Steamboat par-dey!

Today is a great day! Went to Marina South for Qing Hui's birthday celebration, by the way, her birthday is on the 1st of May. Thanks for her, we get Labour day holiday! Oh, wait. I mean, thanks to Labour day, we get a day off! Hahaha! Anyway, we went to the sits in front of Esplanade or rather along the River for a cake cutting session :) and MinYi and Jolene came out with a 'lie'. Jolene came back with a muffin and said it was QingHui's cake and after all the songs and stuffs, MinYi came with the real cake! Gosh, they are pretty smart huh? Hahaha... I mean tricky :D hmmm... Felt kinda tired and took a cab back. Haven't had such a awesome day for quite awhile. Haha!

Gosh, realised that my tummy is getting out of shape! Quite a number of people had say that it's getting flabby ) : looks like it's time to pump some hardcore abs exercise... Arghh! I'm just so lazy!
3D! 3D! Determination, Desire and Discipline.

Bored :D

For once, I'm going to paste some "love" phrase because I'm bored :D

Never start a relationship you know you'll want to end eventually.
Don't go for looks, it can deceive; Don't go for wealth - even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.

Hahaha... Don't know why, I just feel that these sentences are... Good advices :D ahahaha!

Worthy

Watched "The Longest Yard" yesterday. It was a great show and of course, I love it. In short, it's about a ex-football pro who got himself into trouble and was thrown into jail. The warrant of the jail was a football fanatic and he asked the dude to form a team among the convicts and play against the guards. Great show. Hahaha!

Damn, Lakers is getting burnt by Suns big time! Arghhh... Today's game was a disaster. Lakers got served, 98 to 126. Anyway, I hope Warriors will overcome Mavericks, Chicago over Heats and Nuggets over Spurs. No valid reasons though, I just want to :D

We just do so many things daily, and have you ever wondered if everything you did is worth it? I'm sure things like studying is worth it, it's for a brighter future. But things like, treating someone good, giving up time and money for them; minor sacrifices, is it worth it? I don't know... Talk about love, I doubt I'm even there. Love asks for no return. Sometimes I really wonder...

Let me love you

Baby, you should let me love you, let me be the one to, give you everything you want and need... Baby, good love and protection, make me your selection, show you the way love's supposed to be.

Talk about good songs, this is definitely one of my favourite. Let me love you by Mario. Nothing much these days, 1 week passed since school started, in other words, we are 1 week closer to holidays! Hoo-ray! Ahahaha! Some people think its kinda fast to say this but I think its just fine... To me, weekend starts straight after Thursday's lesson :D hahaha!

Celebrated Valerie, the tall lady's birthday at the Thai Restaurant in Chong Pang. Pretty decent food but the Pineapple rice didn't satisfy me. Went to 755 for a cake cutting session, tasty mango cake ( : and there goes my Sunday. Hahaha! But its cool! Well spent Sunday that it.

Gosh, my chest area are beginning to have little pimples popping out... Must be from the BMX-ing. The sweat dry and cool, dry and cool, dirty! Hmmm... Tomorrow lesson starts at 8, that means I'll have to be up by 6:15. Better go to bed now! Goodnight.

True! :D

Alert!

The following statement is not a hypothesis, it's proven by a survey.

80% of girls will say, "you have changed, you're not like this in the past" to their boyfriends after an average of more than two years of relationship.


P.S. - The above statement is provided by a small number of people and may not be true.

Girl, if I'm Superman, then you got to be Kryptonite.
Making me all weak with just your presence, making me soft with every word you speak.

I need to do 180s & Manuel! BMX is the best form of leisure for me now! Hahaha...
Today's school isn't that bad, GEMs is pretty cool, but seems like a busy one. We've got to do presentations, project work, etc, etc... Anyway, my GEMs is Film Appreciation this semester!

Damn tomorrow is a 'semi-long' day.. 10 to 5. I hate it!!! Arghh!!! But after tomorrow, everything will be all good, its weekend again! Hahaha!

I am a emo kid now.

Sunday's night was the worst night of my life. Firstly, school starts the next day and you know how much I detest school. It's not about studying or anything, I just don't feel the sense of belonging there...
Secondly, my Internet is screwed. I never knew how reliant I was to the cyber-world till then. Monday was almost unbearable, luckily there are bored 'angels' around ( : Anyway, my brother returned from camp today and got it all done! Hahaha, all he did was reset the modem and router. Hmm... I remembered doing that too, don't understand why it didn't work.
Thirdly, I got no idea why I felt like that. I don't know if its the heart or what, the feeling just comes from the chest area, so heavy, every hop of your heart seems so clear, shaking the whole of you. Devastating.

Today's school really sucked big time. 8 to 5 pm, nearly drive me crazy! How I regret not studying hard during year 1. Now that I got a pathetic 1.735 GPA, the will of study just isn't there anymore. Sometimes I really wonder why the hack do I still go to school... To make matter worst, everyone around me seems to have GPA that doubles mine. Gosh, how am I to withstand the... Stress, stress and stress... But who to blame? Myself. But its ok, I suppose all I can do now is to give it everything I've got ( :

Pissed.

