Edison, good job

Today had been a peaceful day... ... So far.

I want this Tee! It's so hard to find... Aki-chan is so cute! Kinda looked like Jamie Teo of Mediacorp huh? Haha...

Aki Hoshino x Kikstyo x D.U.N.K.L.E

Relieved.

Everything is over! Examinations, school, all the dreadful things... I'm so relieved ( :
... ... For now :D
Chinese new year's on the way and my mum got these as decorative. She got those 2 plants from my granddad's temple and say they worth a hundred plus each & I seriously doubt her words. Ahahaha!

Cloverfield is a good show, better than AvP2 at least. I watched it in Cathy's digital theater and the sound effect is godlike. The part when the military spam their firepower at the monster makes the floor tremble!

Gonna fuck Irwin in town soon, and maybe check out some Aki Hoshino x Kikstyo tees :D ahaha!

Can't wait to be king!

I ate this "seaweed x wasabi" biscuit yesterday and it's fucking nice!

I have been trying to workout mathematics for the pass 2 days, of course I slept and took hella long breaks :D and tomorrow is the day... The highest weightaged paper out of all modules... 60 fucking percent... To be honest, I'm so fucking scare cause I've never been a maths expert.

I got a hair cut today and it feels pretty good with short hair, not that my hair used to be very long :D but yeah, feels like I can run faster :D ahahaha! And had been a unhealthy day... Ate some curry chicken baked rice from Swensens's for lunch and ba cho mee from s11 for dinner... And I got a fucking pimple on my chin!

And I'm still hunting for chinese new year clothes, and something caught my eyes in 'What's Good', probably gonna go check it out soon...

I shall end this entry with my fat, old cat.
Look at her, so fucking fat... Guess she doesn't have much long to live, have been living with me since I'm 6...

Boring ) :

Today's Anatomy and Physiology's test was alright, shouldn't be a problem passing, may even get a high sixties... Headed to town for shopping and chilling section and still can't find a decent top for Chinese New Year. Nothing seems impressive these days... However, the Converse Jack Purcell below caught my eyes.
Pretty decent for a pair of Converse sneakers and priced at only $119... Considerable, considerable, haha. Ate Thai Express again and slacked here and there till around 11:45 before heading home...

Nothing much to do these days, gonna practice some maths tomorrow. And Spring is taking over our lovely Winter, let's take better care of ourselves, drink more water, especially when feasting on all the CNY goodies and get plenty of good night sleeps. Peace ( :

Curse & Swear!

BI paper was devastating. I couldn't do shit, probably gonna get a low forties or thirties... Ahh, I'm so fuckin out of rhythm!

I saw Step Up 2's trailer in youtube, holy shit its The Street! Probably a 2008 gotta-watch movie! Crazy dance moves, popping, locking, b-boy, totally off the hook!

And I found these while digging through the boxes!

Ahaha, looks pretty edible huh? :D

Oh, and I got a pair of Vans slip-ons recently, can't wait to rock in them :D

I want the CLOT red five fab tee! I think its so damn cool, especially for Chinese New Year! Red with golden wordings! Swee! But the price also swee! Fuck!

I just can't get enough of shoes and tees! Gotta cop them all! Arghhh!

Will, gone.

Can you believe it? My unit is 1128 and 4D opened 1127 and 1129. What the bird?!

Tomorrow's BI exam... Looks like I'm fucking dead... I shall get my ass in, give it all I've got and get the fuck out of the room... Totally hopeless...

钱钱钱

"买到一幢大厦 ,买不到一个家
买到金钻电话 ,买不到一句真话
买到一幅名画 ,买不到才华
买到一只钻戒 ,买不到个好太太
买到一身名牌 ,买不到一D愉快"

Micro controller technology paper cleared! Paper was alright, don't think I can get 80 plus, however may make a 70 plus with some luck, 60 plus is alright but probably gonna be 50 plus.. Ahahaha!

And what can be nicer than having a decent girl sitting beside you while listening to the interesting conversation between her friend & her throughout the journey home. Wahaha, I'm so ill-mannered :D

The most beautiful anime ever! Gundam Seed! And of course its sequel, Gundam Seed Destiny. This anime is more than some dumb robots fighting! Romance, honor, patriotism, friendship, loyalty... Totally beautiful... I have watched GSD like 4 times and I'm touched each time :D hahaha!

Can't stop now

You know who's the true hustler :D

I mean conman :D

AHAHAHAHAHA!

Watch your back

Friday was interesting. kC and me checked out this Far East Plaza store and its... Amusing.

We entered the store for the first time, checking out some stuffs, expecting to see some high rise pricing but to our amazement, some of the tees are only tagged at a mere $24.90. And while we're in the store, a dude came and bought a pair of Christo. I was like, "woah, loaded kid in the house".

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Christo are by Visvim but there are lots of collaborations with other brands and they cost more than $680++. Few examples:

Goodenough x Visvim Christo

Mastermind Japan x Visvim Christo

Neighborhood x Visvim Christo

There are some others like CLOT x Visvim Christo, etc, etc but I think we saw the normal Visvim.

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Ok back to story. We went away from the store as we wanted to check out some other shits in Pacific Plaza but we eventually went back as kC wanted to inquire about a Sillything tee he saw.

We went in the second time, and saw this Bape tee and kC asked for the price and the guy said, "$19.90".
kC, "怎么着样便宜？"
Dude, "应为我卖比较便宜，前面的Bape都是$9.90".

Hahaha at this point, I'm 20% sure his goods aren't legit! Anyway, kC went on to try the Sillything tee and its fucking small and tight despite the tag showing Size L. And what make things more interesting is that I saw a OriginalFake tee with the tag showing COMME des GARCONS: PLAY. What the fuck? Now I'm 80% sure...

And to do a final check, I asked him about the Christo. "这双Christo怎样买？" and he replied $95. I was like, holy shit, let's get the hell outa here! The stuffs here are 99% unreal!

Hahaha, that was fun. Anyway, Chinese new year on the way, more of less done with the shopping.. Waiting for my jeans to arrive, shoe cleared, boxer brief cleared :D ahaha! All I need is a top now. But I've got better things to worry about, exams' next week and I have barely started! Hahaha! I better go read some cardiology bullshit now, peace.

