Rolling...

Worked my ass out today. And when I say 'worked my ass out', I don't mean body building. It's working as a mascot, a amusing, clownish mascot. It's freaking tired but I guess its cool since we only work on weekends and get a pretty decent 12 bucks pay.

Working is actually great, it gives me a sense of 'manhood'. Haha, I know this may sound absurd but when I work, I feel that money I earn is practically mine! I worked hard for it! Having a stack of cash or admirable digits in bank mean no shit if they are allowance given by parents. Man, I don't really know how to put it but the feeling is just right. An astonishing sense of achievement. ^_^

Got to sleep, waking up at eff-ing 8am for another step to 'manhood' :D ahahaha!

*rubbish :D

Something to remember

Never confuse the people who are always around you, with the people who are always there for you.

Longboarding is cool, feeling the breeze gushing through your face, your arms... But of course it can't be compared to those physical affections we used to share. Sometimes I can't help but to wonder if all those spoken words were lies; or were they meant to be...

Maths exam on Wednesday, I'm probably not gonna make it... Tried out 2 pass year papers and nothing seems right... Things are going way too wrong... Way too wrong...

Sir, If this is a nightmare, I think its time for me to wake up...

Let's get retarded

What is the most blessed 'item' on earth other than beer and sex? Hehe...

Why

I don't even want to care, don't even wanna give a damn! But strangely, it seems to bother me like its in my skin.

Its really strange when you start caring about things that isn't even suppose to your problem... And the strangest of it is that you start caring a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day... There seems to be this psychotic force making you do it... Seems to have no stopping to it.

Damn, I'm on the way down.

We have to do it again...

Love?

It's when you are ready to sacrifice basically anything for the person you love. Lets be realistic, don't talk about life or ridiculous stuffs. Talk about quality time, for example, working hard to give the special one a good life, willing to give up outings with friends to take care of them when they are ill or at least when they need you around, without complaining.

Love is not expecting the person to change for you but to change yourself for the better because of them.. Don't you think its absurd if you expect them to change because of you? If thats the case, then why the heck did you get together in the first place? You love someone because they are themselves, the smile, the voice and even the flaw...

And lastly, when you truly love someone, you will always be ready to forgive them no matter what they did... Of course time is needed, varies from individual.

Just my personal 2 cents view on love :D

Fucking dead.

I think I'm eff-ing dead, lost interest in studies... Time spent in school getting lesser and lesser, don't even want to go school no more. I actually went school for an hour before heading home again... If anyone is to save me from this devastate, it'd better be now...

你知道吗，我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

Keep living

Gosh! Haven't blogged for weeks (well, it felt like months :D) Went to work as mascot in CBD areas like Orchard and Raffles. Pretty fun, know some new people, earned some easy money :D hahaha! less than 20 days to exam, in fact, only 13 days left. I haven't started my revision or anything and seriously doubt I will in anytime to come, so I guess I can wipe my shinning ass and prepare to retake some modules. Hahahaha!

Haha, I'm feeling amused over myself right now. Have you ever had the feeling like at one moment you were feeling so damn angry that you didn't do something while you had the chance, and yes, I mean damn angry and pissed. And then at another, you'll feel that its so not right to do something like that (whatever thing).

Anyway,
I'm crazy. Ahahahaha! :D

Life Bored

Did quite a lot of random stuffs recently, Transformer is indeed good, decent storyline, awesome visual and audio and last but not least, hot chick :D hahaha! Time seems to pass so fast, feel like I doesn't have enough time to do my stuffs, but yet, seems like I have lots of free time to do laze around. Looks like I'll have to be more organized when dealing with work...

GEMs presentation on Wednesday and we're going to do it tomorrow... Looks like the coming 2 days are gonna tough.

35 days to semester exam... & 49 to holidays.

Life. Tough.

"I can still remember certain conversations we had, but never the important ones. I can pull aside tiny moments, random moments. Every time I think of them, it amazes me, how the simplest,smallest things, can turn into a lasting and replaying memory..."

Got back 4 of my test papers, results are as expected but It's really demoralizing when almost half of the class get scores like 70+, 80+ when my highest is only 59. To be honest, the papers aren't hard, I know I can score well, just didn't put in enough effort... However, yesterday is yesterday and I'm going to live my life to the fullest today, I'll try as many things as I can, learn as many things as I can and have all the fun I can get! Hahaha! But then again, I'm still incomplete ) :

Tomorrow is Friday again and its time to chill! Hahaha, Weekends are just so precious when there is school...

Feeling kinda 'emo' right now, partially because of my results and mainly of my life. Haha, my life is kinda pathetic, have no girls, no money but only a bunch of fools whom I call friends :D hahaha!

Shit! School's at 8 tomorrow, better sleep now! Peace.

The real life.

Went to roller blading last night and I stupidly ramped into a chain. Damn, my hips area is badly bruised. Haha, I don't know how it happened though, I knew the chain was there and yet, I stupidly headed for it... Weird, weird.

Stayed over at kC's place and it was really chilling. Haha, and I got so pissed over my phone. That damn thing just couldn't detect my headset, in other words, I won't be able to listen to music anymore! I was so pissed and started looking through the net for a alternative music gadget, like a mp3 player. Samsung's K3 is pretty cool, Creative Zen V Plus is cheap and decent. But... Before going to bed, I decided to give it one and try and yes, it worked! Ahaha! That means I can save the 200 plus plus bucks! Ahhh... Thanks whoever fixed it :D hahaha!

Went home at around 2:30 and here I am, feeling like I'm in heaven after the warm shower :D hahaha! And yes, its time to chill again. Peace.

is ? What weird

As requested by Sophie:
Please read the rules first: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I'm a Gemini; I've got 2 'faces' :D
2) Is a extremely contradicting person.
3) Doesn't like to wake up later than 10am.
4) Failing is always an option.
5) Love MRT rides ( Provided there are sits :D ).
6) Sees perfections in imperfections.

I got no body to choose to do this thing :d hahaha!

Just finished my OOP test, considered easy but as usual I couldn't do it... Haha... Tomorrow is the last one, let's finish it once and for all.

Test Week stinks

I'm in my test week currently, first three papers are the ones that I thought I knew better, but I guess I didn't manage do well either. Didn't prepare well enough, didn't work hard enough, haha, I guess we harvest what we sow huh? Haha... Left with 2 modules which I've got no idea what is it about, OOP isn't that bad, at least I know simple multiple choices questions. Mechanics is the problem, totally got no idea how to solve the questions. Argh!!! Can't wait for Friday!

Love Language?

Saw this at Sophie's blog and decided to give it a shot, pretty straight forward and some of the questions seem to repeat.


I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Physical Touch

My Detailed Results:
Physical Touch:	10
Quality Time:	8
Words of Affirmation:	6
Acts of Service:	5
Receiving Gifts:	1

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
Check out the Book

Physical Touch: 10 - Actions speak louder than words.
Quality Time: 8 - Time spent together bond things stronger.
Words of Affirmation: 6 - Sometimes words do magic.
Acts of Service: 5 - Love ask for no returns.
Receiving Gifts: 1 - Its the thoughts that count.

