I thought I was alright, had accepted the break & was ready
to move on. I was utterly wrong. Memories of our Taipei trip struck me
all of sudden. I closed my eyes and recounted the entire trip. No words
can describe how much I regretted giving you attitude at 淡水. I'm sorry. And when my conscious returned to the present, I felt a lump in my throat.
The funny thing was that despite feeling such sorrow,
such sadness, I couldn't help it but went on to look at the remaining
photos of us in my laptop. All our vacations... Valentines' Days... All
the wacky expressions... The smiles... Your beautiful smile.
All
these memories felt so fresh, like they just happened no more than 1
month ago... Maybe deleting them would be a wise decision, but I
couldn't do it... Because deleting them would also mean losing more of
myself. Because you make me feel complete.
I wish you would come back to me & that all
these was just a dream... I miss you. I believe I am strong because I
can, & will take anything that comes at me. But I'm only
human... And tonight I wanna cry...
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