Thursday blue

Haha, interesting huh? :D

School has officially ended! Well, excluding exams that is. I'm currently in a state of boredom. Actually, there are quite afew things I can do... For example, play counter-strike the duper old school game, do some workouts, sleep or... Go loiter around the neighborhood. I can't ball now since we're going later tonight...

Oh talking about counter-strike, anyone who wants to play, feel free to let me know :D

Where am I

Current feelings: Fucked up.

Basically did nothing today. Wanted to ball in the evening but it was fucking raining and so I decided to watch Mission Impossible 3... A great show I would say, the gadgets are so cool and man... Tom Cruise is the bomb.
Oh, I watched NBA in the morning, Lakers took on Sonics and it was a really great game. Kobe did us proud by hitting a jumper at the last few seconds, giving Lakers a 2 point lead over Sonics. This places Lakers at the top of the Western Conference together with Suns. Good job Kobe, I love you, you are my man.

I shall go grab some skippy x sunshine bread now. My favorite :D peace out.

First loot of the year

Bad Sunday

Went for mini chilling section at SC's house last night again. As usual, talk cock, chill, drink some sick shit and played abit of 'tennis' :D however, the strange thing is that the person who kinda 'jio-ed' me to drink the week before didn't turn up! That is totally bad... Hahaha!

I'm so not feeling good this Sunday morning. Still can feel the sourish alcohol in my tummy... And I can't sense my soul; feel my heart and see the usual thing with my eyes. Emotional. Hahaha!


This is what you eat on a lonely, emotional, pissed, scared, sick and lost Sunday.

My Sunday lunch.

I really hate it when you wake up and everything feels so wrong. Fucking cunt. Ahahaha!

Share some $

Been living the high life recently, well... Not that high actually, but buying what I want and eating what I like, drinking some craps and rubbish on weekends, I guess thats considered pretty shiok :D
However... Until a few moments ago, when I settled down and did some calculations for my funds, I found out I'm fucking financially unstable! Haha... Lucky Chinese New Year is round the corner... And I'm still waiting for my cousin to pay me the NDS Lite money. My gaw.. Can February come quick, I need a "re-fund"! Hahaha!

Guess I'll have to lay low after this weekend, exam is round the corner anyway, I shall be a hardworking boy; stay at home and study ( :

... I hope. :D

Sweet!

I just had the most amazing dream from my afternoon nap. She is so chill with me and my cliques at her house party and we're like totally doing no shit but chill, sweet. ( :

Did the easiest lab test ever on the planet. Fucking MCT is easy shit, all I did was fill in some blanks, edit some errors and here we go, 90 out of 100. Project 2 is almost done as well, left with a website and report. I'm going to sweep them all now so... Fuck these shit!

After tomorrow... I'll be a happy man.

Hate that I like you

A quick post before bed. Assignments incoming, going for Micro-controller Technology lab test later in the morning, then GEMs presentation in the afternoon and Bioinstruments' lab practice after it. So its gonna be a 8 to 5 fucked up day! And Thursday is the deadline of my Project 2, haven't do the application follow up part, haven't even touch the website thing and report seems so lost... So much! But still, I can always make time for special people, special events :D

I'm feeling so out of love. The feeling just sucks when you're all about wanting to know what is someone doing, where is he/she blablabla and it seems so hard to just ask... Doesn't it? Haha...

L&B afternoon

The weather is so lovely right now... The gentle breeze through my window makes me feel so fresh. Practicing maths, kinda boring... How I wish its holidays, then I'll ask all my friends for a picnic :D

All I want for Chinese New Year: Clot royale china silk shirt, a pair of dark jeans with nice wash and a pair of Visvim Neon :D ahahaha, but it's not gonna happen, maybe only the jeans.

Aight, I shall continue with my maths for now...

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Looks like I failed myself again... Spent more time chilling than studying hahaha! I did some workout at night again as I wasn't feeling much ache from last night's training... And the time now is 11:30, I should head for bed. Good night...

Heh...

FUCK! My fucking cat just vomited on my bed! And its no normal vomit, the substance, or whatever you call it, fucking looked like shit! Arghhhh! Guess problems come with old age... ) :

The following images may be disturbing...

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Ahahaha! It does look like crap! Good job Mimi... I mean, fuck you.


Anyway, we went to chill on Saturday night. Firstly, we graped some booze from 7-11, went to 809's void deck and started our chilling session! I shall not elaborate on the content but it was cool; simple and peaceful. Next we headed to bottle tree village to 'rape' some prawns. There were big, small and medium ones :D ahaha, ok thats not the main point. What I was trying to say is that they're delicious! Fresh and juicy. Then at around 3:30 we went to some Dim Sum stall at Thomson, had some food, relax, talk cock before heading home.

As for Sunday, I didn't do anything, or rather, didn't feel like. Slacked at home, looked at the sky, think about girls, I mean girl, oh no, I mean life :D hahaha!

Oh yah, I finally feel like working out after so long... Thanks to someone who said I became 'smaller size'. Hmmm... Haven't I always been small built? Hahaha, ok I think she meant weaker... And being WEAK! Is no good! So I've decided to do some PT whenever I'm free. Hope I'll feel sore tomorrow cause if I don't, I would've wasted the time I just spent...

Oh! And I found out 2 of my primary school friends had their birthdays on today! I wonder if I'll ever meet someone with the same as me :D

And RP people are heading to school again tomorrow, have fun :D

Just 3 Words

School reopened and I've kinda finished my fucked up Project 2 after redoing it thrice... But there's more to come... Still got to do a follow up application and some bullshit report.

AND

22nd of January marks the start of my exam! My god! I better be well prepared this time... Since its the last run for year 2... Stress level rising! :D


Three things
in life that, once gone, never come back -

1. Time
2. Words
3. Opportunity

Three things in life that can destroy a person -

1. Anger
2. Pride
3. Unforgiveness

Three things in life that you should never lose-

1. Hope
2. Peace
3. Honesty

Three things in life that are most valuable -

1. Love
2. Family & Friends
3. Kindness

Three
things in life that are never certain -

1. Fortune
2. Success
3. Dreams

I hate to go to bed at night cause its so serene... So Serene...

Happy New Year!