Hahaha, looks like the result suit me pretty much :D

Happy Birthday to Me!

Thanks everybody on 14th of June for whatever things!
Here's a little dedication for you :D

Hohoho! I'm offically 18! Hahaha! Went out with the 'regular members' to The Heeren for some sushis at Sakae. Damn, ate so much that I could barely walk haha! Then... Chilled around Cine, played pool before heading to my family chalet with the guys. Gosh, its the first time I got so sick from drinking. I vomited and couldn't get up from the bed. But I'm still pretty much conscious, at least I know whats happening and was able to talk... Haha! Quite a good experience! Got my ass back home at around 8 and slept till 1:30... I got to study! But don't got the feeling to! Haha, this is really really really bad... ...

You can get the song above here

同人不同命

Went to school at one today as I didn't feel the necessity to go for the morning lectures. Looks like I've wasted another day of my life... Come to think about it, I haven't accomplished much in my life. Haven't earn much money myself, haven't done anything to let anyone be proud of. And my education life, except getting first in class during primary 1 and second at primary 6, I haven't really accomplish much. 14 points in O levels, no big deal, moved on to Polytechnic, 1.7GPA for year 1. What the fuck is this? Sometimes I'm really envy of the people who are born with a silver spoon, doesn't have much worries, well, at least on the finance part. But everytime I have this sinful thought, I'll comfort myself by thinking that at least, I'm well-built, have a considerably nice family, friends who I suppose who'll be there for me and most importantly, I have the right to make choices in life. Hmmm... I guess I'm living good, just ain't living right. Hahaha...

Alright, I think the first change I'm going to make is to score well in my coming Mid-Semester Test. But I doubt I can do it. Hahaha, I'll try... Then I think I'll work during the next long vacation. And the first money I'll try to 'earn' is by selling off my fish stuffs... Doesn't considered as earnings cause I bought them and selling off as second hand, so... No profit! Hahaha!

Today is special!

Today is a special day! Look at the date! Its 05/06/07! Hahaha! Ok la, not that special, just that this only comes once a life time... I'm so glad that we're all alive! Hahaha!

Hmm, my ass have been so freaking itchy nowadays, I wonder why... I swear I wash it with soap at least 2 times everyday! Maybe its because of the recent balling, basketball makes an ass sweat! Haha!

3 more days to holidays! Actually, I'm already acting as if its holidays now. Hahaha! Only have to go for GEMs test tomorrow and then... Thursday, nothing much, haven't decide if I should or shouldn't go, and Friday! Last day of this term! Hahaha! Can't wait!

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I just found my favorite of the favorite song! From Devil's Wear Prada Check it out!

Back to the old school!

Old songs never fail to brighten me up. The harmonious blend of beat and lyrics seems to have lived through the ages and still living as a gift in our time. Remember, the song, "Can't take my eyes off you" from the Heineken beer's advertisement? So beautiful... The song I love right now is... Mambo No.5! Hahaha! Love the beat!

Hmmm... A few more days to holiday, and I've got chalet on the first day of holiday! Hahaha... Don't know if I should be excited or lost. I only have 2 weeks holiday and you know, time at chalets pass kinda fast... Aiya! We''ll take 1 step at a time :D hahaha!

Night

Yesterday night was... I don't know what to call it. Met Kam Chuen and Hiang Peng at around 10:30, took the train to Doby Ghuat. Went to play pool at Pool Junction, great place, awesome ambiance for chilling but kinda pricey though, $18.80 for around 1 and a half hour. Wanted to catch some bean curd you tiao but the stall is shutting down already. So we settled down at the Banquet and had some pratas. Nothing to do after that, walked all the way to Orchard and chilled at the 24 hour cafe thing in cine till the 1st train of the day.

Woke up at 1 and the day is so sunny, wonder what I'm going to do next...

24 hour cafe in cine

Finally, RWP presentation is over... I guess I did a average job, should be able to get a pass. Well, at least I hope I can get a pass :D hahaha! Finished Return of the condor heroes today and it felt good! But I really hate the parts when YangGuo and XiaoLongNui repeatedly call each other's name... "Guo'er", "Long'er", "Guo'er", "Long'er"... Dude! Give me a break! Hahaha... However, JinYong's novel really awesome... Love them!

Tomorrow or rather, today, is Vesak Day, some buddist day I suppose. And we get a public holiday! Hoo-ray! Hahaha! Damn, 6 more days of school and holidays are here! Can't wait!!!

Someone in IRC just said, sleeping late at night and waking up around noon is shit when compared to sleeping early and waking up early for breakfast. Got to agree with that... Remember how I used to enjoy my breakfast with a cup of lipton tea and pancakes or toasted breads... Some food just taste better when you eat then in the morning, let's say... Between 8 to 10, not that early right? The air feels the best before 8.

Kinda tired due to the lack of sleep from the pass few days now... Better take a rest soon. Peace.

Sucks

RWP presentation later on, fuck it! Anyway, all the best to my group members, just my group, other groups can screw off :) I mean it. Hahaha! Had been kinda busy these days, don't even know what I'm busy with... Haiz, life is tough, especially when you don't have a girlfriend to share your sorrows and joys. Better go sleep, getting pretty late.

Weak me

Today marks the last day of e-learning week. Finished most of my stuffs, maybe left with some little bits here and there. Did my OOP quiz this morning and got 80/100, guess thats considered pretty good, got the same score for both of my quizzes, secured 8% out of 10% for this module already :D hahaha! Got to finish up my RWP presentation, the most senseless and useless module.

Pirate of Caribbean 3 isn't as great as expected, pretty confusing and there is no moral in this show. There isn't much romance, not much brotherhood, friendship, in simple, this film didn't touch me. Maybe this is how a pirate movies' suppose to be like. Haha.

Maybe I'm back to how I used to live my life, sitting here, facing this screen everyday and night, watching movies and dramas, playing stupid games and other random stuffs. I hate this life!!! It sucks! But what else can I do... Study is an option but not a choice that I would take :D haha... I'm hopeless. Lazy and getting so out of shape.

Recent events.

Finally we're in the E-learning week! Went to TP on Friday as they have some carnival thing... Walked around, nothing much to see or buy. But I noticed something... The girls in TP definitely know how to doll themselves up when compared to SP girls! Haha... Wonder if its a good sign or not... Anyway, went to town with my homies and ate seafood at our regular "kopitiam" near youth park and cine. Walked around cine before heading home...

Did 2 of my E-learning assignments on Saturday, GEMs' movie review and maths question. Watched several movies recently and "We Were Soldiers" and "My Sassy Girl" left the best impression. Especially "My Sassy Girl", gosh, it was such a amazing Korean love film... Showed viewers the real meaning of fate. A really marvellous and heart whelming movie. 9/10! Haha!

