Rubbish

If I could, you know I would... but the try would be in vain.
So I cry,
I can't stop the rain

It has been an empty new year for me till now. There hasn't been any specific thing I want to do or feel like doing. I don't seems to care about things so much anymore... No... Maybe I still do, just acting like I don't. Sigh, I know... Sitting around won't get me no where.

Have you ever been so determined about something, and only to have your will shaken the moment you see a smile, hear a laughter or even by just a thought? I guess it just means that there is alittle bit of you, still missing alittle bit of them, haha.

Feels like I've just typed a load of rubbish... But its the only way for me to touch on things I can't convey through the power of speech to others. Sigh, why must life be filled with sorrow...?

If only certain things are as clear as the sky.