hopes, things would definitely be better for everyone... Trust, confident and courage is all that I need now... Seemed closer, yet drifting further and further away...
) :

Ahhhhhhhhh!!! Whatever~ tomorrow, is gonna be a new day! ( : maybe I should just get away for a few days or maybe weeks to cool down...

Pathetic I am!

Bad... Bad... Bad...I'm so pathetic and depressed... Haha, maybe depressed is a little too serious... I'll just use... Arghhh... I don't know. Feeling so restless since yesterday and I'm so upset with myself!!! Forever so... Hopeless. Ahahaha, I think I have become a super duper pessimistic person!!! This is booshit! I wasn't like this in the past! Some said I should just be myself... But after thinking about it, I think that's just me! Isn't I this quiet since... Think about it, how many times did I seriously started a 1 to 1 conversation? I'm usually the one who replies or just crap around in a group... I'm just this freaking weak... Arghhhhh... Nevermind, I will try harder again... Ahahaha wondered how many times I have said this and how much did I actually improved...?

Anyway, went to a job interview this morning with Alvin... The pay was really impressive... But I`ve lost the motivation to work or do whatever craps since last night ) :
Went to gym after that and was so restless that I could barley do any workouts after the first exercise... After that, we went to 761 to play basketball! Oh my god! At lest some comforting event happened ( : I met my 2 years-no-see basketball buddy! Ahahaha... Yeah he improved a lot! And I meant a lot! He couldn't do layups in the past, couldn't shoot properly and always gets the ball out when he's near the line... But look at him today! Woah... Impressive layups with tricks, handsome shooting style and dribble pass people(abit dirty though :D) Ahahahaha!!!

So hungry right now... Dinner time!

12 days left before lunnietic comes to town.

Wehehehe

Happy thoughts, Happy thoughts and a little fairy dust. These makes the formula to let you fly! Ahahaha! Well, fly as in physically(According to Petter Pan) or mentally ( : Ahahaha crap...

Something surprising happened this morning and I was... *Lost for words* Ahahahaha!!! Don't wish to go into details but... Yeah!
Arghhhh, I only managed to wake up at 11:30... That's considered freaking late for me!!! Usually wakes up at 8 - 10... Anyway, went to the gym today(Yes!!! Finally after such a long break! Ahahahaha...) Totally tired out... Did workouts from around 2:30 to 5+ shiok...! Hahahaha... Hmmm... Sat around under some blocks for a while before heading to 200+ for balling... Went to a coffee shop and slacked, then ball awhile more before heading home... Well, today is considered a much lively day compared to yesterday... Wahahaha!!! Hmmm... Wonder what's the cause... :D

Found out that I'm a rather moody person after some recent events... Little things can get me all down and I'll behave as if I'm dead... Well, little things does not refers to those normal daily life incident, examples: quarreling with someone(I don't do this! Just a example anyway), losing a basketball game or even being broke! These are nothing!!! Ahhh! Don't even know what am I trying to say. Hahaha...

1 more thing! Bon voyage to Alvin, who will be leaving for Thailand tomorrow! Hahaha... Should really sleep now... Oyasumi nasai! Tomorrow is gonna be better!

Purpose of life

Ahhhhhhh!!! Wasted the whole of today doing basically nothing! Yes! And I mean nothing! Sat in front of the PC and TV the whole day, and to make matter worst, there isn't a hell of a soul around!!!

Hmmm... After abit of thinking, I feel that life has become meaningless... Had been studying all these while for the O levels and now that its over, I live aimlessly...
There used to be a motivation to go to school- school ended and there is nothing I can do about it... There used to be a motivation to play games- What is game when there is a greater priority in life...? There used to be a motivation to earn big money- Money can't buy everything...
I always say "if only, if only, if only" and I realized that why people always say "if only I had/have" and rarely say "if only I don't have"? Maybe the problem is with myself... Yes, I'm asking for more, and will never be contented I suppose... But I don't have what it takes... Is it confidence that I lacked?

Have been trying to look for jobs... But suddenly have a feeling like, 'for what?' Money can't buy everything; opportunities that we missed, time spent unwisely or even correct our regrets. I have a feeling that I'm not ready to work... But I know I should...
Ahahahahaha, you see, this is what happens when people has nothing to do, they think too much
( : hahahaha...

I just hate winter... Rains so much... Maybe I should just hibernate through this season...