Erm... I fall sick on Sunday, been on bed almost the whole day, had fever at night, 39.3 degrees... Had been awhile since I fall so sick. Because of this, my maths project meeting was postponed to Tuesday cause I don't think I can recover on Monday for the meeting.

And today! Went to meet my friends at Northpoint's MacDonald's for the stupid maths project but we realised that it was too noisy there, so we decided to move to a quieter area and ended up at 213 void deck. We're all set to take the retard video of me giving a tutorial for a maths question but the digital camera's video recording function ain't clear enough to record the words on the paper... So we decided to head back to school tomorrow, Wednesday, to finish up the damn thing with majong paper and marker! Hahaha!

And the most most most retarded thing that happened to me today is the quiz on Introduction to Biomedical Engineering module. Because the quiz only allowed single attempt and there's a 40 minutes time limit, I had to work fast. I was so scared and panicked that I didn't know what to do at first so I asked dude lunnie for help. Everything was going well until question 9 out of 20. The damn thing hanged... So I phoned my dear Mr Kumar and asked him to reset the damn thing for me and he did. But after that, the browser fucking hanged at question 14! So I had to call again and get it reset. And I guess you know what I'm gonna say.. It hanged again. Hahaha! What the fuck?! Now I'll have to head to school tomorrow to do this stupid quiz... Dumb.

A regular Wednesday

Today is a pretty cool day, our GEMs teacher is a really really cool guy! Can talk to him about anything under the sun, sexuality, pornography, gangsterism, on and on, great guy. RWP is not that bad actually, but only applicable for lesson time. Hahaha... Having presentation on week 7 and 8 I think... Suck. I hate to do the preparations!

A bit on NBA. Warriors' out of playoff! Pretty sad but it's already a very marvelous achievement for them for making the playoffs. **Clap clap** Cleveland is 1 game away to Eastern Championship game and Chicago is making a great effort on the come back, winning over the Pistons today, falling just 1 game behind, 3 - 2.

Arghhh, my ankle is hurting almost every night, got no idea why... It's that kind of sourish feeling, really bad. And the worst thing is, I can only lay on one side when I sleep cause of my ankle. It seems to be 'blocked' by the bed and it hurts if I don't keep to the other side. Haha... Stupid.

E-learning is a few days away, which means school is going out! Yeah! Hahaha! Man, time flies, it's less than a month to June 17th, are you excited my friends :D hahaha! But the bad news is, my exam or rather tests, are gonna be straight after my 2 weeks June break! Fuck!

Gonna go check out a little on my Programming test tomorrow now. Peace.

Suck

Tuesday is finally over! Hahaha... Haven't been in the best of mood lately. Probably heart problems :D haha... And I got no fucking idea why are there fucking pimples growing on my chest and back when I clean myself so nicely everyday! They just came out of a sudden! Haiz... Really, things like these are getting on my nerves... And my ankle, seems to be okay the first 3, 4 days but today, it's freaking painful! The ache just won't go away... Tomorrow has the most hated RWP again, haha, all the best ( :

FIXED!

HECKYAH! My blog is fixed! Ahahaha! Saw the solution from Tammy's blog, okay don't have to know who is she if you don't :D and by the way, I'm not a regular to her blog, just happened to be checking it out :D

My ankle is still good, maybe stretched some ligaments, a month of rest should give me 100% recovery. Hahaha... Nothing too serious at all. And we're playing WarCraft 3 again! Can't believe it either. Hahaha, Life's just too bored.

Man, tomorrow is Tuesday again, I really hate Tuesday. School from 8 to 5, what the hell? Actually it's not that bad... But I'm just too lazy. Hahaha!
I'm horny, horny, horny, horny, horny, horny. Hahaha! Ok. I'm mad

Just came back from balling with a injured ankle. May be going for checkup cause it might be broken... Haha! Look at the right ankle, seems pretty bad huh? Yeah, the pain is not intends but it's constant... Every second is a sourish ache at that area... Looks like I won't be going to school tomorrow. Muahaha!

Another Week!

Thanks YouLun for the alcohol detector idea, I guess my team did a fairy good job on its presentation this morning :D

Just finished my workout. Damn, I need some heavier dumbells... It's either my weights are too light or I'm not training hard enough, I don't know... Haha! There are so many things I want to buy!!! I need a cooler BMX and I'm feeling very tempted to get a PSP lately. Almost everyone is carrying a PSP and there're just too many things you can do with it! Huge memory space from external memory chips, internet surfing capability and of course, it's original high resolution and detailed graphical game play function. Regreted not earning money during the holidays... So deprived of cash right now, haha... Guess I'll just have to live with the temptation :)

And when is this blog error thing gonna be fixed man... Everything is still juggled up and it's really getting on my nerves...

Tomorrow is Thursday again! Hahaha, after tomorrow, everything will be just fine... It's gonna be another lovely weekend! Hahaha! Hmmm, got to hand up Mechanics assignment and... There is gonna be some time-wasting Programming quiz.
Hope tomorrow will be a great day :D

Headache!

Tuesday, Tuesday, the day I hate the most because of it's long school schedule. Haha, I used to love Wednesday but the stinky RWP stopped me from longing Wednesday's arrival :D

E-learning week is on her way, 2 more weeks babe, 2 more weeks to 1 week of so-call holiday! Ahahahaha! Quizes and lab tests are coming up cause of E-learning, no good, no good, headache, headache and in fact, I'm having a bad headache now... And I'm feeling weirder with every word I type... I should really go to bed soon...

What the fuck?

What the heck, the area where I type my stuffs is totally distorted! Everything is misplaced... I have tried using FireFox and IE, both give me the same thing. I have restarted my laptop, cleared cookies and stuffs, they still show me the same shit! Arghhhh!!! Anyway, I fall ill on Saturday... Probably from too much popcorn on Friday, hahaha! Well, I haven't recovered but should be getting better...

This week is gonna be a pretty stressful week... RWP presentation again on Wedneday cause our team's presentation was kinda crappy last Wednesday and got to redo ): and, the Princple of Mechanism thing dues this Thursday and I don't know no shit from that module at all... And the weather is way too hot man, I'm sweating just by sitting in front of my laptop...

I guess thats all for today, any one who've got any idea how to solve my blog thing problem, please save me!

Yesterday was a exciting day! Went to watch Spiderman Maraton with Phil and Jason. Wasn't able to call the others cause it was way too last minute. We're cycling around then suddenly one of them mentioned about the Maraton and I was like, "let's go!" Hahaha! The thing starts at 7 but we only managed to get on a cab at 6:48... To make things worst, there were bad traffics. Oh, we watched it at Great World City's GV Grand. Well, the 'Grand' word does make a difference to other cinemas I guess... Haha.

