Monsoon, you're late

"If it is possible, would you like to know the day you are going to die?"

My answer is yes. I just need to, so that I can make the necessary amendments to my life before dying. I'm a man of regrets. Well, I wouldn't say all the regrets I had so far are serious, just caused me few weeks of sleepless nights and few days of impractical depression.
You're right, I'm a coward who can't make changes.

I can't remember when was the last time I have no oral ulcers. They have been bugging me for months, re-surfacing at different locations... And my body, I feel weaker day after day. Fever, flu and sore throat are regular. Sigh... I've been as healthier as I can, except for sleeping at 2am occasionally. I'm feeling feverish right now... & it got to be the weather, got to be...

Bloody cold.