"Because of you, the rain has stopped falling"

(¯`v´¯)

The closer I get to you

Donny Hathaway & Roberta Flack

The closer I get to you, the more you make me see... Like giving me all you got, your love has captured me... Over and over again, I try to tell myself that we, could never be more then friends and all the while inside I knew it was real... The way you make me feel... Lying here next to you, time just seems to fly. Needing you more and more, let's give love a try... Sweeter than sweeter love grows, and heaven's there for those who fool the tricks of time with the hearts in love you find, true love, in a special way...
The closer I get to you, the more you make me see... Like giving me all you got, your love has captured me... Over and over again, I try to tell myself that we could never be more then friends and all the while inside I knew it was real... The way you make me feel... The closer I get to you, the more you make me see... Like giving you all I got, your love has captured me... The closer I get to you, the feeling comes over me, pulling closer, sweet as the gravity!

Getting lazier and lazier each day... How weird can human beings get... Ahahahaha... Time to sleep! The following days are gonna be a little dead :D Sweet dreams.

Prom was sick! I'm sick! :D

Prom night was sick!!! Hahahaha... Everyone was so crazy and yup, I'm sure we had fun ( : however, the food isn't that cool, and I still remember a comment made by ZiCai, 'The food is considered good for this kind of hotel lah'. Ahahahahahaha!!! I wonder is it a compliment or... Sarcasm. Hahaha... Yeah, the event was really really mad and it was so 'hot' that I nearly suffocated!! :D :D :D
Ermm... I'm not gonna elaborate the happenings later that night, or rather morning, cause ermm... Its simply indescribable :D

Ahhhhhhhh!!! I'm dying! Couldn't sleep even after staying up for more than 24 hours!!! I laid on bed for 2 hours, feeling extremely hungry, but have no appetite! Ahahahaha... Probably this, probably that~ Ahhhh, I'm mad! Hahahaha, whatever~ Time to slack/ball!!!
( :

Ended! All ended!

Everything have finally ended! School, O levels, all and all! Hmmmm... Don't really have the excited feeling though... Hahaha... It just another day~ Maybe I'll have to clear all my books and papers and blablabla to have that kind of 'Shiok ar!', 'Sibei song ar!' feelings... Ahahahahaha...

Next event will be prom night. Ahhhh... So scary... Wonder any crazy thing gonna happen that day... Oh yeah... My cousin will be leaving for America on 25th November, 6.15a.m. for holiday... Let me wish her bon voyage here ( :
Had a little change in my hair too... Arghhhhh regret cutting short! Damnit... Haha anyway, Alvin have this colour now(more or less~) And I have, this+this! Well, not 2 colors but the fusion of the 2 colors, dark red violet :D. Ahahahahaha crap.

Failed 2 jobs 'interview' so far... Finally realize how hard it is to find a job... Nevermind~ will try harder some other time... Aiya, feeling so bored right now... Nothing to do... And the weather is freaking cold~ Ahahaha... Let me go rot now... Rot... Rottttt...

Ahhhh...

Dang Dang Dang Dang Dang!!! My prelims' all messed up! Wahahahaha Got like 27 to 32 for L1R4... Hahahahaha... But I'm only worried for my maths... I believe I can do well for other subjects, but for maths, I'm SCARE!!!

Hahaha... Anyway, hmmm... Some stuffs happened lately and I was really DEPRESSED! Yes, I mean depressed! Every food I tasted seems so dull... And the weather, seemed to be contrasting with my feelings. The rain just won't stop!!! Hahaha... But the truth is out pretty soon!(Yeah, thanks to my great courage :P) Damnit! I was feeling mad and happy at the same time when I know the truth! Happy: Well, to put this in simple term, 'there is still HOPE'. Mad: Hmmm... WHAT THE HELL! I WAS ALL SAD FOR THAT 3 DAYS! DAMNIT! Hahahahaha!!!

Oh yeah, and O levels is finally coming... Can't wait for it!!! Although I know I'm not that ready, but I really wished that it will be over tomorrow... Hope that Prom night will be fun and unforgettable! (Well, unforgettable in a pleasant way~) Yeah, nothing much to do these days... Usually start my day with a maths paper, and will hang out sometimes in the afternoon or just rot all the way till night... Hahahaha... Bored. Oh 1 more thing, Bleach owns!!! Really nice anime! Waiting for the 9 pm show to start now... So bored...

Tomorrow is gonna be better! ( :

Prelims over...!

Hmmm... Time isreally flying... We're still talking about how long the prelims was and now its all over... Hahahaha. Its really freaking bored!!! No mood for studies, all my songs are 'rusty', listened to them hundred of times and... There seemed to be a barrier in my mind, blocking me time and time... Ahhhhh!!!

Hmm... 30+ days more to 'O' levels. Feeling kinda excited right now! :D But the main concentration is still the prelims results! Damn, can't wait to see how badly(or well :D), I've done. Haven't been studying hard for this exam, only reading through... But I know the things are in my head! Nothing much to talk about now... I think I'll go and take a bath and... Continue dreaming ( : Ahhhhh!!! Its still early and I'm already feeling so barking bored~ Hahahahaha...