The show is great, the package is inclusive of freeflow pop corns and drinks. My throat is hurting from the popcorns haha. But! The coolest thing is we get a free ticket! Ahahaha! The whole thing is like $32 and because of the blur screen during Spiderman 1 and 2, they gave us this!
Worth it huh? Freeflow porncorns and drinks, 3 spidy movies and a free ticket! Haha!

From then, till now.

What if you tried so hard, giving all you've got, and only to get back with nothing. The feeling sucks don't it? Can't stand a single moment at home and facing this "life-leech-machine" makes thing worst. Browsed all my regular webbies and nothing left to do.
Balled last night and this morning. Pretty tired and my abs are hurting from the workouts I did yesterday. Time seems to be passing faster and faster...

Feeling kinda lonely and moody now. Maybe it's because of tomorrow's school, maybe its something else... I guess things can never be the same ( :

Where is the girl that would take my breathe away...?

Steamboat par-dey!

Today is a great day! Went to Marina South for Qing Hui's birthday celebration, by the way, her birthday is on the 1st of May. Thanks for her, we get Labour day holiday! Oh, wait. I mean, thanks to Labour day, we get a day off! Hahaha! Anyway, we went to the sits in front of Esplanade or rather along the River for a cake cutting session :) and MinYi and Jolene came out with a 'lie'. Jolene came back with a muffin and said it was QingHui's cake and after all the songs and stuffs, MinYi came with the real cake! Gosh, they are pretty smart huh? Hahaha... I mean tricky :D hmmm... Felt kinda tired and took a cab back. Haven't had such a awesome day for quite awhile. Haha!

Gosh, realised that my tummy is getting out of shape! Quite a number of people had say that it's getting flabby ) : looks like it's time to pump some hardcore abs exercise... Arghh! I'm just so lazy!
3D! 3D! Determination, Desire and Discipline.

Bored :D

For once, I'm going to paste some "love" phrase because I'm bored :D

Never start a relationship you know you'll want to end eventually.
Don't go for looks, it can deceive; Don't go for wealth - even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.

Hahaha... Don't know why, I just feel that these sentences are... Good advices :D ahahaha!

Worthy

Watched "The Longest Yard" yesterday. It was a great show and of course, I love it. In short, it's about a ex-football pro who got himself into trouble and was thrown into jail. The warrant of the jail was a football fanatic and he asked the dude to form a team among the convicts and play against the guards. Great show. Hahaha!

Damn, Lakers is getting burnt by Suns big time! Arghhh... Today's game was a disaster. Lakers got served, 98 to 126. Anyway, I hope Warriors will overcome Mavericks, Chicago over Heats and Nuggets over Spurs. No valid reasons though, I just want to :D

We just do so many things daily, and have you ever wondered if everything you did is worth it? I'm sure things like studying is worth it, it's for a brighter future. But things like, treating someone good, giving up time and money for them; minor sacrifices, is it worth it? I don't know... Talk about love, I doubt I'm even there. Love asks for no return. Sometimes I really wonder...

Let me love you

Baby, you should let me love you, let me be the one to, give you everything you want and need... Baby, good love and protection, make me your selection, show you the way love's supposed to be.

Talk about good songs, this is definitely one of my favourite. Let me love you by Mario. Nothing much these days, 1 week passed since school started, in other words, we are 1 week closer to holidays! Hoo-ray! Ahahaha! Some people think its kinda fast to say this but I think its just fine... To me, weekend starts straight after Thursday's lesson :D hahaha!

Celebrated Valerie, the tall lady's birthday at the Thai Restaurant in Chong Pang. Pretty decent food but the Pineapple rice didn't satisfy me. Went to 755 for a cake cutting session, tasty mango cake ( : and there goes my Sunday. Hahaha! But its cool! Well spent Sunday that it.

Gosh, my chest area are beginning to have little pimples popping out... Must be from the BMX-ing. The sweat dry and cool, dry and cool, dirty! Hmmm... Tomorrow lesson starts at 8, that means I'll have to be up by 6:15. Better go to bed now! Goodnight.

True! :D

Alert!

The following statement is not a hypothesis, it's proven by a survey.

80% of girls will say, "you have changed, you're not like this in the past" to their boyfriends after an average of more than two years of relationship.


P.S. - The above statement is provided by a small number of people and may not be true.

Girl, if I'm Superman, then you got to be Kryptonite.
Making me all weak with just your presence, making me soft with every word you speak.

I need to do 180s & Manuel! BMX is the best form of leisure for me now! Hahaha...
Today's school isn't that bad, GEMs is pretty cool, but seems like a busy one. We've got to do presentations, project work, etc, etc... Anyway, my GEMs is Film Appreciation this semester!

Damn tomorrow is a 'semi-long' day.. 10 to 5. I hate it!!! Arghh!!! But after tomorrow, everything will be all good, its weekend again! Hahaha!

I am a emo kid now.

Sunday's night was the worst night of my life. Firstly, school starts the next day and you know how much I detest school. It's not about studying or anything, I just don't feel the sense of belonging there...
Secondly, my Internet is screwed. I never knew how reliant I was to the cyber-world till then. Monday was almost unbearable, luckily there are bored 'angels' around ( : Anyway, my brother returned from camp today and got it all done! Hahaha, all he did was reset the modem and router. Hmm... I remembered doing that too, don't understand why it didn't work.
Thirdly, I got no idea why I felt like that. I don't know if its the heart or what, the feeling just comes from the chest area, so heavy, every hop of your heart seems so clear, shaking the whole of you. Devastating.

Today's school really sucked big time. 8 to 5 pm, nearly drive me crazy! How I regret not studying hard during year 1. Now that I got a pathetic 1.735 GPA, the will of study just isn't there anymore. Sometimes I really wonder why the hack do I still go to school... To make matter worst, everyone around me seems to have GPA that doubles mine. Gosh, how am I to withstand the... Stress, stress and stress... But who to blame? Myself. But its ok, I suppose all I can do now is to give it everything I've got ( :

Pissed.

I'm feeling so pissed right now because of the Orchid Park Victoria Convert Thing. People just keep talking shit and wants to find replacement for their tickets when we had already paid the total amount for the total number of tickets. Its like me asking you to buy a movie ticket for me and then saying I'm too busy to catch it, find a replacement for me. Irresponsible isn't it? What the fuck is this? Okay, maybe there is only 2 or 3 such cases but it still pisses me off big time.

And to be very honest, all I care is the $15, the cost of each ticket. If I wasn't the one who paid the money before hand, I don't give a damn about what pattern or stunt you wanna do. Maybe you are thinking why am I making such a big fuss out of $15. Simple, I'm not rich, $15 is considerably much to me. With $15, I can eat my meals in school for a week and will still have $5 remaining.

Sometimes love just ain't enough

Today is Thursday and tomorrow is Friday, and how many more days till Monday? I suppose there's 3. My, my, 3 more days to school reopen. The strange thing is that I don't got the urge to see my friends like I used to during my secondary days. Maybe the bond just isn't there.

