Lost as ever

The weather these days is so unpredictable. & rain in the evening seems guaranteed.
Kenneth's advance birthday celebration later, followed by my second guard duty for the month tomorrow. Guess I shouldn't be complaining since I already have the benefit of staying out... But then again, that doesn't mean much cause all I do everyday after work is have dinner at home, look at the laptop for another 3 hours before heading to bed.

Sigh... To be honest, I'm quite bored of my current life. But I've got no idea how to go about changing it. Where is that beautiful girl!?!