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Hahahaha... Prelims' pretty cool... Feeling so weak these few days... Full of fear in my heart... Fear of something that can never be explained... Doing maths now and will be sleeping soon. Paper 2 tomorrow... All the best people.

Song of the week.

Perfect. Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me, think back and talk to me, did I grow up up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time, doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disappove all along...

And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna make you proud... I'm never gonna be good enough for you, can't pretend that I'm alright, and you can't change me... Cause we lost it all... Nothing last forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect... Its just too late and we can't go back... I'm sorry, I just can't be perfect...

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside... Did you know you used to be my hero... All the days you spend with me, now seem so far away and it feels like you don't care anymore... And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna make you proud... I'm never gonna be good enough for you, I can't stand another fight and nothing is alright...

Cause we lost it all... Nothing last forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect... Its just too late and we can't go back... I'm sorry, I just can't be perfect... Nothing is gonna change the things you said, nothing is gonna make this right again... Please don't turn your back, I can't believe its hard just to talk to you... But you don't understand...

Cause we lost it all... Nothing last forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect... Its just too late and we can't go back... I'm sorry, I just can't be perfect...
(X2)

**Blink** A week passed.

Aiyo... In a blink, the September holiday passed. Went to school on Monday & Wednesday. Hahahaha I skipped the lessons on Tuesday! Shiok! Cause its Devil Wong's class muahahaha!!! Her lesson is so boring and she believes that she is so wise! That we can't pass Biology without her... Hiaz... This kind of mentality... No wonder still a MISS. Wahahahahaha!!!

Time is so precious that I can't bear to use it for sleeping! Wednesday 'morning' : Hmmmm... 1 word, great. Hahahaha... Race till 3:20a.m yesterday and it was freaking gay. Toyota Corolla was total ownage!!! Hahaha, awesome turning speed and crazy handles! Did some maths yesterday and today but I can't seem to be able to concentrate... Aiya! Should be ready for the paper by Monday(Well, hope so~ hahahaha). Feeling kinda pissed right now... Time passes so fast! How I wished it was still the beginning of the year!!! Everyday seemed so bored... Bored! Bored!! Bored!!! ) :

'My life has a superb cast but I can't figure out the plot.'

Saturday O.o

Prelims had finally started!!! Hmmmm, had our English paper 1 and 2 & Social Studies on Friday. English seemed to be a killer and Social Studies... Devil? Hahahaha... I was so happy on Friday night. The world appeared to be so beautiful~ ( :

Played cs this morning and I was pretty... Hot. Wahahaha ( : From rank 178 to 1 with the frag of 102 kills - 40 death :D :D :D & my nick was... ... juzPL. ( : Wahahahahaha!!! Meaningful nick aye? Ahahahahaha!!! Oh yeah, tidied my table today and the difference was... Chaos and serene :D I really enjoyed looking at mess being cleared up, especially when I was involved in the cleaning up! Haha... After I cleared the table, I went to sleep, which angered me after I woke up as I sees afternoon naps as wasting of time. Hahaha... Luckily, there was this show, 'She Diao Ying Xiong Juan', as it 'mesmerised' me for 2 hours :D hahahaha!!!

Hiaz... Its pretty damn bored these days and the only damn thing that I think I can do is study... Which I haven't appeared to have mush interest yet ( : but I believe I will, soon. Hahaha... Till then, stay healthy pee-plee! Hahaha!

- Every time I hear your voice, smiling becomes an involuntary reflex. ( :

Awwww... Finally it came...

Haiz... No more lessons for a month or more... I'm sure I'll miss... Everybody : D Oh... Another thing, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!! Weeeet-weet-weeuuu~ Hahahaha... Oh its Ivan's birthday too! Happy Birthday Ivan! ( : & not forgetting Mr. Hiang Peng my dear cousin ( : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL!!!
Hmm... Is August such a good month for giving birth? Haha! Well, I mean... There is just so much birthdays this month!!! But its a good thing I suppose. Birthdays are good! They bring people closer together! :D Hmmm... Just to sum things up, this August is probably one of the best I'll ever have in my life... Hehe...
Sigh... There is still not much courage in me... Prelims is coming and I'm still... Idling. Got to go sleep soon... Hope that tomorrow will be a better day ( :

'Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.'

Hehehehe

Hahahaha saw this as one of the topic in a channel... Is it true? Hope not : D


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Heart is a simple yet complicated word.

Yup... 'Heart' appears to be a simple word. But what's deep inside can be complicated... So complicated that human beings cannot understand...

Went to play basketball this morning at 8. We played and slacked and ate and played and slacked and ate all the way till 8 at night, haha. Freaky tired...