Anyways, haven't did much today. Balled in the morning with a total strength of 5 and yes, we had to do handicap. Pretty fun but not as enjoyable as 3 on 3 or more. I ate BCM today! :D in case you're wondering what is that, I call it 'ba cho mee' ahahahaha! Its pretty damn funny when you insert a short formed word in a sentence and make your friends wonder. Reminds me of the time when we used to say 'mfs', 'motherfuckingsuck'. Hahahahaha!
Tried sleeping in the afternoon but the pattering of the rain is way too noisy... Or maybe its something else that kept me awake... Haven't been feeling well since Tuesday, don't know if its because of school reopening or is it something else, again :D

Feeling so out of shape recently, need to start knocking some workouts... But there is just no motivation! Or rather, nothing motivates me! I'm feeling so damn lazy... Lazy... Lazy...

BMX Riding

Last night was insane. Went cycling from Yishun all the way to the prata shop at Thomson Road but it was close. Unable to resist the caving for prata, we traveled all the way to Lower Pierce's Casurina or whatever its spelled. Anyway, I don't know if we are unlucky or they just don't open 24 hours, both the prata shops are closed. Its pretty impossible for us to travel to Jalan Kayu because of the distance and dangerous route so we settled for Upper Thomson's Prata House. I had this bomb prata which is made from margarine, cheese and... I forgot the last one, I think its milk. Hahaha! Freaking sweet! We chilled there for about 1 to 2 hours before heading back... Gosh, all the down slops of the journey are insane, our bikes are freezing metal after every slop! Hahaha! But the uphills are tough, stretched my thighs muscle to the maximum..

Stock Haros

Chilling at petrol station.

Overall, it was a great night, never cycled so much in my life; moreover, on BMX. Hahaha!

What to do.

Holidays is ending in less than 2 weeks... I wonder how am I going to cope with the school works with the lazy characteristic that I've built up from this long break. Hahaha, I'm getting lazier and lazier each day! Damn!

I don't really know what to blog about so I guess I'll just talk about what I did recently. Went to Queensway Shopping Center twice this week... I just love to eat cheese doufu! Hahaha! Then... Met up with the others at Cine for "Freedom Writers". Its a awesome show I would say... Some parts are really really touching! Haven't seen shows that can drive my eyes watery in awhile :D

I'm so, so, so, in love with Let me love you by Mario! Hahaha!

Oh no, was doing my fish stuff a moment ago and one of my fishes appear to be dying... Haiz, all my fishes dying one by one, looks like I'm not the kind of person who can stick to hobbies for long.

Play

Each time when we possess something important or special, be it a relationship with someone, a item or even ideas and dreams, does it always come with the fear of losing it? This fear so great that even little things make us feel so threatened or sometimes even jealousy. I personally experience this fear when I think about the future, "what will the future be like when this special 'thing' no longer exist", or, "how much longer is 'it' going to last"...?
Maybe we shouldn't even be bothered by such thing, if things are meant to be, it will be. Isn't there a saying, "What is yours, will be, nobody can take it from you". I guess I'll just to stay by my rule, live for the moment! Haha...

Anyway, did quite alot these days and of course, spent quite a lot :D hahaha! Watched "The Number 23" on Wednesday. It was quite exciting but the storyline is not that 'smart'. Hahaha! I can't remember what I did on Monday and Tuesday but Thursday was Alvin's birthday and we went to play pool for awhile. Happy sweet 18th Birthday Alvin!

Today is Friday! We went for a so called 'picnic' at East Coast Park. It was a interesting trip but carrying the stuffs and all the walking made things a little tiring... We picked a spot, sat down and tried the homemade stuffs by the girls. MinYi's sandwiches are nice, especially the egg ones, reminded me of those that I had during Secondary School :D hahaha! Samantha's potato salad is equally good! WanJun and QingHui bought cakes, which we didn't eat cause we're already too full from all the other food :D ahahaha! It rained after awhile and we begin our journey to Parkway Shopping Center was it? I forgot :D went to the arcade and dinner at Pasta Mania. I find the gravy too sour. Went to Causeway Point and loitered awhile before heading home. Hmmm... That's about it for the day then! Haha! Peace.

S.

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you... Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do... Look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won. You've made a fool of everyone.

I need space. Because the world is too noisy.

Good "March" days

20th of March is WanJun's birthday! Hoo-ray! Haha! Well, we went town on the 19th for a mini celebration; window shopping and dinner at Swensens. Great day!

Erm... Went to Yishun Stadium yesterday, watched the girls play with their dogs and then headed to 848 for "snack". Haha! I still love "ba cho mee"! And I really don't feel like balling anymore! There isn't any valid reason, maybe I'm getting too lazy to jump and run around :D

Looks like there isn't much to do today... In fact, there is nothing to do! Hahaha! We'll see.. We'll see...

Bling $ bling

Just watched "Stomp the Yard". Its a good show! But I personally prefer "You Got Served" where they have more break dancing than the stomping and weird hand signs, haha!

Man, cycled to Jalan Kayu with Phil today on BMX, kinda crazy and I can feel my legs breaking apart at the up hill areas of the journey! And all the enormous trucks zoom-ing pass are hella scary! Its like they may run through you anytime and they are just around 2 to 3 feets away!

Haha! I'm running low on $$$ man... Spent a considerable much amount to me in March already and we're only half way through! Argh... If I spend just a bit more, then my savings for this month will be nil... Guess I'll have to cut down on my expenses. But certain things just ain't supposed to be save isn't it? :D oh! I got an idea! Maybe I should break my ATM card cause with my lazy attribute, I probably won't get a replacement! Wahahaha!

Okay, went for a ride at around 9:30 and tire number 5 just exploded. Got to get replacement tomorrow, again. ) :

1 month.

Let's see... Haven't done much recently, watched "Pursuit of Happyness" and I thought its good. Will Smith and his son really did a good job! The movie kinda made me recall my primary school's motto, "Strive to Succeed". Hahaha!

"300" is good as well! Insane bloody actions, the true meaning of crazy and bravery! I personally thought that the sex scenes are unnecessary though.. Haha! Can't wait to catch "Stomp the Yard"!!! It have to be a super duper good show!

Oh! I've got to mention the most unlucky day of life! The back tire of my ride exploded 3 times in less than 24 hours!!! Arghhh! At around 2 a.m, I thought of landing a pretty bunny hop before heading home but the fucking tire just have to explode at that time. But that's ok, I woke up the next morning and headed to block 900+ to get the tire fixed. But in less than 2 hours, it went 'airless' again! And we had to travel all the way back from 800+ to get them replaced, again! After that, we headed over to my place, but on the way, my brakes got stuck with the tire and when I tried turning, the whole thing exploded! Gosh, it was so loud that we had the buzzing sound in our ears for the next 8 minutes! I'm so damn pissed!!! Hahahaha!

Feeling so bored and lonely and restless and lazy now :D hahaha! How can I feel lazy and bored at the same time! Sounds contradicting to me :D ahahaha! Haven't done anything today except watching a few episode of One Piece and lazing around bed...

Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

"I'm so over you... but I still love the way you walk, talk, smell, smile, basically everything about you, but I'm so over you."

OP bazaar was... Below average I suppose. Ahahaha! But meeting up with friends and sitting at the best canteen I've ever been to(not because of the food) was totally incredible! Went to check out Ang Mo Kio Hub after that, played pool for awhile and headed to cine for a animal movie, to be honest, I don't even know what the fuck is the name of that movie. Its about a crocodile though. Anyway, the movie should be considered okay for a animal show :D hahaha! After that, we went to dine at the "kopitiam" near youth park. Its freaking cheap! 7 people with delicious food like, ray, egg, some shell thing they called 'lala', fried you tiao and my favourite little kai lan for only $54!

Chalet was alright, the awesome part was the Katong/Parkway tour. Played pool, chilled at LAN/pub/soccer club, 3-in-1 'shop' and had HongKong delicacies for supper.

Hmmm, what else did I do at the chalet... Oh, as usual, we played cards, it was hilarious! Each of us just have to pick a card and the person with the smallest will have to do forfeits like eating candies or some Chinese New Year left over food. Extremely funny! Hahaha! And BBQ was okay, enjoyed eating the mutton satays the most, hahaha!

By the way, I guess I didn't make it for the job thing, haven't receive any phone calls. Maybe I should just take it easy and enjoy the holidays all the way! :D ahahaha! My, my, that's some devilish thought...

Its Monday again! Let's have fun.

:D

If this is how you feel...

The worst feeling in the world is to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

If this is how you're feeling right now, take a deep breathe, appreciate the moon. Its time to take it slow and learn to live for the moment instead of scouting the future.

Results

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
ET062Z - 6 - A
LC0318 - 2 - C
SP0302 - 2 - C
CP006S - 2 - C
ET0085 - 2 - C+
ET060Z - 13 - D
ET061Z - 8 - D
MS418Z - 8 - D

SEMESTER GPA: 1.628 CUMULATIVE GPA: 1.735

Ok, ok, I know my results' really bad but then I'm really really, super duper happy at this moment cause I don't have to repeat any of my modules!!! Hahahaha!

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I don't wanna know!

Holidays?

FUCK!

I'm feeling hella pissed right now cause I tried doing a bunny hop up the ledge of a pathway and ended up with a punctured tire! Hahaha!

I need to watch the movie "300"! Gosh, seen the trailer and its way too cool. I love movies like these, ancient warriors crashing with swords, brave warriors, 300 against a million, totally awesome. Reminds me of movies like "Troy", "King Arthur" and "Lord of the Rings". & I love thrillers too! Maybe will be watching "The Number 23" someday. Oh! "Pursuit of Happyness" is the movie I want to watch the most!!! But only with the 'chosen one' ahahahaha!

Haiz, really don't feel like working this holiday. If everything goes well, should be starting work on this coming Monday. I just want to have fun, accompany the "bored", etc, etc. But I know I can't be a fag anymore. Got to earn some money, as a man. Haha! Anyway, haven't been feeling that great these days, the feeling of "all out of love" seems to be coming back. Ahahaha! Where is the love!? Where is the love, the love, the love...

I'll be there for you, as long as you want me to.

BMX!

Let's ride! Hahahaha! We are so into BMX! Were trying out manual under 750 just now and there is this 'addiction' feeling that keep making us want to do it! Hahaha! Alvin and Phil will most probably be getting their bikes tomorrow and then its time to roll... Ahahaha!!!

Damn, haven't done crazy things in awhile. Just sent Phil home with a bike under the rain, we got damned wet :D hahaha! Wet, as in drenched. Ahahaha! Looking forward to tomorrow! Peace! :)

March is on its way!

Ahhhh! Mum actually didn't prepare dinner and we're all going to eat the leftovers from lunch. I guess this is life when the family is on the verge of bankruptcy. Hahahaha! I hate it when she goes all naggy when I want to dine out. She will start saying, "don't waste money la! Food outsides' unhealthy!" my, my... But then again, if I were to dine out everyday, I would be so lost and couldn't decide what to have! Haiz... I guess humans are just like that, never appreciate what they have until its gone, 人就是这样，永有时，不会珍惜，没了，才来后悔...

Today is just another boring day. Internet is unusually slow and I'm feeling extraordinarily lazy. A few more days and I might begin working. However, I've got no idea what I'm going to work as. I guess the place is an agency that randomly posts people to odd jobs.

I've already lost count for the number of days since my holiday started, it just seemed so long... I can't even remember when it started! Hahaha... There are so many things I want to do! I want to get a new pair of flip-flops, a pair of shoes, a wallet and maybe some muscle tees. Oh! And I want to bring someone for movie, for ice-cream or a meal. And I wonder who... Ahahaha! I don't know!

Oh, and did I mention that I am sick? Okay, I'm sick. Haha! That sounded retard! Hahaha! Anyway, had been down with flu and cough since Saturday. Getting better already, and soon I'll be able to start stuffing all the Chinese New Year's snacks and foods and whatever into my 'lack-of-sweetness' body. Muahahaha! :D

Fragile

Loving you, is easy cause you're beautiful, making love with you is all I wanna do...
Loving you, is more than just a dream come true... And everything that I do, is out of loving you..
No-one else can make me feel the colours that you bring...
Stay with me while we grow old and we will stay each day in spring time, cause loving you, has made my life so beautiful...
And everyday of my life is filled with loving you..
Loving you, I see your soul come shinning through, and every time we flew, I'm more in love with you..

I'm so bored and is feeling a little pissed cause I didn't get to play a game of pool just now. All the tables are occupied. My orange fish just passed away and it'll be the red's turn soon... Feeling kinda bad, cause I didn't take good care of them... Had been keeping these fishes for 6 to 8 months already. Ok, I don't know what the hack am I typing, so I guess my brain is shutting down. Haha!

Love.

初二 was ok-ok. Hahaha! Went to my mum's cousin place. They have hell lot of fishes! So beautiful! Haha! I want to have a planted tank too!

Anyway, I had a great day! I love my friends! Love! Love! Yes! I mean love! Hahahaha! This is the first time I joined my friends for the 初三 Lunar New Year visiting! And its also the first time I visited their houses and family!

We are gonna ball later on today. My, my, it had been quite awhile since we last balled. Let's go sleep my dearest, it had been a long day

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Chinese New Year!

Hoo-ray! Today marks the beginning of a new lunar new year!

Happy Lunar New Year Everyone!

Tomorrow is going to be a long day, so I guess I should be in bed now. Peace!

V-day. Love.

I had the best Valentines' Day so far in my life!
with my friends that is :D

Hahahaha!!! Chinese New Year is round the corner, let's rejoy people! Oh, and to those who are 'stucked' overseas, no worries! Love is all around!

^.^ V

I am lost...

