Uncool

Chalet was good, filled with laughers and dramas :D but I thought it was bad as well. After the chalet, I seems to have become so, so, so restless! (& emotional. Haha...)

Maybe it's because of school's reopen.
Maybe it's because of work tomorrow.
Maybe it's because I failed my BTT.
Maybe it's because of someone, somethings.

I don't know.

Anyway, school's reopen really sucks. Its straight after 2 days of work! And to make matter worst, most of my friends are still having vacations! Totally uncool.

As for the working part, I'm still able to find an excuses to make myself feel better. We're finally down to the last 2 days! Hahaha...

Hmmm, about the BTT, I know I could have passed if I had been one tenth more serious, arghhh... But I guess it's cool since I managed to book another slot on the 8th of October. All I got to do is to run away from school... ... :D

And now... I shall lay back and be emotional about my pathetic life.

If I could turn back the hands of time...

Awesome

I'm having an amazing morning right now, slept at 9 last night, which means I'm fully charged right now, 11 hours of sleep! I know that sounded normal but its really special when your 11 hours start from 9pm to 8am. You'll feel real fresh! Anyway, another thing is that I got awake by a sms by a special someone :D ahahaha! Hmmm... It would've been better if I had my results now but it's only gonna be released a 2:30...

I still have a long day ahead so I guess it's time for breakfast! Haha!

Yeah! Finally! 2 days of work brings weekdays and weekdays mean chill, rot and fun! Hahaha... Work is fine, get to interact with people, look at tall girls, short girls, obese girls, skinny girls, all girls :D hahaha! And of course, increase the 'pay-pot' day by day ahaha!

But now...

I'm so lost! I don't know where and how to start and no ideas seem workable to me...
Ok, this is the scenario: There is this person who's been on my mind since then, till now and I guess will always be... This 'special person' :D hahaha! Well, I guess it's really up to me; or maybe fate plays an part too...?

I think fate loves toying with me. Things that I want, I can never get. They are either:

1) too far away and is not within my reach; or
2) already picked by others.

Maybe I'm too blinded by things I have desire for and neglected many of the good stuffs around me. But I guess this makes me human :)

Me ain't got life.

FUCK!

I totally wasted this week... All I did was like, chilled out for roughly 9 hours in total, skate for around 4 to 5 hours, balled for about 3 hours and went to gym once. What the fuck? And you should have guess what I was doing most of the time, yes, rotting at home like a rock.

Tomorrow is yet another day for an episode of "battle in a mascot" day 5. Haha, the feeling kinda suck but there is money to be made! So I guess I'll just have to pull it through... Well, at least tomorrow marks the middle of this war. Hahaha!

Mend my broken heart

I'll be there for you if you should need me & you don't have to change a thing, I like you just the way you are...

Today wasn't spent wisely. Woke up at 11:30, rotted till 5 before heading to gym... Thats all for the day. Hahaha!

Feeling good

Finally its weekdays! Hahaha! I know this sounded weird but this is what people who work on weekends and chill on weekdays would say :D

Today was extraordinary unbearable. I think it's because we spent a quarter of our break going to the place and deciding what to eat(while standing and walking), another quarter eating(sitting of course) and the next half queuing for the legendary durian puff of Ang Mo Kio Hub :D hahaha! So, subtracting the eating time, we stood for about 7 hours in total today.

Feeling so sore now... Guess I'll be going to bed in er... Probably the next 2 hours time :D hahaha!

Take it easy fools

Sometimes when things aren't within your control, its really advisable to simply close both your eyes, sit back and relax.

Rolling...

Worked my ass out today. And when I say 'worked my ass out', I don't mean body building. It's working as a mascot, a amusing, clownish mascot. It's freaking tired but I guess its cool since we only work on weekends and get a pretty decent 12 bucks pay.

Working is actually great, it gives me a sense of 'manhood'. Haha, I know this may sound absurd but when I work, I feel that money I earn is practically mine! I worked hard for it! Having a stack of cash or admirable digits in bank mean no shit if they are allowance given by parents. Man, I don't really know how to put it but the feeling is just right. An astonishing sense of achievement. ^_^

Got to sleep, waking up at eff-ing 8am for another step to 'manhood' :D ahahaha!

*rubbish :D

Something to remember

Never confuse the people who are always around you, with the people who are always there for you.

Longboarding is cool, feeling the breeze gushing through your face, your arms... But of course it can't be compared to those physical affections we used to share. Sometimes I can't help but to wonder if all those spoken words were lies; or were they meant to be...

Maths exam on Wednesday, I'm probably not gonna make it... Tried out 2 pass year papers and nothing seems right... Things are going way too wrong... Way too wrong...

Sir, If this is a nightmare, I think its time for me to wake up...

Let's get retarded

What is the most blessed 'item' on earth other than beer and sex? Hehe...

