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Each time when we possess something important or special, be it a relationship with someone, a item or even ideas and dreams, does it always come with the fear of losing it? This fear so great that even little things make us feel so threatened or sometimes even jealousy. I personally experience this fear when I think about the future, "what will the future be like when this special 'thing' no longer exist", or, "how much longer is 'it' going to last"...?
Maybe we shouldn't even be bothered by such thing, if things are meant to be, it will be. Isn't there a saying, "What is yours, will be, nobody can take it from you". I guess I'll just to stay by my rule, live for the moment! Haha...

Anyway, did quite alot these days and of course, spent quite a lot :D hahaha! Watched "The Number 23" on Wednesday. It was quite exciting but the storyline is not that 'smart'. Hahaha! I can't remember what I did on Monday and Tuesday but Thursday was Alvin's birthday and we went to play pool for awhile. Happy sweet 18th Birthday Alvin!

Today is Friday! We went for a so called 'picnic' at East Coast Park. It was a interesting trip but carrying the stuffs and all the walking made things a little tiring... We picked a spot, sat down and tried the homemade stuffs by the girls. MinYi's sandwiches are nice, especially the egg ones, reminded me of those that I had during Secondary School :D hahaha! Samantha's potato salad is equally good! WanJun and QingHui bought cakes, which we didn't eat cause we're already too full from all the other food :D ahahaha! It rained after awhile and we begin our journey to Parkway Shopping Center was it? I forgot :D went to the arcade and dinner at Pasta Mania. I find the gravy too sour. Went to Causeway Point and loitered awhile before heading home. Hmmm... That's about it for the day then! Haha! Peace.

S.

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you... Cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to do... Look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone, it seems like such fun until you lose what you had won. You've made a fool of everyone.

I need space. Because the world is too noisy.

Good "March" days

20th of March is WanJun's birthday! Hoo-ray! Haha! Well, we went town on the 19th for a mini celebration; window shopping and dinner at Swensens. Great day!

Erm... Went to Yishun Stadium yesterday, watched the girls play with their dogs and then headed to 848 for "snack". Haha! I still love "ba cho mee"! And I really don't feel like balling anymore! There isn't any valid reason, maybe I'm getting too lazy to jump and run around :D

Looks like there isn't much to do today... In fact, there is nothing to do! Hahaha! We'll see.. We'll see...

Bling $ bling

Just watched "Stomp the Yard". Its a good show! But I personally prefer "You Got Served" where they have more break dancing than the stomping and weird hand signs, haha!

Man, cycled to Jalan Kayu with Phil today on BMX, kinda crazy and I can feel my legs breaking apart at the up hill areas of the journey! And all the enormous trucks zoom-ing pass are hella scary! Its like they may run through you anytime and they are just around 2 to 3 feets away!

Haha! I'm running low on $$$ man... Spent a considerable much amount to me in March already and we're only half way through! Argh... If I spend just a bit more, then my savings for this month will be nil... Guess I'll have to cut down on my expenses. But certain things just ain't supposed to be save isn't it? :D oh! I got an idea! Maybe I should break my ATM card cause with my lazy attribute, I probably won't get a replacement! Wahahaha!

Okay, went for a ride at around 9:30 and tire number 5 just exploded. Got to get replacement tomorrow, again. ) :

1 month.

Let's see... Haven't done much recently, watched "Pursuit of Happyness" and I thought its good. Will Smith and his son really did a good job! The movie kinda made me recall my primary school's motto, "Strive to Succeed". Hahaha!

"300" is good as well! Insane bloody actions, the true meaning of crazy and bravery! I personally thought that the sex scenes are unnecessary though.. Haha! Can't wait to catch "Stomp the Yard"!!! It have to be a super duper good show!

Oh! I've got to mention the most unlucky day of life! The back tire of my ride exploded 3 times in less than 24 hours!!! Arghhh! At around 2 a.m, I thought of landing a pretty bunny hop before heading home but the fucking tire just have to explode at that time. But that's ok, I woke up the next morning and headed to block 900+ to get the tire fixed. But in less than 2 hours, it went 'airless' again! And we had to travel all the way back from 800+ to get them replaced, again! After that, we headed over to my place, but on the way, my brakes got stuck with the tire and when I tried turning, the whole thing exploded! Gosh, it was so loud that we had the buzzing sound in our ears for the next 8 minutes! I'm so damn pissed!!! Hahahaha!