There are so many kind of people in this dreadful world... Some have no courage to write a story while others, end one... If only human never learnt to be untruth, never learnt to lust & never learnt to hate... If only fairies exist... Arghhhhhh 'If only' is such a bad word!

Courage is such an important thing. With this special 'element', human can actually achieve a lot. And why must I lack this 'element'! There is so little courage within me... Maybe its better to free our mind and focus on what's more important... Prelims in 5 days... Shouldn't be a problem... Yeah! I have faith! Hahahahaha... Time to slack... May the world know peace!!! ( :

Failure... Me.

I have failed myself again... why can't I make good use of the opportunities that I had!!! Fuck it! Arghhhhh...

'We'

Finally! Its Friday again! Hahaha so happy ( : Fridays just rocksss.
Haha, I'm so glad that I've finished my D & T folio! Haha... All that I need to worry now is that what grade will I score with that 'freaky' folio of mine : D

Today was a pretty cool day. We had 3 free periods and they made Sherman, Adrian, Irwin and I laugh our ass off ( : (during one of the periods) hahahahahaha... Aiyo... I had spent around 50 bucks in just 5 days this week! Hahahaha. Spent around $20+ on food & drinks, $10 transport, $12 hair cut, $4 newspapers and $5 for binding that folio...
So sad ) : Ok lar nothing much to say... Time to go sleep. Sweet Dreams to all! ( :

One of my all time favorite quote and I think it can be found in 'Batman Begins'

' It's not what u have deep inside but what u do that defines you. '

Life is beautiful... For now ( :

Yup, life had been so great lately. I really enjoyed the life of chilling till late night, chatting and joking our time away. Hahahaha... Hmmmm, maybe I should just say... Perfect weekend ( :

Hahaha I've finally started my revision for the exams! Studied my Social Studies on Saturday and little bit of Biology on Sunday ( : All I can say is... 'Because Of You' keke I meant the song by Kelly Clarkson : D hahaha yeah its a beautiful song. Hmmm... Nothing much happened in school today except that I really really tried my best not to fall asleep and guess what, I DID IT! 11 claps for me! Hahaha... Listen to 'Devil' Wong's exam experience and it really made me determined to study hard... Wonder if I can do it... Well, old sayings, have faith! Oh yeah, I finished all the homework that I remembered having in SSP today ( : cool huh? Hahaha for the first time I used the 2 hours in the SSP for meaningful stuffs...

Oh... Today's PE lesson was pretty interesting too! We had basketball games and it was quite... Amusing. Hahahaha... Hmmm, really had no intention of winning, all I though about was to see people have fun and of course have fun myself. Hahaha! Damnit... Didn't sleep at class really made me tired hahaha. Got to go sleep soon after bathing... Cya~

Life without... ... ... ...

Damn, I was quite disappointed with the SuperStar's result last night... Haha anyway, would like to congratulate the 2 winners, Kelvin and Kelly.

Fridays really rox!D & T lesson is really fun hahaha!!! Oh yeah, something really cool happened today. Our bio lessons were canceled! Weeet-weeet-weeeuuu~ Kakakaka... So, I slacked in school a little and went home to sleep : D Woke up at around 7:15 and had dinner then listened to songs and blablablablablablabla...

Oh yah, lunnie went back today and there is a little(or BIG) piece of news for him! Haha can't wait to see his reaction when he hears the news : D Anyway, hope to wish him all the best there!

So sad... The year is coming to an end... Everything is gonna be different after that... All the peeps.. Lifestyle...
) : NOOO!!! I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN! I'M ENJOYING MY LIFE NOW!!! Haiz... Just alittle bit more courage... Is all that I need. Zzzz... Zzz... Zz... Z...


'Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.'

Unpredictable

SuperStar's result will be reveled in a few moments time. Although I'm not a 'hardcore' fan, but I support Kelly and JunYang lar... Hahaha... Yup*(hehe) just reached home after the 'last supper' (hmmm supper or dinner? Haha) with lunnie & buddies at Lower Pierce area. We'll ALL miss you!!! ( : Hahaha.

Prelims is finally coming & I believe its time to study... Yes and I mean total, insane, madness study. Well, since I was TOLD to study, then I shall~ Hahahaha... Ok this time its for real man... Monday, 21st of August, will be the date I start my 'mission impossible'.
School had been so boring today... Well, at lest something encouraging happened in the evening, kekeke... : D Anyway, Tomorrow is gonna be a hard day... Stupid 'Carrot' Wong with stupid remedial class. School ends at 12:40 and there is bio extra class at 2:45... This is crapp! 2 hours in the half dead school!? Awww man... To make matter worst, the lesson will end at around 4!!! Well, there is practical and theory, so... FUCK IT! Kakaka

TV time! ( : Hahaha... Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'll try to sleep earlier starting from Sunday. Till then... RAWK ON PEOPLE!!!

