Random emo thought

January will be over in a flash, its amazing how fast time can fly. Come to think of it, I'm a real sad guy. You see, we're only teenagers once and I've never experienced a teenage kind of love; an under 20 relationship. Youth, its something that will never return once you've lost it. Sigh... I'm just too weak.

ORD, SNSD's new Album + (un)motivation

Check out my countdown timer to ORD! Still a long way but it'll come someday :D hahaha! A couple of peeps from my camp ORD-ed today. Although I don't know them very well, since I'm newly posted, but I can sense the nostalgia in the air. Guess its bittersweet; sweet to finally ORD but bitter to leave the place where you spent almost everyday for the past 1 & and half years. All the friends, etc... Its really hard to leave behind. I wonder how will mine turn out... ( :

SNSD's new album on the 28th of January, looking forward to it! Especially the track, "Stick Wit U". Wondering if the PussyCat Dolls' song cause if it is, I'm totally gonna love it.

Ran into my BMT mate today, he said I've lost muscle mass. Well, I don't know about that but one thing is for sure, I've become much fatter, haha! I just can't find time to run... I'll usually reach home at about 7pm, dinner till 7:30pm, and I can't possibly run straight after dinner, so will rest for an hour and a half, so it'd be 9pm. By the time, I'll be so tired to even step out of house. Sigh... I know, I'm just lazy and all these are excesses. If only a chio bu would tell me, "if you cut those fats, I'll take you to a movie and give you a kiss." Ahahaha!

Disappointed & Mad

FUCK IRIS'S ENDING! FUCK YOU!

IRIS is awesome!

IRIS is a good Korean drama, but there are way too much mystery left unsolved in the first season. There are news of season 2, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed cause Lee Byung Hun may not be participating due to other commitments. Sigh... The show probably won't be the same without him.
NS have been good, but kinda busy these few days. & I miss BMT so much. I miss the times where we gather at the center of the room, talking cock, gossips, do our own IPPT, etc, etc...

And its CNY in a few weeks time, any idea what that means? Yes! Its shopping time! I'm looking at a pair of Dr. Martens, maybe new glasses and wallet. But I can't bear to part with my money... Simply because I don't have enough.

We'll see... For now, time to lose some fats!

Duty Dilemma

Should I volunteer for duty on Chinese New Year's Eve so that I won't have to do on the 1st and 2nd? To me, the first day of Chinese New Year is definitely more important than eve... Or should I live it to fate and let the lucky(or rather unlucky) draw decided? 6 men will have to do duty over the 3 days, 2 each day. And the probability is around.. 18%.

If its the draw, then its either doing duty on one of the 3 days or no duty at all. Please show me the way my friends...

2010! Happy New Year!

Happy New Year to all! What a great morning to kick off 2010! First thing first, I would sincerely like to seek forgiveness from whomever I've offended, whether on purpose or not, back in 2009, please forgive me! And of course for all the bad things I did, which I don't think there was any.

At this time of every year, millions of people will set new year resolution(s), and that does not exclude me. So here goes my new year resolutions:
1) Get my driving license before 21.
(I sneezed and somehow tasted Corona, hahaha.)
2) I wanted to grow taller, but thats impossible so I'll just go with be hot! Hahaha!
3) To understand Korean better.
4) Continue staying close with my friends.
5) Appreciate all the things I have and not be blinded by things I don't.

Ok la, thats about it, can't believe I'm having a hard time coming up with resolutions. In the past I'll always have some, "find a girlfriend" kind of crap, so this year, I shall keep it real and excuse such bullshit, hahaha!
Anyway, I just woke up not long ago. Haven't had such good sleep for a long time. Alcohol does make wonders :D
Had a little celebration at Min Yi's place last night. Thank Min Yi for having us over. Yes, this is the first thing I'll appreciate in 2010 :D played some silly games but they turned out pretty fun! Haha, maybe like I said, alcohol make wonders.

If 2012 is the end of the world, then let's make 2010 counts!

Avatar 3D & Holmes, nice films!

Sherlock Holmes is good! Mysteries continue to arise through out the show and thats when we'll see Holmes at work, haha! And the bro-mance between Dr. Watson & Holmes is real fun to watch. Not forgetting all the actions in it, and the introduction for the sequel, this show is worth the time!