My, my, tomorrow is the release of the O'levels examinations result! Haha, the moment of truth huh? Just wondering what was I doing last year before the night the results' released... I can't recall it! Hahaha! All I remembered was going to steamboat with a few friends after getting the results, yes, I mean a few! Haha! Hella gay!

Anyway, all the best to whoever that's gonna receive the 'magic paper' tomorrow :D

Haiz, just got this feeling that my life is dull and meaningless out of the blue... Everyday, I either sit in front of the laptop, or is at school, or sit in coffee shops, or hang out in town, or play basketball... I feel that I'm someone with low self-esteem, just feel so empty! But, what the fuck!? I mean, its actually alright to have a life like this isn't it? Or is it not right at all? Maybe I need more friends, maybe I need a girl. :D
I don't know man...

By the way, something surprising happened today. But, but, but... Its for me to know, and never for you to find out :D muahahaha! Ok lah, its nothing much really. Oh! Tomorrow is my math paper, its the final examinations paper of the year as well! Hoo-ray! I'm totally not ready, but will try to sort things out tomorrow morning.

Let's rumble, loved ones :D

Last to go.

Yosh! I did a crazy thing this morning! I got the salon auntie to cut away all of my fringe! Ok, I don't know how to spell it but its basically the front part of our hair :D hmm... I guess I look kinda retarded right now. Hahahaha!!! My hair is kinda short now so... I suppose I won't be getting a hair cut for a while.

Had my Digital Electronics exam later in the day. Don't know if I'll do well but I was definitely better prepared than the PEEE paper! Yellowcard's "Only One" is on the radio now.. Been a long time since I've heard this song!

Tomorrow is sexy Tuesday again! Sexy was just a random word I feel like typing out of sudden :D hahaha! Maybe I should sleep early, maybe like now. Goodnight all, with love :)

$$$

钱很难捐啊！！！

And incase anyone can't understand,

ITS NOT EASY TO EARN MONEY!!!

Musical love

I'm sooo bored and decided to make a list of my all-time favourite top 10 songs.
Here goes!

1. Goin' Crazy, Natalie
2. Stickuwit, Pussy Cat Dolls
3. You're Beautiful, James Blunt
   
4. Here without you, 3 Doors Down
5. Remember The Name, Fort Minor
6. The Reason, Hoobastank
7. I don't wanna know, Mario Winans
   
8. Dilemma, Nelly Featuring Kelly Rowland
9. Notice Me, NB Ridaz Featuring Angelina
10. So Sick, Ne-yo

Hmmm, this is pretty much it. Maybe there are other songs that I loved, I don't know, just can't remember all the songs I've heard hahaha! Guess the exams will be over in a flash, just like how January did... Gosh, now I'll have to wait another year for another January ahaha!

Peace to all. May Cupid aid me soon :D hahaha!

Love is feeling glad while watching you smile and laugh even when I'm not the reason.

I'll be there for you

Gosh, I don't know why but my taste buds have been lusting for sushi for the past few weeks... I don't care whats happening around me or around the world, as long as there are sushi for me to fest on, its gonna be fine :D hahaha! Ok, ok, I know that's a very insensible and selfish statement. I was wondering if it would be ok if I was given a wish and I ask for unlimited servings of sushi :D hahaha! Maybe I'll get so sick of sushi by then.. Who knows :D

Anyway, we went to ball on Thursday morning. Hmmm, went to the coffee shop near my house for the first time since its renovation. Looked pretty appealing, all the stores have beautiful signboards on, definitely cleaner than what it used to be but all the food seems to be the same... I really hope that some new stalls with nice food can surface somewhere in Yishun! Ahahaha! Seems like we've had tasted almost all the good food in Yishun... And traveling can be quite inconvenient.

The song "Imagine Me Without You" suddenly hit my mind & I couldn't resist but listen to it. The catchy and peacefulness of this song... Its just so harmonious. Man, it could be Valentines' day in like 12 days time... Okay, nothing special, its just another day right? Hahaha! Sometimes people just get so bored that they wished for a companion or rather, a partner in life. Haha, you know the feeling when you constantly hope for your cell phone's message tone to sound and you would rush to get it, just to see if its any special person's name that would appear... Haiz... How I miss those days...

Alright enough of love-sickness :D hahaha! Better go to bed soon, haven't been able to wake up steadily recently... Discipline!

I need...

Ya-ta! Today's test is considerably easy. However, when I say easy, doesn't means I'll do well cause I didn't really study hard. Ahahaha!

I'm so bored! I want to have chalets! Parties! Where everyone chill like breeze! Oops, I guess chilling and breeze don't really have connections :D ahahaha! Ok, maybe not just chalets and parties, BBQs or some outings where everyone get together and have fun is cool too.

Hmmm... 2 more weeks before all my exams are over. I'm already wondering about what kind of life will the days after my exams be... Many say that finding a job and start working is their first priority. I, too said that I want to find a job over at the factories but then... I guess we'll see... We'll see.. Hahaha! Peace.

Where are you...?

Patient

Before anything, I want to wish whoever that is having examinations tomorrow all the best!!

Went to far east on Sunday and couldn't resist the skills that this sale person had. He just kept on introducing the shirts they have, ranting and ranting on and on... And of course, I bought the shirt ( :
Then we had Thai-express for dinner at J8 before heading to Sembawang's coffee bean to chill. Friends, mocha, old-tales. Hahaha! Totally awesome. Headed to Phil's house at midnight to bake a cake for Alvin's mum as it was her birthday, and by the time we're done, "grandfather sun" is already on his way up :D

Monday was sport day! Haha! We played ball for like 5 hours straight and my body is aching all over now... Gosh, I need to get contact lens. Balling with spectacles is dangerous, I mean for the spectacles. Hahaha!

Hmmm... To be honest, I'm kinda worried about the paper tomorrow... Guess I'll read up later on or at least tomorrow morning. Peace.

If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears.

Work hard everyone!

Yo. Sometimes in life, there are days that we call "total rotting day" and today just happens to be one of those days for me :D hahaha! I just don't feel like doing anything! No ball, no studies, pure rotting. But still, I'm glad that I managed to walk out of home twice, once for lunch at 848, buying worms for my fish on the way back and chilling at 921 for awhile with ma homies later at night.

Hmmm, there is autoCAD test tomorrow... Shouldn't be much of a problem since there will be some guidance thing going on tomorrow before the test by another friend whos better in it.

February is on its way and I just can't wait for summer! Haha! But before that, maybe we should start thinking about what to do for tomorrow's night. I really should start studying since the coming Wednesday is my PEEE exam... My weakest of the weakest subject! Damn, come to think about it, I haven't even passed once! Hahaha! Luckily there is practical tests.. I just did a calculation and I only need like 40 marks in the coming 35% exam to pass my PEEE! However, my maths is in deep shit... Only got like 11.6% out of 35% and the coming one is 50%...

Ahhhhhh! Yeah, I shouldn't calculate so much and just do my best right? Hahaha! Better go to bed soon got to wake up early for tomorrow! Peace!

