同人不同命

Went to school at one today as I didn't feel the necessity to go for the morning lectures. Looks like I've wasted another day of my life... Come to think about it, I haven't accomplished much in my life. Haven't earn much money myself, haven't done anything to let anyone be proud of. And my education life, except getting first in class during primary 1 and second at primary 6, I haven't really accomplish much. 14 points in O levels, no big deal, moved on to Polytechnic, 1.7GPA for year 1. What the fuck is this? Sometimes I'm really envy of the people who are born with a silver spoon, doesn't have much worries, well, at least on the finance part. But everytime I have this sinful thought, I'll comfort myself by thinking that at least, I'm well-built, have a considerably nice family, friends who I suppose who'll be there for me and most importantly, I have the right to make choices in life. Hmmm... I guess I'm living good, just ain't living right. Hahaha...

Alright, I think the first change I'm going to make is to score well in my coming Mid-Semester Test. But I doubt I can do it. Hahaha, I'll try... Then I think I'll work during the next long vacation. And the first money I'll try to 'earn' is by selling off my fish stuffs... Doesn't considered as earnings cause I bought them and selling off as second hand, so... No profit! Hahaha!