But the best movie of the year has got to be Avatar 3D! Take note, its 3D we're talking about! This is the one show of 2009 that is totally not over-rated. Awesome story & characters development, guess the show won't be half as bad even not in 3D but... 3D is the bomb!
From the moment you put on those 3D glasses, you'll be viewing the show from a whole new aspect. Its like a geographical tour to planet Pandora, all the glowing plants, falling ashes, dust, leaves, seeds, they just seem so reachable, the amazing creatures, especially Leonopteryx, that gigantic "bird" that reminds me of Monster Hunter haha. & of course the spectacular ‘floating mountains’! This is the perfect movie to wrap up 2009, simply a visual sensation.

Next week is a 3 & a half day week again! The thought of that brightens my day :D hahaha! Gosh, with all these holidays, wonder if I'll ever get used to normal days, haha.

Christmas 2009

Hohoho, Merry Christmas! Compared to last year, this year's Christmas Eve was a peaceful and simple one. Hmm, I can still remember how we celebrated at Yishun Park last year, it was quite a blast! And probably the last time I got so wasted hahaha!

Last night was spent at Phil's house. A real last minute thing, so its just the few of us getting together, had pizza, played some Xbox, simply chill out. May get some pictures if lucky.

I want to watch Avatar 3D!!! But the cinemas are so fucking packed! Sigh... Guess we'll just have to see what can we do on the last Christmas of the decade :D

Great Dinner!

Today is my "sub-unit"'s 3rd anniversary! Had a sumptuous dinner at Safra Yishun's Pin Si Kitchen. Not a bad evening I would say, thought could have been better if they let us report later tomorrow morning :D haha! And I wished my closer NS friends were there...

Anyway, I'll be home alone for 3 days & 2 nights cause everyone else went to Malaysia for a short vacation. Its peaceful... Maybe its not that bad to be alone for awhile sometime. I'm damn tired now, probably gonna sleep in 5 minutes.

SNSD's 1st solo concert was a blast! Too bad I can't be there to watch it live... Hope they come out with a DVD or something... And I figured that I need a HD screen and Blue-ray player. HD can really provide some superb visual sensation.

Why...?

I just failed my TP. So disappointed... Mount kerb at crank, arghhh! Didn't manage to practice crank last week due too time constraint and number of cars in the circuit, circuit fully booked this morning, so didn't even get to warm up... Fucked up... Other things all swee swee... I could have passed, I could have passed, I could have passed!!!

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SOA: Passing out; Sleeping disorder.

Finally graduated from SOA. We received our Ammo Basic Badge today but still have to wait for an official order before we can put it on. To others, it may just be a stupid and fugly badge, but to me, its more than a sign of qualification. Its about the memories in SOA, the times we spent studying like fools, trying to contain ridiculous load of information into our brains, getting all anxious bout the up coming test(s), looking at monkeys, rotting & talking cock in the training shed.

I can't remember when was the last time I had a good night sleep. My sleep always get disturbed at 2am and 4am. Eyes will just open for like 10 seconds and fall back to sleep. Sounds trivial, but the damage is there. I think because of this, I'm feeling fucking tired everyday from 7pm. Even as I'm sitting here, I can feel the nerve in my head pumping! Is it because I place my cellphone next to me when I sleep and the radioactive wave is acting on me, or is it because of stress like TP, etc...? Hmmm.... I KNOW! MUST BE BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE LOVE FROM GIRLFRIEND! Anyone can intro me girl? I'm desperate :D

Actually I have alot to write about. Things just come randomly but most of the time it'll slip off my mind by the time I reached home cause I'm so drained out... Haha, I hate my blog, filled with words, boring...

We're gonna find out...

Something struck me this morning. Its the time back in Secondary School, when we drag ourselves to school, wearing the same uniform, sitting in the same parade square for 4 years. Short or long, its for individuals to decide. 4 years can be too long a time to study, but too short to have fun. 4 years can be too short to make tons of friends but may forge friendships that last forever.

Back in those days, we had little worries, probably just about scoring good grades or some silly boy-girl issues. The path seems to have been laid for us; from trying not to retain, getting good grades for O levels, enrolling into Polytechnics and finally NS, we've definitely come a long way. But now, we have the future to ponder upon cause its so uncertain. I mean, look, in the past, its just about making it through the test and advancing to a standard level, but now... There are just so many different paths to walk and I don't know which to choose.

Man, I can't stop thinking about the future. And at the same time missing the past.