Funny shit and look at my MYUK wallet! Old school :D

This my first post of 2008! This is so cool! Hahaha... Went to Aloysius's house last night for a coutdown kinda thing. Had fun playing majong although I'm a newbie but I love to call myself "God of Gamble" and I don't know why :D & of course my usual craps. Well, I hope 2008 will prove to be a good year since I did something that I've always wanted to but couldn't, on the first day of the year :D

Oh yeah, I've been using some gay ass Nokia 6070 phone since my w310i gave me some 'hearing' problem. I seriously think SE is more user-friendly than Nokia... This shit can't even check messages! Check as in select/box specific messages...

Ok, now for my new year resolutions:
- To share my wealth, mind and soul with someone special. Ahahaha! This is retard :D
- To... 'Kio' as much money as I can!
- To ball like Kobe Bryant. Hahaha!

Ok, I shall go take a bathe and start doing things for the 'first time' in this new year :D

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I just watched my first movie for 2008 awhile ago, Alien VS Predator 2. It wasn't as great as what the trailer promised... But still, all the cloaking and high technology impressed me haha!

Tomorrow is school again and it totally sucks when you know there's so much catching up to do... But its ok, I made a promise to myself. From tomorrow onwards, I shall be twice as hardworking as I used to be. You'll know twice isn't that much if you understand how hardworking I used to be :D

Anyway, I still can't believe its 2008... Its like, everyone only live 2007 once, in fact, we only live each day once in our lifetime. How I wish I had spent every single day of 2007 wisely. I guess humans never appreciate things until they're gone, so true ahaha!

Chirstmas rocks!

Christmas eve & early Christmas

The party at SC's house was a blast! Food were okay. We had:
- Ham by YL from 1 degree 15. I would say its tasty, but c'mon, what can we expect, its 1 degree 15 :D
- Spaghetti by Sophie was pretty good, but it was my first time eating spaghetti with sausages source.
- Mash Potatoes by Sophie again? Not too sure but it was good, pure potato, I like.
- Chicken bought by Irwin. Quite small, doesn't look appealing after all the ripping and digging by kC.
- Salad by Sophie YET AGAIN! Pretty awesome, I was kinda surprised by the taste when I place it in my mouth! Sweet!

These were all the food I tried, but the jellies from my mum were definitely the bomb :D

We played some PSP and PS2, which pretty much brought out the geeky side of me, but its ok, who doesn't love games? Then we started the drinking game and some people seems like they're feeling it big time :D ahahaha! But man, I got to admit I was close to dying... Haha!

I went home at around 5:40 cause I kinda miss my bed out of a sudden :D hahaha!

Christmas's noon

Woke up at 12 and went to kC's house for Christmas Lunch. The food were pretty much the same, ham, chicken wings, Spaghetti, etc, etc. kC was about to leave for work when I got there so I was pretty bored... Plus I kinda had a minor hangover... Went off at around 5 cause I've got the sudden urge to get present for some special someone :D but I guess I pussied out! Hahaha, just like me... ) :

Went to ball after that, quite chilling, ran, jumped and shot around like how I always do. And soon realized I haven't fucking had dinner! So we traveled to Chong Pang, ate some BCM, chilled and off we went! Haha! I took a alternative route home though, wanted to see if fate really exist, but I guess it didn't for tonight :D haha! I believed in fate, I mean I still do, but tonight just wasn't the one...

Ok, the following are some rants I got to voice.

Firstly, I want to thanks WanJun for the packet of condom. I don't really need it but I guess its the thought that counts.
Secondly, I found out my fucking cellphone spoilt! Fuck it! My contract is not even up and I had been constantly praising my cell for being hardy and now it died on me?! Well, not dead but fuck, can't hear the opposite party is bad enough! I'm going to fucking look for some cheap ass lobang for a fucking phone now ) :
Thirdly, I'm fucking hungry now!!! But I guess a slice of cheese and glass of milk will do the job.


My blogskin is kinda dead isn't it? Haha, been trying to look for some good ones and I'm really lazy to custom one, so... Yeah...

Christmas had been great but it would've been awesome if...

You were mine :)

Merry Christmas!

It's Christmas again! Let's rejoy and recall all the happy moments of 2007! Heading to SC's house for a mini party soon but before that, let's listen to this wonderful Christmas song by BoA again :D

AHAHAHA!!! This have got to be the funniest bullshit ever!!!

FUCK! I can feel the chill down my spin, aches between joints, a running nose and bad throat! C'mon... Not now, its the holidays seasons and I'm falling sick?! You got to be kidding...

And what did I do today? Basically nothing, except shooting some balls in the evening. But I guess I needed this rest... So its all good. Anyway, I better be in bed now, gonna be a healthy kid again the next time I wake up :D

Where'd you go, I miss you so...

Oh my god, I'm so in love with Quando, quando, quando! Hahaha... So fucking tired right now, let's check in and have a goodnight rest :)

So bored.

Bad weather, bad weather.

Feeling so sore right now... Did around 100 pushups yesterday from balling and fucking balled again this morning. Was about to head to town when my body kinda "PM-ed" me, saying my fatigue level is too high and that I needed a rest! Haha, therefore being a obedient and health conscious person, I went to sleep :D

The atmosphere is kinda emotional right now ahaha! Cold, lonely and dark... Guess its time for a plate of warm and yummy stewed chicken wings rice :D hahaha!

Siao liao.

Oh my god, check out this chick in Supreme, pretty hot huh :D

I just slept from 1 to 6, wonder how am I gonna spend tonight... Haha!

Out of nuts

Bill Gates used to have over 100 billions and I realized he can spend 3 million a day, everyday for 100 years. Unreal. Hahahaha...

How sweet ( :

Great...

These are some of the photos from my Bintan trip. Forgot to bring cam for the Batam one but fuck that, I'm feeling the next trip already.

The fucking big house we lived in, it's fucking SGD$1k per night.

This the public/resort pool. But...

Who gives a damn bout that man, me got my own private pool fool! Ahahaha! :D

Anyways, today is a pretty awesome day, balled in school with my friends before heading to KFC for talk cock session haha! Daniel is one hell of a baller man, I knew he is good, but he is kinda over expectation :D hmm, headed home after that, can't be bothered to go for the Biomedical Instrumentation lecture. Got home, chilled, fell asleep and was late for balling session haha, my bad, my bad. And here I am, chilling again...

