Sunday's night was the worst night of my life. Firstly, school starts the next day and you know how much I detest school. It's not about studying or anything, I just don't feel the sense of belonging there...
Secondly, my Internet is screwed. I never knew how reliant I was to the cyber-world till then. Monday was almost unbearable, luckily there are bored 'angels' around ( : Anyway, my brother returned from camp today and got it all done! Hahaha, all he did was reset the modem and router. Hmm... I remembered doing that too, don't understand why it didn't work.
Thirdly, I got no idea why I felt like that. I don't know if its the heart or what, the feeling just comes from the chest area, so heavy, every hop of your heart seems so clear, shaking the whole of you. Devastating.
Today's school really sucked big time. 8 to 5 pm, nearly drive me crazy! How I regret not studying hard during year 1. Now that I got a pathetic 1.735 GPA, the will of study just isn't there anymore. Sometimes I really wonder why the hack do I still go to school... To make matter worst, everyone around me seems to have GPA that doubles mine. Gosh, how am I to withstand the... Stress, stress and stress... But who to blame? Myself. But its ok, I suppose all I can do now is to give it everything I've got ( :
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