Sunday, July 06, 2008

... Of sneaking up on you

When was the last time I felt happiness? Oh yah, my birthday, thats right.
Every morning, I'll look into the mirror while brushing my teeth and say to myself, "I choose to be happy today cause even if I feel miserable, I'll still go through the same shit". But its easier said than done.
I just feel so empty these days. Feeling restless every day and money? I just feel like keeping them in a corner for the ants.

My cousins think that I'm so desperate that it went over the limit and decided to give up. And give up on what? - Girls. Haha, I don't really get the meaning but to ponder on how they derive at that...

I think some people just believed that they know me so well, and got a little too confident & carried away that they started painting characteristics and theories onto me.


& I really hoped that they know me so fucking well.

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