Owned.

Aiyayayaya... After being phyco-ed by the 2 Chinese teachers, I finally decided not to retake my Chinese O levels although I only managed to get a B4... Yup, what she said does make sense. So what even if I can score a A1 for my Chinese but a D7 for Maths? Its still ITE... Well, not that its bad, but that's not my goal in life so I guess I'm not gonna head there : D

Anyway, had my English oral yesterday. Well, the topics seemed easy for me but things don't always turn out the way I feel :D Hahaha... Haiz... Nothing much to talk about... Just listening to the beautiful songs and dreaming blablabla, hahaha... Oh yah, I was kinda retard just now. I wanted to go for a hair cut and when I was waiting for the lift, I suddenly felt weird and went back home. Hahahaha IM MAD! Yup, beginning to feel the pressure of O levels and I guess its good sign ( : hahahahaha...

'Giving laughers or joy to one is probably the most promising task accomplished for the day.'

Why do I love you...

Haiz... Only managed to score a B4 for my Chinese O levels... So sad ) : But nevermind lar... I'll retake the test at the end of this year!!! Haha! So much happened these few weeks, too much to list down (| : Hahahahaha, yup happy and sour at the same time, weird but great feeling kekeke. Oh yah, nearly forgot to wish Singapore a happy 40th birthday! Wee-Wee-Weeuuuu~ Hahaha... Will be having my o levels English Oral tomorrow, all the best to everyone taking it! Feeling kinda sleepy right now... Headache... DEAD.

Why Do I Love You

Suddenly she's leaving, suddenly the promise of love has gone, suddenly breathing seems so hard to do...

Carefully you planned it, I got to know just a minute too late oh girl~ Now I understand it, all the times we made love together, baby you were thinking of him...

Why do I love you? Don't even want to~ Why do I love you like I do? Like I always do~ you should have told me... Why did you have to be untrue... Love you like I do, why do I love you like I do...?

Ain't gonna show no weakness! I'm gonna smile and tell the whole world I'm fine, I'm gonna keep my senses, but deep down where no one can hear me... Baby I'll be crying for you~

Why do I love you? Don't even want to~ Why do I love you like I do? Like I always do~ you should have told me... Why did you have to be untrue... Love you like I do, why do I love you like I do...?

Can't go back, can't erase~ Baby your smiling face~ Oh no, I can't think of nothing else but you~ suddenly...

Why do I love you? Don't even want to~ Why do I love you like I do? Like I always do~ you should have told me... Why did you have to be untrue... Love you like I do, why do I love you like I do...? (X2)

This song rawks~~ Feeling lost cause time is flying so so so & so fast... Soon everything will be over and I really hope that... I'm a time wizard hahaha... Yupyupyup I changed my skin... Yeah I mean my real skin!!!
Feel the wrath mortal, doom have come to this world... Muahahahahaha!!!

Holy shit!~

What the fook!?~ Where did my most recent post gone!? Damn It took me quite sometime to upload those photos of the cars and they are all gone now!? DANG~ Arghhhhh... Nevermind... Will try to upload them again when I have the time...

Woah... It was really a long time since I last posted. Can't really remember all the shits that happened during this period. Anyway, the June Chalet was cool shit! We had all the fun we needed and that sure spoiled my study mood... Haha. Oh yeah forgot to welcome the lunnie back, Welcome back You Lun the lunnie dude! Muahahahaa...

Anyway, had been quite busy with school work lately and the Design and Technology Foilo's dead line will be up soon. The problem is that my freaking printer had been spoilt for ages and its beyond hope for repair... Forget it, I 'll try and do all the shit required and get my stuffs printed. Haiz... Time really flies. Its already July and will be August in a blink... Really really really hope that time won't pass so fast! People use to say 'Time will pass extra fast when you're enjoying every second of it' well, time seemed to be flying no matter if I'm enjoying or suffering...

I guess I'll be touching up my maths and other weak subjects real soon cause the big 'O' is coming our way~~~! Wahahahaha... Damn I hope I'll be ready by prelims and can say 'Bring It On!' to the exams! Wahahahahaa... Alright my last words for today, all the best everyone for the up coming days!

'Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.'

Go for it!!!

