Sunday, October 04, 2009

I've never been to me

Mariah Carey's new ablum, Memoirs Of An Imperfect Angel is not bad, like her, "I Want To Know What Love Is".

Everyday when I'm in uniform, I long for the weekends. But when the weekend is here, I often find myself stuck between the decision of heading out or staying home for some quality rest. I feel so lost... Got nowhere to go, nothing to do, no-one to hang out with.

Today is Lantern Festival. I still remembered how we used to burn whatever we could find; lanterns, twigs, candle boxes and tons of candles haha, those were the days! But this year, the feeling just aren't there no more.

When I close my eyes, it feels like there are grains in them. Every fucking day, thats how tired I am. & I figured that I've problem being myself at times. Haha, whatever, time to sleep, another hectic week ahead.

I'll be there for you if you should need me, you don't have to change a thing, I ---- you just the way you are.

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