Rolling...

Worked my ass out today. And when I say 'worked my ass out', I don't mean body building. It's working as a mascot, a amusing, clownish mascot. It's freaking tired but I guess its cool since we only work on weekends and get a pretty decent 12 bucks pay.

Working is actually great, it gives me a sense of 'manhood'. Haha, I know this may sound absurd but when I work, I feel that money I earn is practically mine! I worked hard for it! Having a stack of cash or admirable digits in bank mean no shit if they are allowance given by parents. Man, I don't really know how to put it but the feeling is just right. An astonishing sense of achievement. ^_^

Got to sleep, waking up at eff-ing 8am for another step to 'manhood' :D ahahaha!

*rubbish :D

Something to remember

Never confuse the people who are always around you, with the people who are always there for you.

Longboarding is cool, feeling the breeze gushing through your face, your arms... But of course it can't be compared to those physical affections we used to share. Sometimes I can't help but to wonder if all those spoken words were lies; or were they meant to be...

Maths exam on Wednesday, I'm probably not gonna make it... Tried out 2 pass year papers and nothing seems right... Things are going way too wrong... Way too wrong...

Sir, If this is a nightmare, I think its time for me to wake up...

Let's get retarded

What is the most blessed 'item' on earth other than beer and sex? Hehe...

Why

I don't even want to care, don't even wanna give a damn! But strangely, it seems to bother me like its in my skin.

Its really strange when you start caring about things that isn't even suppose to your problem... And the strangest of it is that you start caring a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day... There seems to be this psychotic force making you do it... Seems to have no stopping to it.

Damn, I'm on the way down.

We have to do it again...

Love?

It's when you are ready to sacrifice basically anything for the person you love. Lets be realistic, don't talk about life or ridiculous stuffs. Talk about quality time, for example, working hard to give the special one a good life, willing to give up outings with friends to take care of them when they are ill or at least when they need you around, without complaining.

Love is not expecting the person to change for you but to change yourself for the better because of them.. Don't you think its absurd if you expect them to change because of you? If thats the case, then why the heck did you get together in the first place? You love someone because they are themselves, the smile, the voice and even the flaw...

And lastly, when you truly love someone, you will always be ready to forgive them no matter what they did... Of course time is needed, varies from individual.

Just my personal 2 cents view on love :D

Fucking dead.

I think I'm eff-ing dead, lost interest in studies... Time spent in school getting lesser and lesser, don't even want to go school no more. I actually went school for an hour before heading home again... If anyone is to save me from this devastate, it'd better be now...

你知道吗，我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

Keep living

Gosh! Haven't blogged for weeks (well, it felt like months :D) Went to work as mascot in CBD areas like Orchard and Raffles. Pretty fun, know some new people, earned some easy money :D hahaha! less than 20 days to exam, in fact, only 13 days left. I haven't started my revision or anything and seriously doubt I will in anytime to come, so I guess I can wipe my shinning ass and prepare to retake some modules. Hahahaha!

Haha, I'm feeling amused over myself right now. Have you ever had the feeling like at one moment you were feeling so damn angry that you didn't do something while you had the chance, and yes, I mean damn angry and pissed. And then at another, you'll feel that its so not right to do something like that (whatever thing).

Anyway,
I'm crazy. Ahahahaha! :D

Life Bored

Did quite a lot of random stuffs recently, Transformer is indeed good, decent storyline, awesome visual and audio and last but not least, hot chick :D hahaha! Time seems to pass so fast, feel like I doesn't have enough time to do my stuffs, but yet, seems like I have lots of free time to do laze around. Looks like I'll have to be more organized when dealing with work...

GEMs presentation on Wednesday and we're going to do it tomorrow... Looks like the coming 2 days are gonna tough.

35 days to semester exam... & 49 to holidays.

Life. Tough.

"I can still remember certain conversations we had, but never the important ones. I can pull aside tiny moments, random moments. Every time I think of them, it amazes me, how the simplest,smallest things, can turn into a lasting and replaying memory..."

