Sunday, April 20, 2014

"Not telling you"

I want to move closer to you
I've wanted to get to know you since I met you
My heart pounds when I hear your voice
Since the day we first met, I've been absently daydreaming
As soon as I got introduced, I wanted to say hello
But as soon as I couldn't see you, my heart became mixed up
You disappeared, I’m worried to death
Will you be okay? Do you have someone to take care of you over there? I don’t know 
I nearly forgot to breath when you came close
At just your smile, my whole heart pounds
I want to tell you so you can realize the things in my heart 
But I don’t know if telling you right now would be moving too fast
I still don’t know how you feel
If I tell you those words, and your answer is no
If it’s like that, you’ll probably run away 
It’s perfectly enough already if I have you near me
I can hear your voice, I can take care of you from afar
I’ll keep my secrets in my heart
However much it gets to be, I refuse to speak them 
I want to tell you so you can understand my heart
Seriously, I want to tell you those words
But I’m so scared that I’ll be upset
If you can’t accept them, you’ll probably refuse to forgive me for those words 
It’s so frustrating, I have to keep it inside
It’s frustrating, I’m afraid that if I say it, I’m afraid I’ll be upset 
I’ll keep it away until I reveal my heart
I’ll wait for that day, the day I’ll be certain that you think I’m the one
And you’re ready to listen to the things I have inside 
I’ll tell you I love you so you can hear it closely
I’m telling you my love, do you hear me?
If it’s still not clear, you can listen to it again
Do you hear that I love you with all of my heart
- Backroom Audio

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