Little late but still,
Happy Belated Birthday Sophie!

Chilling in town

Yesterday was good. Went Orchard with XingLun to do what we got to do. Slacked at my favorite Starbucks outlet, I love the ambiance there, feels homey. Met HP after that for some L4D 2 action. Melee is the bomb, do you believe I can chop 100 zombies and only get hit like 3 times? Ahahaha, trust me, I'm good :D slashing through those zombies reminds me of the show Young & Dangerous, haha!

500th post with Yuri!

This is my 500th post, I shall dedicate it to Kwon Yuri of So Nyuh Shi Dae because its her Birthday!

Awwww... Happy birthday anyway.

Its the weekend! But I got a feeling that its gonna be a quick one... Next week will be my official attachment program, hope everything will turn out fine.

Sigh... Still worried about TP, my confident level is so low in whatever I do. I can't afford to fail this one, 2 of the most important things in life is on the line; money and time. Stress ah!

Early December.

Its weekend once again! Life has been boring. All I did for the whole week was wake up at 6am, go camp, reach home at around 7pm, have dinner, and sleep around this time.
Sigh, nothing seems to bear any significance. I've been searching all these while, searching for something more in life, but I don't know where to start. Maybe this is what we call a simple life.

I ran eRecovery on my laptop and most of the rubbish were wiped out. By rubbish I meant those programs SP installed when I purchased this laptop. Anyway, my laptop is lag-free and is as good as new now! Ahahaha!

Short-term goal: Get the fucking driving license!
Mid-term goal: Learn the language call Korean!
As for long term... I'll see about it :D

& lastly,
Happy Birthday Phil Tan.
(If I remembered correctly :D)

Posting out from SOA

I got posted to Pasir Laba. Hope the reporting time won't be so early, I really want to wake up abit later in the next 1 year 7 months of my life. I got 47 out of 60 for my retest's MCQ, all I need is 3 more marks from the essay, guess its safe to say that I passed, haha... Man, I'm going to miss all my friends from SOA especially those from Raven Company, Platoon 4... We've come a long way.

Left 4 Dead 2 is fucking tough... Can't believe we can't complete a campaign in Advance mode... Sight... Well, its the challenge that will makes it more interesting right? :D

I'm so tired now... Been awake for 21 hours and the distance I covered today is close to the whole of Singapore, haha... Alright, I shall sleep now, tomorrow will be a better day!

Its good to have something to admire

I just watched 2012! Its a real good film man, don't get why some people think its horrible. Anyway, here's a review:
Like most movie, if you see it with a non-fictional point, it will never ever make sense, for example the escape from LA, haha. The whole movie was quite a thrill ride for me, was trying to anticipate whats going to happen next the whole time. Not much scientific terms used and quite a few scenes touched me :D haha! Do catch it if you have not, worth the time.

I'm done with all my projects and tests, there is a retest waiting for me. Will officially post out on the 4th of December, going for on job attachment the following week. Wonder where will I be posted to... ...

& I need some new photos in my facebook! It'd been dead since... the end of August! Actually, there isn't much photo posted here as well, ever since I changed to a camera-less phone...

Oh! Oh! And Left 4 Dead 2 is out!!! Looks like I need to assemble a team real quick to exterminate some zombies :D

Lastly, I still love 소녀시대! If you know whats that :D

A day with weird shits

The first thing I saw this morning when I arrived was 2 monkeys; a mum and kid, trapped in the cage. Seriously, I don't understand why they want to catch the monkeys which are all over the hill. Anyway, the 2 monkeys disappeared after we got back from "excursion". Think SPCA got them.

The second thing is that a tree had fallen down, crushing part of the fence, haha, pretty funny.

Then there was this lizard hanging from the ceiling air-con. It then fell straight onto the ground, like a 3 meters free fall, twisting its head haha. But its still alive, so some of us put it into a emptied green tea bottle, calling it our pet. Hahaha!

This is probably the last week we'll be in school, posting out for attachment next week. A new phase of NS life will soon begin, wonder what awaits...

<3 소녀시대
Jaebum is pretty hot too :D (me ain't gay though)

I own a "lagtop"!

This is my girl, aren't she cute? :D

I call my laptop, "lagtop" because its so fucking lag. 1 test down for the week, another tomorrow and last on Friday.
Damn... I'm late for sleep.

New layout

This is for y'all, Lucas & Samuel, the 2 fags of SOA :D