Tomorrow is the last day of school! But it gonna be long... BI quiz in the morning, can't cut class, math tutorial from 3 to 5, should be important, can't cut yet again... Haha, looks like tomorrow is gonna be a bad day ) : so I hope my angel would make it a good one for me :D ahaha!

Good and bad things have been happening to me lately..
1) My K3's ear piece spoilt and I can't bear to spend money to get an replacement...
2) My fucking project 2 can't work again despite me already doing it twice! Fuck that shit man, looks like I'll have to do my 3rd in the holidays.

Hmmm, nothing much for good things actually, probably only 1 but I won't really consider it good, well, maybe it is but probably not :D haha, my god! I'm getting more and more contradicting!

Better go take a look at my BI stuffs although its gonna be an open book quiz. I'm so in love with Clumsy by Fergie and Sway by Bic Runga... Haha, Peace out ( :

Something cute

Who doesn't thinks Hayden Panettiere is cute?! I think she is hella cute! :D




Just a random post before heading to school. Today is gonna be a long day! :D

Uncool.

Holiday mood, activated.

Feel it

Every morning I'll check out the horoscope section in "Life" and look at Pisces, Leo, Gemini and Libra. But now, there is a new horoscope to notice! Cancer! Ahahahaha! Oh my god, I'm such a retard :D

Anyway, me is hella poor right now and will try to save up as much as I can but... life is too short to miss out! So I guess it doesn't hurt to spend that tiny winy bit for fun :D haha!

My, my, if I can have 1 wish now, I wish for all the wealth! Oh, wait... Maybe I should wish for something else, like... Little bit of L.O.V.E, a whole lot of fun or... Ok, that should be good, hahaha!

Lastly, I can't fucking wait for the holidays man! Feeling it big time! Time to hibernate till 15th :D ahahaha!

Fresh

Oh my god, what a lovely morning! Let's go out to play! :D

Feeling weak!

Maybe physical fitness really does matter. Feel that I'm moving kinda slow while balling and can't hold the ball well... I'm causing way too much turnovers!!! Arghh.. Another reason is maybe I'm too chilled. Hahaha, don't seems to feel exhausted after games, maybe its because I don't have the chance to be tired or because I'm too relaxed and doesn't move much... Aiya, whatever man, I just got to do something about it...

Enough said.

'Girlfriend(s)' > Buddies > Random girls > Other people's girlfriend :D

Cool...

My, my, my, check these Stussy tees out! I'm so gonna get them... ...




And this Clot tee:



I am so gonna get them!!! ... When I have cash that is ) :


Feeling so sore now from all the 'test stress', lack of rest and balling... Gonna get some sleep soon.

^ ^

Fuck you slut! Fucking bitch! Slut! Fucking whore!

Thumbs up

Man, The Game Plan is such a awesome movie, be sure to catch it. My eyes haven't gotten so watery since Second Hand Lion... Haha, I know, I know, that sounds kinda sissy but c'mon, that show is way too touching man... Totally amazing show.

What if...

Life is getting intense. Money management hasn't been too wise... Feeling extremely poor currently!!! To double the trouble, my health hasn't been well either. Sometimes when you are sick, doesn't you wish there's a girlfriend or boyfriend to heal you with unconditioned love? Haha... *Day-dream* :D

Sometimes on these breezy nights, with symphonious music humming through the ear piece, I can't help but wonder what would the world be if I disappeared? Or, what kind of situation would I be in now if I had had done this or that in the past...? Just some monkey thoughts :D

Guess I have figured out why I feel so messed up all these while. Its probably because of the poor grades I get in school, resulting in a what-seems-like dim future... I may not be able to change, but I will seek my way through...

Haven't felt such tranquil for quite sometime. How weird... All the troubles seem to have vanished... If this music would last forever; time freeze like lakes.

Times to rest my feeble body... Goodnight ( :

All or nothing?

you know how much you meant to someone when all you made was a small error, and they never came back.

A weekend's reverie

If you were mine, I would bring you to a place, where we can sit down, relax and chill. I'll get the sweetest beverage meant for you, tell you how beautiful you are, let you sleep in my arms and the hands of time stroke by us...

Fuck you

Life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks, life sucks.

So much work left unseen, undone. Maybe those work never even existed. Looks like I'm going crazy. School appears to be a hindrance to my life & I doesn't seem to have learn anything in the past 4 weeks since school reopened.
Feels like I'm surrounded by people who doesn't understand. Where have all the nice people gone?

Haven't been sleeping well. The ridiculous thing is that, I've just gotten a new mattress. The old mattress had become so 'thin' that every time weight is applied, the springs could be felt! If only someone would give me a massage on the neck and shoulder area now... :D

I'm not emo or whatever. I'm just amused, amused by how naive I can be at times.

L is for the way you made me lost

Looks like I'm gonna have quite some 'free' time from today onwards. Or maybe I always had, just that I invited some 'trouble' for nothing. But it's all good now. NYP reopened, everybody will have their own stuffs to do.

Happy Birthday to Samantha who is having her 18th birthday tomorrow. This is the best I can do.

Its really tough when sometimes all you wished for is something that you know is never gonna happen.

I used to say true love is when you see the person you love smiling happily, hand in hand, walking down the beach with the person they love. Well,

HOW THE FUCK CAN THAT BE TRUE!?

Sad to say, the only reason I see that scenario coming true is when you've stopped loving them... There is no fucking way you'll feel happy watching the person you like being with another, absolutely no way.



Thats how I personally feel. Maybe there are some special being with an extraordinary heart who is actually capable of doing so.

.kcuf

What is the worst feeling in life? To me, I think its being so close yet, so... Untouchable... And I'm not referring to physical actions. I'm referring to everything! I don't know how to put my feelings into words and don't think I should.

Anyways, I bought a Nintendo DS Lite and I think its totally awesome. I used to think playing with stuffs like that makes one geek. Well, I still believe so but I guess thats who I really am. I'm beginning to hate so much... I hate going to school, hate life, hate everything about myself and hate people! I don't even feel how I used to when I see a beautiful lady on the street. I guess I'm just slightly depressed and over emotional.

Well, thats the power of what 1 person can do...