Got back 4 of my test papers, results are as expected but It's really demoralizing when almost half of the class get scores like 70+, 80+ when my highest is only 59. To be honest, the papers aren't hard, I know I can score well, just didn't put in enough effort... However, yesterday is yesterday and I'm going to live my life to the fullest today, I'll try as many things as I can, learn as many things as I can and have all the fun I can get! Hahaha! But then again, I'm still incomplete ) :

Tomorrow is Friday again and its time to chill! Hahaha, Weekends are just so precious when there is school...

Feeling kinda 'emo' right now, partially because of my results and mainly of my life. Haha, my life is kinda pathetic, have no girls, no money but only a bunch of fools whom I call friends :D hahaha!

Shit! School's at 8 tomorrow, better sleep now! Peace.

The real life.

Went to roller blading last night and I stupidly ramped into a chain. Damn, my hips area is badly bruised. Haha, I don't know how it happened though, I knew the chain was there and yet, I stupidly headed for it... Weird, weird.

Stayed over at kC's place and it was really chilling. Haha, and I got so pissed over my phone. That damn thing just couldn't detect my headset, in other words, I won't be able to listen to music anymore! I was so pissed and started looking through the net for a alternative music gadget, like a mp3 player. Samsung's K3 is pretty cool, Creative Zen V Plus is cheap and decent. But... Before going to bed, I decided to give it one and try and yes, it worked! Ahaha! That means I can save the 200 plus plus bucks! Ahhh... Thanks whoever fixed it :D hahaha!

Went home at around 2:30 and here I am, feeling like I'm in heaven after the warm shower :D hahaha! And yes, its time to chill again. Peace.

is ? What weird

As requested by Sophie:
Please read the rules first: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I'm a Gemini; I've got 2 'faces' :D
2) Is a extremely contradicting person.
3) Doesn't like to wake up later than 10am.
4) Failing is always an option.
5) Love MRT rides ( Provided there are sits :D ).
6) Sees perfections in imperfections.

I got no body to choose to do this thing :d hahaha!

Just finished my OOP test, considered easy but as usual I couldn't do it... Haha... Tomorrow is the last one, let's finish it once and for all.

Test Week stinks

I'm in my test week currently, first three papers are the ones that I thought I knew better, but I guess I didn't manage do well either. Didn't prepare well enough, didn't work hard enough, haha, I guess we harvest what we sow huh? Haha... Left with 2 modules which I've got no idea what is it about, OOP isn't that bad, at least I know simple multiple choices questions. Mechanics is the problem, totally got no idea how to solve the questions. Argh!!! Can't wait for Friday!

Love Language?

Saw this at Sophie's blog and decided to give it a shot, pretty straight forward and some of the questions seem to repeat.


I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Physical Touch

My Detailed Results:
Physical Touch:	10
Quality Time:	8
Words of Affirmation:	6
Acts of Service:	5
Receiving Gifts:	1

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
Check out the Book

Physical Touch: 10 - Actions speak louder than words.
Quality Time: 8 - Time spent together bond things stronger.
Words of Affirmation: 6 - Sometimes words do magic.
Acts of Service: 5 - Love ask for no returns.
Receiving Gifts: 1 - Its the thoughts that count.

Hahaha, looks like the result suit me pretty much :D

Happy Birthday to Me!

Thanks everybody on 14th of June for whatever things!
Here's a little dedication for you :D

Hohoho! I'm offically 18! Hahaha! Went out with the 'regular members' to The Heeren for some sushis at Sakae. Damn, ate so much that I could barely walk haha! Then... Chilled around Cine, played pool before heading to my family chalet with the guys. Gosh, its the first time I got so sick from drinking. I vomited and couldn't get up from the bed. But I'm still pretty much conscious, at least I know whats happening and was able to talk... Haha! Quite a good experience! Got my ass back home at around 8 and slept till 1:30... I got to study! But don't got the feeling to! Haha, this is really really really bad... ...

