Save me...

I realize I have been very unhappy since... I can't even remember. Nothing seems to bring joy. Nothing. I've lost it all. Even the only thing that I thought could make me happy seems to bring more sorrow than joy.

I think I'm suffering from depression. Is this how depression is? Like everyone has forsaken me, nothing seems to fit, everything feels so meaningless and pointless. When someone talks, it feels like flies buzzing around my ears, irritating me. And every other minute, I'm thinking of a reason to make myself feel worst.

Happiness, where'd you go? Cause I'm on the verge of giving up on life.