Wednesday, April 08, 2009

I really need you here tonight

Its funny. I'm feeling heart broken from a love I never had. I thought about it the whole of last night and decided that this bullshit can't go on, this meaningless and exhausting struggle within myself. But today, along this route, I somehow find it hard to smile. I don't know what to do... I just hate it when some people make things look so easy... Maybe I need mercy from above.

Gran Torino is a good show, do catch it. Several movies that I wanna watch are out, but can't find the right moment to catch them.

And we randomly bought a 猫山王 durian. I thought that dude said $10 per kg, so I said ok, but it turned out to be $18/kg. Haha, so we ended up paying $45 for it. What a joke.

Finding someone you love is easy. But finding one who loves you back can be harder than a 1000 miles run. Well, at least for me. I just can't help but feel sorry for myself. I'm beginning to hate myself alittle, beginning to lose faith in everything...

Why the fuck do I have so little pictures on these days...

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