You can get the song above here

同人不同命

Went to school at one today as I didn't feel the necessity to go for the morning lectures. Looks like I've wasted another day of my life... Come to think about it, I haven't accomplished much in my life. Haven't earn much money myself, haven't done anything to let anyone be proud of. And my education life, except getting first in class during primary 1 and second at primary 6, I haven't really accomplish much. 14 points in O levels, no big deal, moved on to Polytechnic, 1.7GPA for year 1. What the fuck is this? Sometimes I'm really envy of the people who are born with a silver spoon, doesn't have much worries, well, at least on the finance part. But everytime I have this sinful thought, I'll comfort myself by thinking that at least, I'm well-built, have a considerably nice family, friends who I suppose who'll be there for me and most importantly, I have the right to make choices in life. Hmmm... I guess I'm living good, just ain't living right. Hahaha...

Alright, I think the first change I'm going to make is to score well in my coming Mid-Semester Test. But I doubt I can do it. Hahaha, I'll try... Then I think I'll work during the next long vacation. And the first money I'll try to 'earn' is by selling off my fish stuffs... Doesn't considered as earnings cause I bought them and selling off as second hand, so... No profit! Hahaha!

Today is special!

Today is a special day! Look at the date! Its 05/06/07! Hahaha! Ok la, not that special, just that this only comes once a life time... I'm so glad that we're all alive! Hahaha!

Hmm, my ass have been so freaking itchy nowadays, I wonder why... I swear I wash it with soap at least 2 times everyday! Maybe its because of the recent balling, basketball makes an ass sweat! Haha!

3 more days to holidays! Actually, I'm already acting as if its holidays now. Hahaha! Only have to go for GEMs test tomorrow and then... Thursday, nothing much, haven't decide if I should or shouldn't go, and Friday! Last day of this term! Hahaha! Can't wait!

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I just found my favorite of the favorite song! From Devil's Wear Prada Check it out!

Back to the old school!

Old songs never fail to brighten me up. The harmonious blend of beat and lyrics seems to have lived through the ages and still living as a gift in our time. Remember, the song, "Can't take my eyes off you" from the Heineken beer's advertisement? So beautiful... The song I love right now is... Mambo No.5! Hahaha! Love the beat!

Hmmm... A few more days to holiday, and I've got chalet on the first day of holiday! Hahaha... Don't know if I should be excited or lost. I only have 2 weeks holiday and you know, time at chalets pass kinda fast... Aiya! We''ll take 1 step at a time :D hahaha!

Night

Yesterday night was... I don't know what to call it. Met Kam Chuen and Hiang Peng at around 10:30, took the train to Doby Ghuat. Went to play pool at Pool Junction, great place, awesome ambiance for chilling but kinda pricey though, $18.80 for around 1 and a half hour. Wanted to catch some bean curd you tiao but the stall is shutting down already. So we settled down at the Banquet and had some pratas. Nothing to do after that, walked all the way to Orchard and chilled at the 24 hour cafe thing in cine till the 1st train of the day.

Woke up at 1 and the day is so sunny, wonder what I'm going to do next...

24 hour cafe in cine

Finally, RWP presentation is over... I guess I did a average job, should be able to get a pass. Well, at least I hope I can get a pass :D hahaha! Finished Return of the condor heroes today and it felt good! But I really hate the parts when YangGuo and XiaoLongNui repeatedly call each other's name... "Guo'er", "Long'er", "Guo'er", "Long'er"... Dude! Give me a break! Hahaha... However, JinYong's novel really awesome... Love them!

Tomorrow or rather, today, is Vesak Day, some buddist day I suppose. And we get a public holiday! Hoo-ray! Hahaha! Damn, 6 more days of school and holidays are here! Can't wait!!!

Someone in IRC just said, sleeping late at night and waking up around noon is shit when compared to sleeping early and waking up early for breakfast. Got to agree with that... Remember how I used to enjoy my breakfast with a cup of lipton tea and pancakes or toasted breads... Some food just taste better when you eat then in the morning, let's say... Between 8 to 10, not that early right? The air feels the best before 8.

Kinda tired due to the lack of sleep from the pass few days now... Better take a rest soon. Peace.