'I have failed over and over again in my life... And thats why I have succeeded.' - Michael Jordan

Today was a... Pretty exciting day. We went to turf city to watch our school's softball team VS RI's team. Near the turf city was a 'underground' carpark where cars were sold and there were sure damn lot of pretty cars.
Andrew, Li Ya, Ser Chin, Ivan, Irwin, Kam Chuen and me met at around 2 in Yishun MRT station. It took us about 1 hour and 15 minutes to get there? Although the guys lost, I can see that they were very very very focus in the match. After the game, we went back to yishun and had our dinner at Long John. Then we went to meet up with some of the A2's girls and one of Li Ya's friend.
We went for soccer after that and it was pretty fun... DAMN IT!!! MY RIGHT FOOT CAN'T MOVE RIGHT NOW AND I AM HAVING DIFFCUILTY WALKING~~ Haiz... Hope it will be fine tomorrow...
Oh, 1 more thing. Andrew is finally back~~!! Wee-U-Weet~ Hahaha... Yup, after being 'missing in action' for about 2 weeks, Andrew finally 'revived'!!! Exam is round the corner... Hope that I can focus hard right now... Anyway, hope tomorrow is a better day!

'If you are going through hell, keep going.'

Happy Birthday Lunnie!

Lunnie is a weak boy~ Lunnie is a weak boy~ Opps...! 'was just playing'' haha. Today is the lunnie's birthday so are we suppose to use his phrase? MuaHahAhaha okokokok...

Nothing much happened today except that I have started my Chinese revision... Not much though, just read some of the words in the ownage 'Xin-ya' O'lvl 10 years series. I took out my sec. 3 'xi zi bu' and wrote the words which appeared in the pass O'lvls.
Another thing is that Mr Low had decided to end school at 10 on Friday! Wo0o0o0o~! This is because of the great performance from our band, drama, choir, dance and wushu! Oh... Not forgetting our softball boys :D. 11 Claps! Band got Gold with honors, drama, choir and dance with silver and finally wushu with 4 gold medals and blablablabla(can't remember the others haha). Softball boys retained their title as the North Zone chams! Yea~~! Anyway, just 'owned' the ACS-I(Anglo Chinese Secondary Independent) with a score of 7 - 2! It was the semi-finals which means they are in the finals!!! Wo0o0o0o! Anyway, the finals will be on Friday so... Wish them all the best...

Finally, let me wish Keegen Chung You Lun / styx / lunnie (pattern liao liao wHaHahAhaha) a sweet 16th birthday, all wishes come true and may the force be with him.
**SweetDreams**

What a day!

'Long time no post, don't think I mati'. Hahahaha... Today was a pretty cool day. Woke up at around 9:30 and did my daily routine, and then went to Marina South for stream-boat at around 4. Damn... There was lots and lots and lots of hot chicks around there and the super kite flying ground had became a super large soccer field, I mean there were like 6 pitches in the large field! Okok here comes the really really cool part. I SAW DAMN LOTS OF CARS TODAY AND I'M DAMN FREAKING EXCITED!!! Firstly, I saw 8 Toyota Celica, 5 Alfa Romeo 156 GTA, some oldies sport cars which I got no idea what brand are they(too far away...), 1 Mazda RX-7 and RX-8, the super rare Nissan Skyline GT-R R34 and Nissan Fairlady 350Z!!!! Woooo~~ Too cool!!!!!! Alright, got to go watch 'Huang Fei Hong'... Oh 1 more thing, exam is round the corner and I hope that I can settle down and study hard... Good luck everybody!
**Sweet Dreams**

Not so fast please - time!!!

Time is passing so quickly... So quick that I don't know whats happening. I really hope that there would be no homework given in school, so we just go to school, and have fun!!! Haven't been balling for 2 weeks...

Oh ya... We started playing the "Retro" game Diablo2 :LoD afew days ago... wahahaha. Its kinda lame though. ITS REALLY DAMN BORING NOWADAYS!!! AgRRrrRr...!

This is what I had been doing for the pass 1 and a ½ weeks : I go to school, I survive in school, I stay out of trouble, I stay back sometimes, I reach home at evening, I study for test(s) and I sleep. This cycle had been happening for days and I'm getting sick!!! Hope that tomorrow is gonna be a more exciting day... Gotta study for my D & T test soon... Oh... 1 last thing, here are 9 roses(which stands for ever lastin love~) for Valentine's Day to everyone(especially the females (^_-) )
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The "lunatic" is coming to town with 83/84 days left...
Let the frenzy begin...

Can't feel the power...?

Agrrrrr!!! This new year is kinda weird... Yea, I did the normal stuffs I did the pass years, but I just felt different and I can't name it!!! Btw, I was coughing like mad since last last week... I think there's a serious problem with me this time... whAhAhahaha!

.New Years Eve.