Uncool

Chalet was good, filled with laughers and dramas :D but I thought it was bad as well. After the chalet, I seems to have become so, so, so restless! (& emotional. Haha...)

Maybe it's because of school's reopen.
Maybe it's because of work tomorrow.
Maybe it's because I failed my BTT.
Maybe it's because of someone, somethings.

I don't know.

Anyway, school's reopen really sucks. Its straight after 2 days of work! And to make matter worst, most of my friends are still having vacations! Totally uncool.

As for the working part, I'm still able to find an excuses to make myself feel better. We're finally down to the last 2 days! Hahaha...

Hmmm, about the BTT, I know I could have passed if I had been one tenth more serious, arghhh... But I guess it's cool since I managed to book another slot on the 8th of October. All I got to do is to run away from school... ... :D

And now... I shall lay back and be emotional about my pathetic life.

If I could turn back the hands of time...

Awesome

I'm having an amazing morning right now, slept at 9 last night, which means I'm fully charged right now, 11 hours of sleep! I know that sounded normal but its really special when your 11 hours start from 9pm to 8am. You'll feel real fresh! Anyway, another thing is that I got awake by a sms by a special someone :D ahahaha! Hmmm... It would've been better if I had my results now but it's only gonna be released a 2:30...

I still have a long day ahead so I guess it's time for breakfast! Haha!

Yeah! Finally! 2 days of work brings weekdays and weekdays mean chill, rot and fun! Hahaha... Work is fine, get to interact with people, look at tall girls, short girls, obese girls, skinny girls, all girls :D hahaha! And of course, increase the 'pay-pot' day by day ahaha!

But now...

I'm so lost! I don't know where and how to start and no ideas seem workable to me...
Ok, this is the scenario: There is this person who's been on my mind since then, till now and I guess will always be... This 'special person' :D hahaha! Well, I guess it's really up to me; or maybe fate plays an part too...?

I think fate loves toying with me. Things that I want, I can never get. They are either:

1) too far away and is not within my reach; or
2) already picked by others.

Maybe I'm too blinded by things I have desire for and neglected many of the good stuffs around me. But I guess this makes me human :)

Me ain't got life.

FUCK!

I totally wasted this week... All I did was like, chilled out for roughly 9 hours in total, skate for around 4 to 5 hours, balled for about 3 hours and went to gym once. What the fuck? And you should have guess what I was doing most of the time, yes, rotting at home like a rock.

Tomorrow is yet another day for an episode of "battle in a mascot" day 5. Haha, the feeling kinda suck but there is money to be made! So I guess I'll just have to pull it through... Well, at least tomorrow marks the middle of this war. Hahaha!

Mend my broken heart

I'll be there for you if you should need me & you don't have to change a thing, I like you just the way you are...

Today wasn't spent wisely. Woke up at 11:30, rotted till 5 before heading to gym... Thats all for the day. Hahaha!

Feeling good

Finally its weekdays! Hahaha! I know this sounded weird but this is what people who work on weekends and chill on weekdays would say :D

Today was extraordinary unbearable. I think it's because we spent a quarter of our break going to the place and deciding what to eat(while standing and walking), another quarter eating(sitting of course) and the next half queuing for the legendary durian puff of Ang Mo Kio Hub :D hahaha! So, subtracting the eating time, we stood for about 7 hours in total today.

Feeling so sore now... Guess I'll be going to bed in er... Probably the next 2 hours time :D hahaha!

Take it easy fools

Sometimes when things aren't within your control, its really advisable to simply close both your eyes, sit back and relax.

Rolling...

Worked my ass out today. And when I say 'worked my ass out', I don't mean body building. It's working as a mascot, a amusing, clownish mascot. It's freaking tired but I guess its cool since we only work on weekends and get a pretty decent 12 bucks pay.

Working is actually great, it gives me a sense of 'manhood'. Haha, I know this may sound absurd but when I work, I feel that money I earn is practically mine! I worked hard for it! Having a stack of cash or admirable digits in bank mean no shit if they are allowance given by parents. Man, I don't really know how to put it but the feeling is just right. An astonishing sense of achievement. ^_^

Got to sleep, waking up at eff-ing 8am for another step to 'manhood' :D ahahaha!

*rubbish :D

Something to remember

Never confuse the people who are always around you, with the people who are always there for you.

Longboarding is cool, feeling the breeze gushing through your face, your arms... But of course it can't be compared to those physical affections we used to share. Sometimes I can't help but to wonder if all those spoken words were lies; or were they meant to be...

Maths exam on Wednesday, I'm probably not gonna make it... Tried out 2 pass year papers and nothing seems right... Things are going way too wrong... Way too wrong...

Sir, If this is a nightmare, I think its time for me to wake up...

Let's get retarded

What is the most blessed 'item' on earth other than beer and sex? Hehe...

Why

I don't even want to care, don't even wanna give a damn! But strangely, it seems to bother me like its in my skin.

Its really strange when you start caring about things that isn't even suppose to your problem... And the strangest of it is that you start caring a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day... There seems to be this psychotic force making you do it... Seems to have no stopping to it.

Damn, I'm on the way down.

We have to do it again...

Love?

It's when you are ready to sacrifice basically anything for the person you love. Lets be realistic, don't talk about life or ridiculous stuffs. Talk about quality time, for example, working hard to give the special one a good life, willing to give up outings with friends to take care of them when they are ill or at least when they need you around, without complaining.

Love is not expecting the person to change for you but to change yourself for the better because of them.. Don't you think its absurd if you expect them to change because of you? If thats the case, then why the heck did you get together in the first place? You love someone because they are themselves, the smile, the voice and even the flaw...

And lastly, when you truly love someone, you will always be ready to forgive them no matter what they did... Of course time is needed, varies from individual.

Just my personal 2 cents view on love :D

Fucking dead.

I think I'm eff-ing dead, lost interest in studies... Time spent in school getting lesser and lesser, don't even want to go school no more. I actually went school for an hour before heading home again... If anyone is to save me from this devastate, it'd better be now...

你知道吗，我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

Keep living

Gosh! Haven't blogged for weeks (well, it felt like months :D) Went to work as mascot in CBD areas like Orchard and Raffles. Pretty fun, know some new people, earned some easy money :D hahaha! less than 20 days to exam, in fact, only 13 days left. I haven't started my revision or anything and seriously doubt I will in anytime to come, so I guess I can wipe my shinning ass and prepare to retake some modules. Hahahaha!

