Stay high.

I cannot watch Hong Kong drama.

I cannot watch National Geographic/Animal Planet/Nat Geo Wild.

I cannot watch movies that fall under the category of Romance.

I cannot think of returning to Taipei. I want to. But my heart feels like it's sinking onto a bed of thorns each time I think about it.

Nah. Just kidding. I can do all of the above just fine. I simply chose not to. Guess that's what falling in & out of love is about. We get reminded of that person who used to mean everything to us every now and then. But nobody really cares anymore because it's all matters of the past. 

What is this that I'm feeling tonight...? Probably need something to fill the void in me.

You're gone and I got to stay high all the time, all the time, high all the time, to climb, to keep you off my mind. Staying in my play pretend, where the fun ain't got no end... Can't go home alone again. Need someone to numb the pain.