Where'd you go

Didn't accomplish much today. Did a PEEE paper in the afternoon, didn't know a single piece of shit other than Ohm's law (I'm so fucking dead). Took a nap and woke up at the evening for dinner and rested for about an hour and a half, before I finally get to perform my long looked-forward run! Hahaha! I ran from my house along the MRT track to Khatib MRT station, took a left turn and all the way to 632 and finally stopped for the first time... Then I continued running and walking and running and walking around OPSS before reaching Nee Soon South CC, cut through the blocks back to Khatib MRT and ran back home... I took around 40 mintues!

I'm so bored... Sometimes we sure need little things to brighten up our lives don't we ) : haha! I don't know why, all the animes and shows like "Heroes" doesn't seem appealing to me anymore... I just don't got the urge to watch them like how I used to... Baby, where'd you go, I miss you so... Feels like I'd been forever, since you been gone... ...

"Magic, it must be magic, the way I hold you and the night just seems to fly... Easy, for you to take me to a start, heaven is that moment when I look into your eyes."

All or nothing

I just dropped my fish on the floor a moment ago while changing its water :D haha, hope he's alright. Anyway, today is considered the last day of school for me already! Hoo-ray! Hahaha! However, I'll still have to go back for my AutoCAD final test this Friday as my dear "rounded" lecturer didn't turn up last Friday :D

Nothing special happened today. As usual, went to school with my dad in the morning, did the Project 2 module interview, had lunch with my friends and went home for a nap. Its suppose to be a short nap cause I need to revise my work but I woke up only at 4... I failed myself. Hahaha! Hmmm didn't study at all today so I guess tomorrow is going to be a better start :D hahaha! Oh, tomorrow is officially one week to my PEEE exam! Good day to start indeed.

"I finally learned what life's all about: hanging on when your heart had enough and giving more when you wanna give up..."

If we hold on together.

Life and time are indeed closely related. Well, its pretty much common sense, life goes on as time advances, or time goes on as life advances :D we're born, showered with love, grow and eventually become who we are today. Anyway, songs are really amazing! Do not underestimate the magic of music! Haha! I just listened to songs like "Circle of life" from The Lion King and "If we hold on together" from Land Before Time. These 2 are probably my favourite animated films. In case anyone haven't heard about "Land Before Time", it's a movie about baby dinosaurs and from my memory, its pretty touching.( At least to the ten years plus ago me :D ).

Songs like "Right here waiting", "Can you feel the love tonight", gosh! These songs lived through with me during my secondary one and two days! Hahaha! I think I've listened to them for more than a thousand times already! Its really amazing how fast time flies... Most of my friends from those days are still around, I mean we still hang out together... The feeling is just incredible. Just think about it, we're like seeing each other almost every single day for the pass 5 years... Everything we've done, all the stories to be said... We can go on all night! Hahaha!

Ahhh, school starts at 8 tomorrow and I'll have to be up by 6:20... So, let's say goodnight now!
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Down! Down!! Down!!!

Life is full of ups and downs, so let's appreciate the ups while we can and let the downs be healed with time!

11 more days to my first exam paper, really don't got the mood to study, but I guess I still have to ) :
My life was some what at its peak like 1 week ago, a rather the whole of the last 2 weeks. I felt so... Light, nothing worries me. Although I cleared many of my tests and projects this week, I feel so much heavier. Hmmm... Its always good to have someone special to chill out with isn't it?

Just came back from 925 after a mouth-watering serving of string ray :D went to town earlier and was so dead tired now due to the basketball session this morning and last night's chilling. To put it simple, lack of sleep.

Hope that things will be back to normal... Oh wait, I mean, things will regain its "ad-normality" :D wahahahaha! I don't know man...!

Bored without...

Alright! Felt more relieved today as quite a number of school stuffs had been cleared ( : firstly, I cleared my "Project 2" traxmaker test yesterday morning. Pretty much piece of cake ahahaha! Then I got 70 for the 40% GEMs test! Phew, I guess I got lucky over there :D and today, I cleared my IDEA presentation! Which means... There is only left with autoCAD test on Friday, CRS writing on Monday and the other 3 examination modules. Take it slow man, I'm not ready :D

The drink we share.

I'm feeling so restless these days... You know, sometimes in reality, people don't really like or love another who they thought they do. In fact, they are just too used to each others company. For me, I'm so used to ones company that I just don't feel right when we aren't communicating... Maybe things are changing too fast for me to adapt. Hope things will be right again!

"I'm here without you, but you're still on my lonely mind"

Break it.

I'M SO

Two less lonely people in the world huh... Is your greatest regret in life not telling the one you loved that you love them? Well, that probably applies to me.

The feeling is like a mixture of everything and I'm sure sadness existed. Its really weird when you thought that you've gotten over that person and yet, feeling so unease about the fact that they have found a partner and its not you :D

Haiz, just wondering when will I find the one made for me... Or rather, will I even find one. Hahaha... Its really hard to set your mind on the goal when all these little things keep surfacing... Okay, maybe they are not little things. Hahaha! I know, I know, I'll never reach my destination if I stop and throw stones at every dog that barks, I know this perfectly well... But it just can't be helped! Ahhhhh!!! Where is the love!?

All the best for tomorrow's IDEA presentation. I'm obviously not ready.

Next better player please ( :

It ends tonight

Gosh, felt like a retarded today. As usual, went to school with my dad in the morning at 6:50 and arrived at 7:20. Classroom opened at 7:45 and I left school at 10:30. Ahahahaha! I actually went to school just for a plate of chicken rice from food court 3! :D Well, there's nothing to do in school... No point staying there.

Slept from 12 to around 2:50... It was a tough nap. Kept waking up at intervals... Damn, there is this electronic test tomorrow and I've got no idea what is it about... And in the afternoon is the final lesson of my GEMs! Hoo-ray! Its gonna be a 40% test and I'll try my best... On Thursday, my team is gonna have our IDEA presentation, all the best people!

Love me, Collin Raye. Spread the love ( :

L L sucks.

'STICK WIT U' IS MY FAVOURITE SONG!

Principle of Electrical Electronic Engineering - 31st January
Digital Electronics - 5th February
Engineering Maths - 9th February


My life is in a mess now, may lady luck be with me ) :





I never liked looking into mirrors. It makes me look back.

Okay, maybe one of my favourites...

!EVOL !EVOL !EVOL

Happy New Year!!!

Hahaha! This is a very special new year indeed... I'm going to be 18 this year! Hoo-ray! Haha! Okay, I know, being 18 isn't that special but... Its still special! Ahahaha! I know I am lame! But I can't help it! Muahahaha!
School is reopening again... And the classic by kC, "wah lao still have 1 more week holiday then song." Ahahahaha! Oh wait! He didn't say that this time! Maybe its because of his botak hairstyle. Hahaha!

Ahhhh slept so long this after afternoon... Don't know if I can get to sleep now...