I'm feeling so pissed right now because of the Orchid Park Victoria Convert Thing. People just keep talking shit and wants to find replacement for their tickets when we had already paid the total amount for the total number of tickets. Its like me asking you to buy a movie ticket for me and then saying I'm too busy to catch it, find a replacement for me. Irresponsible isn't it? What the fuck is this? Okay, maybe there is only 2 or 3 such cases but it still pisses me off big time.

And to be very honest, all I care is the $15, the cost of each ticket. If I wasn't the one who paid the money before hand, I don't give a damn about what pattern or stunt you wanna do. Maybe you are thinking why am I making such a big fuss out of $15. Simple, I'm not rich, $15 is considerably much to me. With $15, I can eat my meals in school for a week and will still have $5 remaining.

Sometimes love just ain't enough

Today is Thursday and tomorrow is Friday, and how many more days till Monday? I suppose there's 3. My, my, 3 more days to school reopen. The strange thing is that I don't got the urge to see my friends like I used to during my secondary days. Maybe the bond just isn't there.

Anyways, haven't did much today. Balled in the morning with a total strength of 5 and yes, we had to do handicap. Pretty fun but not as enjoyable as 3 on 3 or more. I ate BCM today! :D in case you're wondering what is that, I call it 'ba cho mee' ahahahaha! Its pretty damn funny when you insert a short formed word in a sentence and make your friends wonder. Reminds me of the time when we used to say 'mfs', 'motherfuckingsuck'. Hahahahaha!
Tried sleeping in the afternoon but the pattering of the rain is way too noisy... Or maybe its something else that kept me awake... Haven't been feeling well since Tuesday, don't know if its because of school reopening or is it something else, again :D

Feeling so out of shape recently, need to start knocking some workouts... But there is just no motivation! Or rather, nothing motivates me! I'm feeling so damn lazy... Lazy... Lazy...

BMX Riding

Last night was insane. Went cycling from Yishun all the way to the prata shop at Thomson Road but it was close. Unable to resist the caving for prata, we traveled all the way to Lower Pierce's Casurina or whatever its spelled. Anyway, I don't know if we are unlucky or they just don't open 24 hours, both the prata shops are closed. Its pretty impossible for us to travel to Jalan Kayu because of the distance and dangerous route so we settled for Upper Thomson's Prata House. I had this bomb prata which is made from margarine, cheese and... I forgot the last one, I think its milk. Hahaha! Freaking sweet! We chilled there for about 1 to 2 hours before heading back... Gosh, all the down slops of the journey are insane, our bikes are freezing metal after every slop! Hahaha! But the uphills are tough, stretched my thighs muscle to the maximum..

Stock Haros

Chilling at petrol station.

Overall, it was a great night, never cycled so much in my life; moreover, on BMX. Hahaha!

What to do.

Holidays is ending in less than 2 weeks... I wonder how am I going to cope with the school works with the lazy characteristic that I've built up from this long break. Hahaha, I'm getting lazier and lazier each day! Damn!

I don't really know what to blog about so I guess I'll just talk about what I did recently. Went to Queensway Shopping Center twice this week... I just love to eat cheese doufu! Hahaha! Then... Met up with the others at Cine for "Freedom Writers". Its a awesome show I would say... Some parts are really really touching! Haven't seen shows that can drive my eyes watery in awhile :D

I'm so, so, so, in love with Let me love you by Mario! Hahaha!

Oh no, was doing my fish stuff a moment ago and one of my fishes appear to be dying... Haiz, all my fishes dying one by one, looks like I'm not the kind of person who can stick to hobbies for long.

Play

Each time when we possess something important or special, be it a relationship with someone, a item or even ideas and dreams, does it always come with the fear of losing it? This fear so great that even little things make us feel so threatened or sometimes even jealousy. I personally experience this fear when I think about the future, "what will the future be like when this special 'thing' no longer exist", or, "how much longer is 'it' going to last"...?
Maybe we shouldn't even be bothered by such thing, if things are meant to be, it will be. Isn't there a saying, "What is yours, will be, nobody can take it from you". I guess I'll just to stay by my rule, live for the moment! Haha...

Anyway, did quite alot these days and of course, spent quite a lot :D hahaha! Watched "The Number 23" on Wednesday. It was quite exciting but the storyline is not that 'smart'. Hahaha! I can't remember what I did on Monday and Tuesday but Thursday was Alvin's birthday and we went to play pool for awhile. Happy sweet 18th Birthday Alvin!

Today is Friday! We went for a so called 'picnic' at East Coast Park. It was a interesting trip but carrying the stuffs and all the walking made things a little tiring... We picked a spot, sat down and tried the homemade stuffs by the girls. MinYi's sandwiches are nice, especially the egg ones, reminded me of those that I had during Secondary School :D hahaha! Samantha's potato salad is equally good! WanJun and QingHui bought cakes, which we didn't eat cause we're already too full from all the other food :D ahahaha! It rained after awhile and we begin our journey to Parkway Shopping Center was it? I forgot :D went to the arcade and dinner at Pasta Mania. I find the gravy too sour. Went to Causeway Point and loitered awhile before heading home. Hmmm... That's about it for the day then! Haha! Peace.