Haha, I'm feeling amused over myself right now. Have you ever had the feeling like at one moment you were feeling so damn angry that you didn't do something while you had the chance, and yes, I mean damn angry and pissed. And then at another, you'll feel that its so not right to do something like that (whatever thing).

Anyway,
I'm crazy. Ahahahaha! :D

Life Bored

Did quite a lot of random stuffs recently, Transformer is indeed good, decent storyline, awesome visual and audio and last but not least, hot chick :D hahaha! Time seems to pass so fast, feel like I doesn't have enough time to do my stuffs, but yet, seems like I have lots of free time to do laze around. Looks like I'll have to be more organized when dealing with work...

GEMs presentation on Wednesday and we're going to do it tomorrow... Looks like the coming 2 days are gonna tough.

35 days to semester exam... & 49 to holidays.

Life. Tough.

"I can still remember certain conversations we had, but never the important ones. I can pull aside tiny moments, random moments. Every time I think of them, it amazes me, how the simplest,smallest things, can turn into a lasting and replaying memory..."

Got back 4 of my test papers, results are as expected but It's really demoralizing when almost half of the class get scores like 70+, 80+ when my highest is only 59. To be honest, the papers aren't hard, I know I can score well, just didn't put in enough effort... However, yesterday is yesterday and I'm going to live my life to the fullest today, I'll try as many things as I can, learn as many things as I can and have all the fun I can get! Hahaha! But then again, I'm still incomplete ) :

Tomorrow is Friday again and its time to chill! Hahaha, Weekends are just so precious when there is school...

Feeling kinda 'emo' right now, partially because of my results and mainly of my life. Haha, my life is kinda pathetic, have no girls, no money but only a bunch of fools whom I call friends :D hahaha!

Shit! School's at 8 tomorrow, better sleep now! Peace.

The real life.

Went to roller blading last night and I stupidly ramped into a chain. Damn, my hips area is badly bruised. Haha, I don't know how it happened though, I knew the chain was there and yet, I stupidly headed for it... Weird, weird.

Stayed over at kC's place and it was really chilling. Haha, and I got so pissed over my phone. That damn thing just couldn't detect my headset, in other words, I won't be able to listen to music anymore! I was so pissed and started looking through the net for a alternative music gadget, like a mp3 player. Samsung's K3 is pretty cool, Creative Zen V Plus is cheap and decent. But... Before going to bed, I decided to give it one and try and yes, it worked! Ahaha! That means I can save the 200 plus plus bucks! Ahhh... Thanks whoever fixed it :D hahaha!

Went home at around 2:30 and here I am, feeling like I'm in heaven after the warm shower :D hahaha! And yes, its time to chill again. Peace.

is ? What weird

As requested by Sophie:
Please read the rules first: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I'm a Gemini; I've got 2 'faces' :D
2) Is a extremely contradicting person.
3) Doesn't like to wake up later than 10am.
4) Failing is always an option.
5) Love MRT rides ( Provided there are sits :D ).
6) Sees perfections in imperfections.

I got no body to choose to do this thing :d hahaha!

Just finished my OOP test, considered easy but as usual I couldn't do it... Haha... Tomorrow is the last one, let's finish it once and for all.

Test Week stinks

I'm in my test week currently, first three papers are the ones that I thought I knew better, but I guess I didn't manage do well either. Didn't prepare well enough, didn't work hard enough, haha, I guess we harvest what we sow huh? Haha... Left with 2 modules which I've got no idea what is it about, OOP isn't that bad, at least I know simple multiple choices questions. Mechanics is the problem, totally got no idea how to solve the questions. Argh!!! Can't wait for Friday!

Love Language?

Saw this at Sophie's blog and decided to give it a shot, pretty straight forward and some of the questions seem to repeat.


I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Physical Touch

My Detailed Results:
Physical Touch:	10
Quality Time:	8
Words of Affirmation:	6
Acts of Service:	5
Receiving Gifts:	1

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
Check out the Book

Physical Touch: 10 - Actions speak louder than words.
Quality Time: 8 - Time spent together bond things stronger.
Words of Affirmation: 6 - Sometimes words do magic.
Acts of Service: 5 - Love ask for no returns.
Receiving Gifts: 1 - Its the thoughts that count.

Hahaha, looks like the result suit me pretty much :D

Happy Birthday to Me!

Thanks everybody on 14th of June for whatever things!
Here's a little dedication for you :D

Hohoho! I'm offically 18! Hahaha! Went out with the 'regular members' to The Heeren for some sushis at Sakae. Damn, ate so much that I could barely walk haha! Then... Chilled around Cine, played pool before heading to my family chalet with the guys. Gosh, its the first time I got so sick from drinking. I vomited and couldn't get up from the bed. But I'm still pretty much conscious, at least I know whats happening and was able to talk... Haha! Quite a good experience! Got my ass back home at around 8 and slept till 1:30... I got to study! But don't got the feeling to! Haha, this is really really really bad... ...

You can get the song above here

同人不同命

Went to school at one today as I didn't feel the necessity to go for the morning lectures. Looks like I've wasted another day of my life... Come to think about it, I haven't accomplished much in my life. Haven't earn much money myself, haven't done anything to let anyone be proud of. And my education life, except getting first in class during primary 1 and second at primary 6, I haven't really accomplish much. 14 points in O levels, no big deal, moved on to Polytechnic, 1.7GPA for year 1. What the fuck is this? Sometimes I'm really envy of the people who are born with a silver spoon, doesn't have much worries, well, at least on the finance part. But everytime I have this sinful thought, I'll comfort myself by thinking that at least, I'm well-built, have a considerably nice family, friends who I suppose who'll be there for me and most importantly, I have the right to make choices in life. Hmmm... I guess I'm living good, just ain't living right. Hahaha...

Alright, I think the first change I'm going to make is to score well in my coming Mid-Semester Test. But I doubt I can do it. Hahaha, I'll try... Then I think I'll work during the next long vacation. And the first money I'll try to 'earn' is by selling off my fish stuffs... Doesn't considered as earnings cause I bought them and selling off as second hand, so... No profit! Hahaha!