Went to my grandmother's(paternal) house at the new years eve. I'm quite lucky cause both my maternal and paternal's parents live in the same area, just different block :D(So I don't need to rush here and there!). New years eve huh... Its kinda boring there... Had steamboat there and watched TV until 1 A.M. ++ before going home. Oh! Before that I went to school for the concert. I had a disappointed feeling when I reached school, and I don't know why~ but the performance was not bad... I can say that our school's wushu team had improved a lot!!! Their punches and kicks had become more powerful and the speed was... Considerably fast :D.

.New Years Day.

Chinese New year!!! Went to my (paternal) grandfather's house again to celebrate his birthday!!! Actually it isn't his birthday, fast forwarded~ We had our lunch and cake there and my cousin's started the "loser had cream" game... It was damnNdamn UNHEALTHY, so I didn't played :D They each had a card on their forehead, so that others get to see it and themselves can't, then they passed a plate around and add creams(from the cake) or remove from it. Then its simple, the person with the smallest number gets to eat all!!! WAhAahahaaha... Went to my maternal grandma's house at about 3:30P.M.
We were just slacking around and then played afew rounds(you know what I meant. wHaHAhaha) before going to the dinner. Oh we were playing AVP before dinner. Then at aout 7, my cousin's boyfriend came and we started to play cards again. HE WAS DAMN LUCKY!!! He was the banker and he always get 21(blackjack~) And there was this funny shit that happened!!! He got 8 points and he wanted to "perform", so he took 3 cards at 1 go and he actually got 5 cards and still lived!!! Damn!!! Then a few rounds later, I got 3 points(An ace and a 2) and I thought it was my turn to "perform" and ... I ACTUALLY GOT J, Q andK!!! AND THAT GAVE ME 33 points!!! BUSTED!!! (For those who don't know, 5 cards means I gotta pay double) ...
Anyway, we continued until 10 and then we started chatting. We were talking about the life he(cousin's bf) was having in the NS and then suddenly we were in the ghost story telling section... wHaHAhAa It was fun though... Reached home at 1:30 SHARP.

.2nd Day Of New Year.

Went to my mun's auntie place for lunch and then to another's to gamble and dinner. We had fun gambling too... So... Yea, that's about it for today. WwHAHAhaha... Going to bed soon... DAMN THERE IS SCHOOL TOMORROW?!?! Ahhh... nvm I am glad to go to school :):):):)

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Ok, I got nothing to say... Just woke up after coming back from my grandma's place last 'morning'. So... Happy Chinese New Year! Time to "bai nian" liao... C'ya~ Its gonna be another long day...

Better life?

Haven't been playing games lately... Only had a few race in the morning and then went to play cs awhile with bots. Damn... My skill is really carp now. I actually got owned by the bots which is used to own in the pass... wHahAhAHaha. Sad case sia... My reflex, hearing and aims had gone down BADLY and I can't control my m4a1's recoil now...

But life have became more interesting though. I had been going to play basketball with Andrew and Ser Chin lately. Today Irwin brought his cousin's and friends with him. They are good man... The court is pretty flooded today haha... I think the only time when the court is more "free" is during the holidays. During school days student from nbss go there after school. During weekends, poly and JC grown ups own the court... HAhaHAaaha... wtf am I saying... Anyway, we chatted about alot of things yesterday... wHaHahaha. It was fun to talk cock and craps and rubbish. Looks like I haven't got my study mood back... But I'm not worry because I know I can and I will!!! wHaHAhAhaha!!!
Ahhh... Pretty tired now... played from 3 to 8... Gotta go sleep soon~

Buay Ta Han~~

Sibei sian ar... 5 days week is really giving me a hard time man... Although the focus test during Saturday and Monday is removed, but the 45 minutes per lesson is really killing me!!! And school ends at 2:55 on Monday and Tuesday, and 2:10 on Wednesday and Thursday!!! Oh my gaw~ Ending school at 2:55 is like... Reached home, 3:30, bath, rest, eat something, 4:00 and then do some homework and its dinner time... After dinner, its about 8 and then 2 more hours will be bed time... What the hack man! This ain't gonna be my life~~~ But I have thought about it anyway... I will just "Ta han" the weekdays and enjoy during the weekends! Yea~!!! wHAhAhaha.. But I guess I'll get used to it soon...

Oh, Monday was CCA day for the sec 1s and I'm someone who hate CCA, so I "eat snake" through the whole thing! wHaHAhaha!!! But the library(MY GAY CCA~) teachers said that they are gonna be very hard on us this year... Erm... Something like... Those who didn't go for CCA during last year's fourth term is required to hand in a letter and all those bullshit~ I remembered hearing them saying something like this in June last year. I think is "all those who didn't go for duty and do not have a valid reason for more then 2 times will be handed over to the disciplinary department"... Haiz... If I'm not wrong, I believe I skipped more then 5 times... whAHAhAhaha...