Feeling so bored and lonely and restless and lazy now :D hahaha! How can I feel lazy and bored at the same time! Sounds contradicting to me :D ahahaha! Haven't done anything today except watching a few episode of One Piece and lazing around bed...

Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

"I'm so over you... but I still love the way you walk, talk, smell, smile, basically everything about you, but I'm so over you."

OP bazaar was... Below average I suppose. Ahahaha! But meeting up with friends and sitting at the best canteen I've ever been to(not because of the food) was totally incredible! Went to check out Ang Mo Kio Hub after that, played pool for awhile and headed to cine for a animal movie, to be honest, I don't even know what the fuck is the name of that movie. Its about a crocodile though. Anyway, the movie should be considered okay for a animal show :D hahaha! After that, we went to dine at the "kopitiam" near youth park. Its freaking cheap! 7 people with delicious food like, ray, egg, some shell thing they called 'lala', fried you tiao and my favourite little kai lan for only $54!

Chalet was alright, the awesome part was the Katong/Parkway tour. Played pool, chilled at LAN/pub/soccer club, 3-in-1 'shop' and had HongKong delicacies for supper.

Hmmm, what else did I do at the chalet... Oh, as usual, we played cards, it was hilarious! Each of us just have to pick a card and the person with the smallest will have to do forfeits like eating candies or some Chinese New Year left over food. Extremely funny! Hahaha! And BBQ was okay, enjoyed eating the mutton satays the most, hahaha!

By the way, I guess I didn't make it for the job thing, haven't receive any phone calls. Maybe I should just take it easy and enjoy the holidays all the way! :D ahahaha! My, my, that's some devilish thought...

Its Monday again! Let's have fun.

:D

If this is how you feel...

The worst feeling in the world is to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

If this is how you're feeling right now, take a deep breathe, appreciate the moon. Its time to take it slow and learn to live for the moment instead of scouting the future.

Results

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
ET062Z - 6 - A
LC0318 - 2 - C
SP0302 - 2 - C
CP006S - 2 - C
ET0085 - 2 - C+
ET060Z - 13 - D
ET061Z - 8 - D
MS418Z - 8 - D

SEMESTER GPA: 1.628 CUMULATIVE GPA: 1.735

Ok, ok, I know my results' really bad but then I'm really really, super duper happy at this moment cause I don't have to repeat any of my modules!!! Hahahaha!

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I don't wanna know!

Holidays?

FUCK!

I'm feeling hella pissed right now cause I tried doing a bunny hop up the ledge of a pathway and ended up with a punctured tire! Hahaha!

I need to watch the movie "300"! Gosh, seen the trailer and its way too cool. I love movies like these, ancient warriors crashing with swords, brave warriors, 300 against a million, totally awesome. Reminds me of movies like "Troy", "King Arthur" and "Lord of the Rings". & I love thrillers too! Maybe will be watching "The Number 23" someday. Oh! "Pursuit of Happyness" is the movie I want to watch the most!!! But only with the 'chosen one' ahahahaha!

Haiz, really don't feel like working this holiday. If everything goes well, should be starting work on this coming Monday. I just want to have fun, accompany the "bored", etc, etc. But I know I can't be a fag anymore. Got to earn some money, as a man. Haha! Anyway, haven't been feeling that great these days, the feeling of "all out of love" seems to be coming back. Ahahaha! Where is the love!? Where is the love, the love, the love...

I'll be there for you, as long as you want me to.

BMX!

Let's ride! Hahahaha! We are so into BMX! Were trying out manual under 750 just now and there is this 'addiction' feeling that keep making us want to do it! Hahaha! Alvin and Phil will most probably be getting their bikes tomorrow and then its time to roll... Ahahaha!!!

Damn, haven't done crazy things in awhile. Just sent Phil home with a bike under the rain, we got damned wet :D hahaha! Wet, as in drenched. Ahahaha! Looking forward to tomorrow! Peace! :)

March is on its way!

Ahhhh! Mum actually didn't prepare dinner and we're all going to eat the leftovers from lunch. I guess this is life when the family is on the verge of bankruptcy. Hahahaha! I hate it when she goes all naggy when I want to dine out. She will start saying, "don't waste money la! Food outsides' unhealthy!" my, my... But then again, if I were to dine out everyday, I would be so lost and couldn't decide what to have! Haiz... I guess humans are just like that, never appreciate what they have until its gone, 人就是这样，永有时，不会珍惜，没了，才来后悔...