S.

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you... Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do... Look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won. You've made a fool of everyone.

I need space. Because the world is too noisy.

Good "March" days

20th of March is WanJun's birthday! Hoo-ray! Haha! Well, we went town on the 19th for a mini celebration; window shopping and dinner at Swensens. Great day!

Erm... Went to Yishun Stadium yesterday, watched the girls play with their dogs and then headed to 848 for "snack". Haha! I still love "ba cho mee"! And I really don't feel like balling anymore! There isn't any valid reason, maybe I'm getting too lazy to jump and run around :D

Looks like there isn't much to do today... In fact, there is nothing to do! Hahaha! We'll see.. We'll see...

Bling $ bling

Just watched "Stomp the Yard". Its a good show! But I personally prefer "You Got Served" where they have more break dancing than the stomping and weird hand signs, haha!

Man, cycled to Jalan Kayu with Phil today on BMX, kinda crazy and I can feel my legs breaking apart at the up hill areas of the journey! And all the enormous trucks zoom-ing pass are hella scary! Its like they may run through you anytime and they are just around 2 to 3 feets away!

Haha! I'm running low on $$$ man... Spent a considerable much amount to me in March already and we're only half way through! Argh... If I spend just a bit more, then my savings for this month will be nil... Guess I'll have to cut down on my expenses. But certain things just ain't supposed to be save isn't it? :D oh! I got an idea! Maybe I should break my ATM card cause with my lazy attribute, I probably won't get a replacement! Wahahaha!

Okay, went for a ride at around 9:30 and tire number 5 just exploded. Got to get replacement tomorrow, again. ) :

1 month.

Let's see... Haven't done much recently, watched "Pursuit of Happyness" and I thought its good. Will Smith and his son really did a good job! The movie kinda made me recall my primary school's motto, "Strive to Succeed". Hahaha!

"300" is good as well! Insane bloody actions, the true meaning of crazy and bravery! I personally thought that the sex scenes are unnecessary though.. Haha! Can't wait to catch "Stomp the Yard"!!! It have to be a super duper good show!

Oh! I've got to mention the most unlucky day of life! The back tire of my ride exploded 3 times in less than 24 hours!!! Arghhh! At around 2 a.m, I thought of landing a pretty bunny hop before heading home but the fucking tire just have to explode at that time. But that's ok, I woke up the next morning and headed to block 900+ to get the tire fixed. But in less than 2 hours, it went 'airless' again! And we had to travel all the way back from 800+ to get them replaced, again! After that, we headed over to my place, but on the way, my brakes got stuck with the tire and when I tried turning, the whole thing exploded! Gosh, it was so loud that we had the buzzing sound in our ears for the next 8 minutes! I'm so damn pissed!!! Hahahaha!

Feeling so bored and lonely and restless and lazy now :D hahaha! How can I feel lazy and bored at the same time! Sounds contradicting to me :D ahahaha! Haven't done anything today except watching a few episode of One Piece and lazing around bed...

Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

"I'm so over you... but I still love the way you walk, talk, smell, smile, basically everything about you, but I'm so over you."

OP bazaar was... Below average I suppose. Ahahaha! But meeting up with friends and sitting at the best canteen I've ever been to(not because of the food) was totally incredible! Went to check out Ang Mo Kio Hub after that, played pool for awhile and headed to cine for a animal movie, to be honest, I don't even know what the fuck is the name of that movie. Its about a crocodile though. Anyway, the movie should be considered okay for a animal show :D hahaha! After that, we went to dine at the "kopitiam" near youth park. Its freaking cheap! 7 people with delicious food like, ray, egg, some shell thing they called 'lala', fried you tiao and my favourite little kai lan for only $54!

Chalet was alright, the awesome part was the Katong/Parkway tour. Played pool, chilled at LAN/pub/soccer club, 3-in-1 'shop' and had HongKong delicacies for supper.

Hmmm, what else did I do at the chalet... Oh, as usual, we played cards, it was hilarious! Each of us just have to pick a card and the person with the smallest will have to do forfeits like eating candies or some Chinese New Year left over food. Extremely funny! Hahaha! And BBQ was okay, enjoyed eating the mutton satays the most, hahaha!

By the way, I guess I didn't make it for the job thing, haven't receive any phone calls. Maybe I should just take it easy and enjoy the holidays all the way! :D ahahaha! My, my, that's some devilish thought...

Its Monday again! Let's have fun.

:D

If this is how you feel...

The worst feeling in the world is to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

If this is how you're feeling right now, take a deep breathe, appreciate the moon. Its time to take it slow and learn to live for the moment instead of scouting the future.

Results

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
ET062Z - 6 - A
LC0318 - 2 - C
SP0302 - 2 - C
CP006S - 2 - C
ET0085 - 2 - C+
ET060Z - 13 - D
ET061Z - 8 - D
MS418Z - 8 - D

SEMESTER GPA: 1.628 CUMULATIVE GPA: 1.735

Ok, ok, I know my results' really bad but then I'm really really, super duper happy at this moment cause I don't have to repeat any of my modules!!! Hahahaha!