Today is special!

Today is a special day! Look at the date! Its 05/06/07! Hahaha! Ok la, not that special, just that this only comes once a life time... I'm so glad that we're all alive! Hahaha!

Hmm, my ass have been so freaking itchy nowadays, I wonder why... I swear I wash it with soap at least 2 times everyday! Maybe its because of the recent balling, basketball makes an ass sweat! Haha!

3 more days to holidays! Actually, I'm already acting as if its holidays now. Hahaha! Only have to go for GEMs test tomorrow and then... Thursday, nothing much, haven't decide if I should or shouldn't go, and Friday! Last day of this term! Hahaha! Can't wait!

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I just found my favorite of the favorite song! From Devil's Wear Prada Check it out!

Back to the old school!

Old songs never fail to brighten me up. The harmonious blend of beat and lyrics seems to have lived through the ages and still living as a gift in our time. Remember, the song, "Can't take my eyes off you" from the Heineken beer's advertisement? So beautiful... The song I love right now is... Mambo No.5! Hahaha! Love the beat!

Hmmm... A few more days to holiday, and I've got chalet on the first day of holiday! Hahaha... Don't know if I should be excited or lost. I only have 2 weeks holiday and you know, time at chalets pass kinda fast... Aiya! We''ll take 1 step at a time :D hahaha!

Night

Yesterday night was... I don't know what to call it. Met Kam Chuen and Hiang Peng at around 10:30, took the train to Doby Ghuat. Went to play pool at Pool Junction, great place, awesome ambiance for chilling but kinda pricey though, $18.80 for around 1 and a half hour. Wanted to catch some bean curd you tiao but the stall is shutting down already. So we settled down at the Banquet and had some pratas. Nothing to do after that, walked all the way to Orchard and chilled at the 24 hour cafe thing in cine till the 1st train of the day.

Woke up at 1 and the day is so sunny, wonder what I'm going to do next...

24 hour cafe in cine

Finally, RWP presentation is over... I guess I did a average job, should be able to get a pass. Well, at least I hope I can get a pass :D hahaha! Finished Return of the condor heroes today and it felt good! But I really hate the parts when YangGuo and XiaoLongNui repeatedly call each other's name... "Guo'er", "Long'er", "Guo'er", "Long'er"... Dude! Give me a break! Hahaha... However, JinYong's novel really awesome... Love them!

Tomorrow or rather, today, is Vesak Day, some buddist day I suppose. And we get a public holiday! Hoo-ray! Hahaha! Damn, 6 more days of school and holidays are here! Can't wait!!!

Someone in IRC just said, sleeping late at night and waking up around noon is shit when compared to sleeping early and waking up early for breakfast. Got to agree with that... Remember how I used to enjoy my breakfast with a cup of lipton tea and pancakes or toasted breads... Some food just taste better when you eat then in the morning, let's say... Between 8 to 10, not that early right? The air feels the best before 8.

Kinda tired due to the lack of sleep from the pass few days now... Better take a rest soon. Peace.

Sucks

RWP presentation later on, fuck it! Anyway, all the best to my group members, just my group, other groups can screw off :) I mean it. Hahaha! Had been kinda busy these days, don't even know what I'm busy with... Haiz, life is tough, especially when you don't have a girlfriend to share your sorrows and joys. Better go sleep, getting pretty late.

Weak me

Today marks the last day of e-learning week. Finished most of my stuffs, maybe left with some little bits here and there. Did my OOP quiz this morning and got 80/100, guess thats considered pretty good, got the same score for both of my quizzes, secured 8% out of 10% for this module already :D hahaha! Got to finish up my RWP presentation, the most senseless and useless module.

Pirate of Caribbean 3 isn't as great as expected, pretty confusing and there is no moral in this show. There isn't much romance, not much brotherhood, friendship, in simple, this film didn't touch me. Maybe this is how a pirate movies' suppose to be like. Haha.

Maybe I'm back to how I used to live my life, sitting here, facing this screen everyday and night, watching movies and dramas, playing stupid games and other random stuffs. I hate this life!!! It sucks! But what else can I do... Study is an option but not a choice that I would take :D haha... I'm hopeless. Lazy and getting so out of shape.

Recent events.

Finally we're in the E-learning week! Went to TP on Friday as they have some carnival thing... Walked around, nothing much to see or buy. But I noticed something... The girls in TP definitely know how to doll themselves up when compared to SP girls! Haha... Wonder if its a good sign or not... Anyway, went to town with my homies and ate seafood at our regular "kopitiam" near youth park and cine. Walked around cine before heading home...

Did 2 of my E-learning assignments on Saturday, GEMs' movie review and maths question. Watched several movies recently and "We Were Soldiers" and "My Sassy Girl" left the best impression. Especially "My Sassy Girl", gosh, it was such a amazing Korean love film... Showed viewers the real meaning of fate. A really marvellous and heart whelming movie. 9/10! Haha!

Erm... I fall sick on Sunday, been on bed almost the whole day, had fever at night, 39.3 degrees... Had been awhile since I fall so sick. Because of this, my maths project meeting was postponed to Tuesday cause I don't think I can recover on Monday for the meeting.

And today! Went to meet my friends at Northpoint's MacDonald's for the stupid maths project but we realised that it was too noisy there, so we decided to move to a quieter area and ended up at 213 void deck. We're all set to take the retard video of me giving a tutorial for a maths question but the digital camera's video recording function ain't clear enough to record the words on the paper... So we decided to head back to school tomorrow, Wednesday, to finish up the damn thing with majong paper and marker! Hahaha!

And the most most most retarded thing that happened to me today is the quiz on Introduction to Biomedical Engineering module. Because the quiz only allowed single attempt and there's a 40 minutes time limit, I had to work fast. I was so scared and panicked that I didn't know what to do at first so I asked dude lunnie for help. Everything was going well until question 9 out of 20. The damn thing hanged... So I phoned my dear Mr Kumar and asked him to reset the damn thing for me and he did. But after that, the browser fucking hanged at question 14! So I had to call again and get it reset. And I guess you know what I'm gonna say.. It hanged again. Hahaha! What the fuck?! Now I'll have to head to school tomorrow to do this stupid quiz... Dumb.