Today is just another boring day. Internet is unusually slow and I'm feeling extraordinarily lazy. A few more days and I might begin working. However, I've got no idea what I'm going to work as. I guess the place is an agency that randomly posts people to odd jobs.

I've already lost count for the number of days since my holiday started, it just seemed so long... I can't even remember when it started! Hahaha... There are so many things I want to do! I want to get a new pair of flip-flops, a pair of shoes, a wallet and maybe some muscle tees. Oh! And I want to bring someone for movie, for ice-cream or a meal. And I wonder who... Ahahaha! I don't know!

Oh, and did I mention that I am sick? Okay, I'm sick. Haha! That sounded retard! Hahaha! Anyway, had been down with flu and cough since Saturday. Getting better already, and soon I'll be able to start stuffing all the Chinese New Year's snacks and foods and whatever into my 'lack-of-sweetness' body. Muahahaha! :D

Fragile

Loving you, is easy cause you're beautiful, making love with you is all I wanna do...
Loving you, is more than just a dream come true... And everything that I do, is out of loving you..
No-one else can make me feel the colours that you bring...
Stay with me while we grow old and we will stay each day in spring time, cause loving you, has made my life so beautiful...
And everyday of my life is filled with loving you..
Loving you, I see your soul come shinning through, and every time we flew, I'm more in love with you..

I'm so bored and is feeling a little pissed cause I didn't get to play a game of pool just now. All the tables are occupied. My orange fish just passed away and it'll be the red's turn soon... Feeling kinda bad, cause I didn't take good care of them... Had been keeping these fishes for 6 to 8 months already. Ok, I don't know what the hack am I typing, so I guess my brain is shutting down. Haha!

Love.

初二 was ok-ok. Hahaha! Went to my mum's cousin place. They have hell lot of fishes! So beautiful! Haha! I want to have a planted tank too!

Anyway, I had a great day! I love my friends! Love! Love! Yes! I mean love! Hahahaha! This is the first time I joined my friends for the 初三 Lunar New Year visiting! And its also the first time I visited their houses and family!

We are gonna ball later on today. My, my, it had been quite awhile since we last balled. Let's go sleep my dearest, it had been a long day

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Chinese New Year!

Hoo-ray! Today marks the beginning of a new lunar new year!

Happy Lunar New Year Everyone!

Tomorrow is going to be a long day, so I guess I should be in bed now. Peace!

V-day. Love.

I had the best Valentines' Day so far in my life!
with my friends that is :D

Hahahaha!!! Chinese New Year is round the corner, let's rejoy people! Oh, and to those who are 'stucked' overseas, no worries! Love is all around!

^.^ V

I am lost...

My, my, tomorrow is the release of the O'levels examinations result! Haha, the moment of truth huh? Just wondering what was I doing last year before the night the results' released... I can't recall it! Hahaha! All I remembered was going to steamboat with a few friends after getting the results, yes, I mean a few! Haha! Hella gay!

Anyway, all the best to whoever that's gonna receive the 'magic paper' tomorrow :D

Haiz, just got this feeling that my life is dull and meaningless out of the blue... Everyday, I either sit in front of the laptop, or is at school, or sit in coffee shops, or hang out in town, or play basketball... I feel that I'm someone with low self-esteem, just feel so empty! But, what the fuck!? I mean, its actually alright to have a life like this isn't it? Or is it not right at all? Maybe I need more friends, maybe I need a girl. :D
I don't know man...

By the way, something surprising happened today. But, but, but... Its for me to know, and never for you to find out :D muahahaha! Ok lah, its nothing much really. Oh! Tomorrow is my math paper, its the final examinations paper of the year as well! Hoo-ray! I'm totally not ready, but will try to sort things out tomorrow morning.

Let's rumble, loved ones :D

Last to go.

Yosh! I did a crazy thing this morning! I got the salon auntie to cut away all of my fringe! Ok, I don't know how to spell it but its basically the front part of our hair :D hmm... I guess I look kinda retarded right now. Hahahaha!!! My hair is kinda short now so... I suppose I won't be getting a hair cut for a while.

Had my Digital Electronics exam later in the day. Don't know if I'll do well but I was definitely better prepared than the PEEE paper! Yellowcard's "Only One" is on the radio now.. Been a long time since I've heard this song!

Tomorrow is sexy Tuesday again! Sexy was just a random word I feel like typing out of sudden :D hahaha! Maybe I should sleep early, maybe like now. Goodnight all, with love :)

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钱很难捐啊！！！

And incase anyone can't understand,

ITS NOT EASY TO EARN MONEY!!!