Yea!!! Irwin is gonna have a internet connection soon~ But I'm not very interested in gaming lately... Oh, the channel 8 7:00pm show finally ended today... But I think the ending was kinda crappy... Haha... Played basketball just now and got my little toe injured... There's a "exploded" blister on my left foot too...

The period of time that you cherish, will be over even before you know it...
Gotta go cut my toe nails and sleep soon. Sweet Dreams~

Finally weekend!

Reinstalled all my stuff today... Ahhh... The feeling of skipping the damn library CCA is sooo good~!!! wHaHaHahAhAha! I did something really stupid today. I actually forgot that there is a disc in the CD-drive and I had my motherboard disc in it... Together. And I believe you have guessed what happened... My motherboard disc got scratched so badly that it couldn't be used anymore!!! Grrrr! So I had to download all the drivers for my LAN card, sound card, chipset, etc, etc... It was quite boring to wait for my stuff to be downloaded so I played "basketball" at home. Haha... It was pretty gay... I dribbled a little ball with a diameter of about 30cm around the house and then do some slam dunk and stuff through my chin up bar. wHaHAhahaha... Hey... Its quite tiring ok... Haha.

Forgot to mention that the weather pretty cold nowadays~~~ So... Remember to cover yourself up with a blanket at night~ :D Hey! I downloaded a I-Pod skin for my winamp today! Haha... Its quite cute, but not very effective.

Oh! There was this amusing thing that happened in school today! A boy from sec 3 got his shirt cut! WHaHahahaha!!! Omfg sial~ Too bad it wasn't being cut publicly... wHahAhAhaha. Anyway, If you are wondering why it happened, well, it was because he tucked his shirt out outside school and got caught by a teacher. wHaHahaha... BTH!!!
Oh... 1 more thing. I received my D and T O'lvl theme today and its transportation... Another time consuming task... Hiaz~ May the force be with me lar~ Oh... I just remembered something said by my teacher! He said that when someone sighs, an angel will die... Hope its not true... Haha... Anyway, I hope my life would be better in the coming days~ Still downloading my Counter-Strike and Service Pack 2 for Window XP... Feeling abit sour now... No idea~ No idea~ lalala
Sweet Dreams~ :)

Happy!!! (^_^)

PC finally up!!! The "manual" I posted yesterday do work, but I found out that once I'm connected, to the internet, virus will start to rush in... I found this VERY weird, so I went into my router setting and I found out that a DMZ stuff, which was unchecked in the past, was actually checked! Virus stopped coming in once I unchecked the damn box... Fook it! Wasted my 6 - 9 days trying to clear those damn virus!!! But nevermind lar... Hahahaha.

Anyway, library is really a bullshit CCA. There was a so called meeting today and whent we got there, the fucking teacher actually tell us that we have to stay till 5 to finish some shit for the CCA orientation for sec 1s... But we were lucky because Miss Soo came and asked my 3 other friends and myself to help her carry some stuff :D And we went to "eat snake" after the job. wHAhAhahaha!!! We went to the canteen and by the time we went back, it was already 4:30+!! wHaHAhAHa!!! The "mushroom head" teacher told us that we have to be back tomorrow to complete the work... What sia~ I think only idiots will go back... But who cares~ I confirm zhao! whaHAhaha

Enriched.

School is finally opened!!! Really getting a bit boring when the holiday is about to end... Anyway, we went to andrew's house on Christmas eve. We didn't do much there execpt playing games, going to the toilet and maybe... Talking crap... Yea, that's about it. Oh! We also laughed like retards. WhAhAha...

On Christmas, we went to my grandmother's house to celebrate. The adults played majong while the younger generation watched TV in the room. Erm... My family went home at about 11:30.

Did some homework on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday and my PC got into some serious problem... I went to download Inuyasha the movie 1 and my com got "owned" and "raped" by ALOT of virus... I had a hard time clearing them... I formated the damn com 4 times, delete and recreated partitions more then 5 times and used the weak shit Norton 04 to scan and delete the infected files, but the virus survived. But~ After looking around the web, I finally found a way to clear them...

Alright, here is some tips:

1. Go to http://housecall.trendmicro.com/housecall/start_corp.asp
   
2. Do a full scan on your PC.
   
3. Open task manager by pressing alt+ctrl+delete and end the process(es) which are infected by the virus. If a warning comes out saying source in use or something saying that the file is current open, just reboot your PC and end them before you do anything.
   
4. Delete the virus using the free online virus scan.
5. Finally, go to run from start, type in regedit.
6. Go to, HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE, Software, Microsoft, Windows, CurrentVersion, Run and delete the file which have virus in it. Doing this should prevent the virus from coming out after you restart you PC.

Nothing much happened in school these few days...
Hope that helps~ SweetDreams... ...