A regular Wednesday

Today is a pretty cool day, our GEMs teacher is a really really cool guy! Can talk to him about anything under the sun, sexuality, pornography, gangsterism, on and on, great guy. RWP is not that bad actually, but only applicable for lesson time. Hahaha... Having presentation on week 7 and 8 I think... Suck. I hate to do the preparations!

A bit on NBA. Warriors' out of playoff! Pretty sad but it's already a very marvelous achievement for them for making the playoffs. **Clap clap** Cleveland is 1 game away to Eastern Championship game and Chicago is making a great effort on the come back, winning over the Pistons today, falling just 1 game behind, 3 - 2.

Arghhh, my ankle is hurting almost every night, got no idea why... It's that kind of sourish feeling, really bad. And the worst thing is, I can only lay on one side when I sleep cause of my ankle. It seems to be 'blocked' by the bed and it hurts if I don't keep to the other side. Haha... Stupid.

E-learning is a few days away, which means school is going out! Yeah! Hahaha! Man, time flies, it's less than a month to June 17th, are you excited my friends :D hahaha! But the bad news is, my exam or rather tests, are gonna be straight after my 2 weeks June break! Fuck!

Gonna go check out a little on my Programming test tomorrow now. Peace.

Suck

Tuesday is finally over! Hahaha... Haven't been in the best of mood lately. Probably heart problems :D haha... And I got no fucking idea why are there fucking pimples growing on my chest and back when I clean myself so nicely everyday! They just came out of a sudden! Haiz... Really, things like these are getting on my nerves... And my ankle, seems to be okay the first 3, 4 days but today, it's freaking painful! The ache just won't go away... Tomorrow has the most hated RWP again, haha, all the best ( :

FIXED!

HECKYAH! My blog is fixed! Ahahaha! Saw the solution from Tammy's blog, okay don't have to know who is she if you don't :D and by the way, I'm not a regular to her blog, just happened to be checking it out :D

My ankle is still good, maybe stretched some ligaments, a month of rest should give me 100% recovery. Hahaha... Nothing too serious at all. And we're playing WarCraft 3 again! Can't believe it either. Hahaha, Life's just too bored.

Man, tomorrow is Tuesday again, I really hate Tuesday. School from 8 to 5, what the hell? Actually it's not that bad... But I'm just too lazy. Hahaha!
I'm horny, horny, horny, horny, horny, horny. Hahaha! Ok. I'm mad

Just came back from balling with a injured ankle. May be going for checkup cause it might be broken... Haha! Look at the right ankle, seems pretty bad huh? Yeah, the pain is not intends but it's constant... Every second is a sourish ache at that area... Looks like I won't be going to school tomorrow. Muahaha!

Another Week!

Thanks YouLun for the alcohol detector idea, I guess my team did a fairy good job on its presentation this morning :D

Just finished my workout. Damn, I need some heavier dumbells... It's either my weights are too light or I'm not training hard enough, I don't know... Haha! There are so many things I want to buy!!! I need a cooler BMX and I'm feeling very tempted to get a PSP lately. Almost everyone is carrying a PSP and there're just too many things you can do with it! Huge memory space from external memory chips, internet surfing capability and of course, it's original high resolution and detailed graphical game play function. Regreted not earning money during the holidays... So deprived of cash right now, haha... Guess I'll just have to live with the temptation :)

And when is this blog error thing gonna be fixed man... Everything is still juggled up and it's really getting on my nerves...

Tomorrow is Thursday again! Hahaha, after tomorrow, everything will be just fine... It's gonna be another lovely weekend! Hahaha! Hmmm, got to hand up Mechanics assignment and... There is gonna be some time-wasting Programming quiz.
Hope tomorrow will be a great day :D

Headache!

Tuesday, Tuesday, the day I hate the most because of it's long school schedule. Haha, I used to love Wednesday but the stinky RWP stopped me from longing Wednesday's arrival :D

E-learning week is on her way, 2 more weeks babe, 2 more weeks to 1 week of so-call holiday! Ahahahaha! Quizes and lab tests are coming up cause of E-learning, no good, no good, headache, headache and in fact, I'm having a bad headache now... And I'm feeling weirder with every word I type... I should really go to bed soon...

What the fuck?

What the heck, the area where I type my stuffs is totally distorted! Everything is misplaced... I have tried using FireFox and IE, both give me the same thing. I have restarted my laptop, cleared cookies and stuffs, they still show me the same shit! Arghhhh!!! Anyway, I fall ill on Saturday... Probably from too much popcorn on Friday, hahaha! Well, I haven't recovered but should be getting better...

This week is gonna be a pretty stressful week... RWP presentation again on Wedneday cause our team's presentation was kinda crappy last Wednesday and got to redo ): and, the Princple of Mechanism thing dues this Thursday and I don't know no shit from that module at all... And the weather is way too hot man, I'm sweating just by sitting in front of my laptop...

I guess thats all for today, any one who've got any idea how to solve my blog thing problem, please save me!

Yesterday was a exciting day! Went to watch Spiderman Maraton with Phil and Jason. Wasn't able to call the others cause it was way too last minute. We're cycling around then suddenly one of them mentioned about the Maraton and I was like, "let's go!" Hahaha! The thing starts at 7 but we only managed to get on a cab at 6:48... To make things worst, there were bad traffics. Oh, we watched it at Great World City's GV Grand. Well, the 'Grand' word does make a difference to other cinemas I guess... Haha.

The show is great, the package is inclusive of freeflow pop corns and drinks. My throat is hurting from the popcorns haha. But! The coolest thing is we get a free ticket! Ahahaha! The whole thing is like $32 and because of the blur screen during Spiderman 1 and 2, they gave us this!
Worth it huh? Freeflow porncorns and drinks, 3 spidy movies and a free ticket! Haha!

From then, till now.

What if you tried so hard, giving all you've got, and only to get back with nothing. The feeling sucks don't it? Can't stand a single moment at home and facing this "life-leech-machine" makes thing worst. Browsed all my regular webbies and nothing left to do.
Balled last night and this morning. Pretty tired and my abs are hurting from the workouts I did yesterday. Time seems to be passing faster and faster...

Feeling kinda lonely and moody now. Maybe it's because of tomorrow's school, maybe its something else... I guess things can never be the same ( :

Where is the girl that would take my breathe away...?