Why

I don't even want to care, don't even wanna give a damn! But strangely, it seems to bother me like its in my skin.

Its really strange when you start caring about things that isn't even suppose to your problem... And the strangest of it is that you start caring a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day... There seems to be this psychotic force making you do it... Seems to have no stopping to it.

Damn, I'm on the way down.

We have to do it again...

Love?

It's when you are ready to sacrifice basically anything for the person you love. Lets be realistic, don't talk about life or ridiculous stuffs. Talk about quality time, for example, working hard to give the special one a good life, willing to give up outings with friends to take care of them when they are ill or at least when they need you around, without complaining.

Love is not expecting the person to change for you but to change yourself for the better because of them.. Don't you think its absurd if you expect them to change because of you? If thats the case, then why the heck did you get together in the first place? You love someone because they are themselves, the smile, the voice and even the flaw...

And lastly, when you truly love someone, you will always be ready to forgive them no matter what they did... Of course time is needed, varies from individual.

Just my personal 2 cents view on love :D

Fucking dead.

I think I'm eff-ing dead, lost interest in studies... Time spent in school getting lesser and lesser, don't even want to go school no more. I actually went school for an hour before heading home again... If anyone is to save me from this devastate, it'd better be now...

你知道吗，我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

Keep living

Gosh! Haven't blogged for weeks (well, it felt like months :D) Went to work as mascot in CBD areas like Orchard and Raffles. Pretty fun, know some new people, earned some easy money :D hahaha! less than 20 days to exam, in fact, only 13 days left. I haven't started my revision or anything and seriously doubt I will in anytime to come, so I guess I can wipe my shinning ass and prepare to retake some modules. Hahahaha!

Haha, I'm feeling amused over myself right now. Have you ever had the feeling like at one moment you were feeling so damn angry that you didn't do something while you had the chance, and yes, I mean damn angry and pissed. And then at another, you'll feel that its so not right to do something like that (whatever thing).

Anyway,
I'm crazy. Ahahahaha! :D

Life Bored

Did quite a lot of random stuffs recently, Transformer is indeed good, decent storyline, awesome visual and audio and last but not least, hot chick :D hahaha! Time seems to pass so fast, feel like I doesn't have enough time to do my stuffs, but yet, seems like I have lots of free time to do laze around. Looks like I'll have to be more organized when dealing with work...

GEMs presentation on Wednesday and we're going to do it tomorrow... Looks like the coming 2 days are gonna tough.

35 days to semester exam... & 49 to holidays.

Life. Tough.

"I can still remember certain conversations we had, but never the important ones. I can pull aside tiny moments, random moments. Every time I think of them, it amazes me, how the simplest,smallest things, can turn into a lasting and replaying memory..."

Got back 4 of my test papers, results are as expected but It's really demoralizing when almost half of the class get scores like 70+, 80+ when my highest is only 59. To be honest, the papers aren't hard, I know I can score well, just didn't put in enough effort... However, yesterday is yesterday and I'm going to live my life to the fullest today, I'll try as many things as I can, learn as many things as I can and have all the fun I can get! Hahaha! But then again, I'm still incomplete ) :

Tomorrow is Friday again and its time to chill! Hahaha, Weekends are just so precious when there is school...

Feeling kinda 'emo' right now, partially because of my results and mainly of my life. Haha, my life is kinda pathetic, have no girls, no money but only a bunch of fools whom I call friends :D hahaha!

Shit! School's at 8 tomorrow, better sleep now! Peace.

The real life.

Went to roller blading last night and I stupidly ramped into a chain. Damn, my hips area is badly bruised. Haha, I don't know how it happened though, I knew the chain was there and yet, I stupidly headed for it... Weird, weird.

Stayed over at kC's place and it was really chilling. Haha, and I got so pissed over my phone. That damn thing just couldn't detect my headset, in other words, I won't be able to listen to music anymore! I was so pissed and started looking through the net for a alternative music gadget, like a mp3 player. Samsung's K3 is pretty cool, Creative Zen V Plus is cheap and decent. But... Before going to bed, I decided to give it one and try and yes, it worked! Ahaha! That means I can save the 200 plus plus bucks! Ahhh... Thanks whoever fixed it :D hahaha!

Went home at around 2:30 and here I am, feeling like I'm in heaven after the warm shower :D hahaha! And yes, its time to chill again. Peace.

is ? What weird

As requested by Sophie:
Please read the rules first: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1) I'm a Gemini; I've got 2 'faces' :D
2) Is a extremely contradicting person.
3) Doesn't like to wake up later than 10am.
4) Failing is always an option.
5) Love MRT rides ( Provided there are sits :D ).
6) Sees perfections in imperfections.

I got no body to choose to do this thing :d hahaha!

Just finished my OOP test, considered easy but as usual I couldn't do it... Haha... Tomorrow is the last one, let's finish it once and for all.