I'm going crazy.

I have been enjoying life a lot recently. Spend money, chill and all other relaxing stuffs are all I do! Hahaha! Bought a black hoodie from topman the other day and I love it so, so much! Anyway, had been going to town every now and then, there's just so much stuffs to see! If only there is someone dear to share the joy, you know what I'm talking bout :D

Just got back from orchard with my homies and I can't wait for the up-coming chalet. Heard that there would be some games... Feels weird to be playing games but nevermind, I'm cool.
Well, nothing much, school's IDEA module suck big time, I miss lunnie (I'm not homo though :D) and...

Christmas is just round the corner!

Spree!

Just got back from JB and had a great time shopping ( :

I'm all alone in this world, nobody to talk to.

Batam ROCKS!

Hi people! Just got back from Batam and there is a fucking presentation tomorrow, darn it! Hahaha! Anyway, Batam's hella fun man and its the first time I went overseas without my parents :D alright, check what we did over there!

Day one.

I went for the AutoCAD test in the morning and went over to kC house before heading to the ferry terminal. We took a... 2:30p.m, I think so, ferry and arrived there in bout 45 minutes. By the way, Batam's time is an hour behind Singapore and everything over there is in Singapore dollars. The first thing we did, unpack our stuffs:

Our rations for the vacation.

After we unpacked our stuffs, we went fishing... The people there are damn pro man, Joni managed to get 2 small fishes and those people there caught one like every 5 to 10 minutes... Then... I think we went to play table tennis and we got served by Joni...
After that we went to eat at the restaurant, which is considerately expensive. We had the Batam nasi goreng hahaha! Then we went back to our resort and chill before heading to fish, again. This time it was at night and we freaking fished for like 3 to 4 hours! And we saw a white shark! It just came along, make a U-turn and went off. Hahaha! kC caught a small fish, its kinda nice.

The blue little fish!

We went back at around 3 to 4a.m Singapore's time to sleep... I was fucking tired!

Day 2

Our day started at around 12p.m Singapore's time and it was raining... In other words, there is no sun today! Darn it!

Look at the rain over there, that dark area la!

Took some random shots

Yes, that's Singapore!

As always, kC the photo spoiler...

After all these shit, we went to play tennis, it was pretty fun, but I'm a newbie :D hahahaha! Then we went to swim and went back to the resort as we're all damn sore... We ordered the cheapest food over there, a dozen of chicken wings, 12 for $12. Ahahaha! ( :

It was evening after the meal and we played a gay game while watching TV... It was the "make 10 game". Its basically a game where we have to add the cards we have to a sum of 10, in other words, its like King with King, Queen with Queen, 3 with 7, etc, etc. The loser will have to some crazy stuffs which I shall not elaborate :D hahaha!

The evening view:

After that, we went to eat at the Kelong restaurant for dinner, it was pretty cheap considering the amount of food we ordered... We had like, medium fried rice, kailan vegetable, honey chicken, seafood toufu and a small omelet.
After that, we went to walk around the main hall before heading back. We watched TV for a while and decided to head for the pub. It was super empty and I was on fire! Hahaha!

Cheers!

We went to bed after watching TV for about 2 hours...

Day 3:

Its a super sunny day! We went to swim and sun tan for almost the whole day and headed back to Singapore... We actually missed the bus that is suppose to bring us to the ferry terminal, lucky the hotel chap helped us call for a "taxi" and we made it on time ( :


That's the end of my vacation! Wouldn't it be great if our loved ones were with us over there, you guys know what I'm talking about :D ahahaha! Looking forward to more of these! Peace! ( :

So-sick

Have you ever had this feeling where you wanna get a partner whom you can share your joys and sorrows with; that you feel like 'oh my god, I'm not going to make it tomorrow if this partner still don't appear in my life!" Well, I'm feeling it right now... I know, I know, its not true cause I've been fine after all these time...

I'm just so confused with my feelings. Ok, imagine this. There is this person that you like a lot, yes, and I mean ALOT! Then...

Ok, I admit I got no idea what the fuck I'm talking about so I'm going to bed. THE END.

The rose.

Finally! A few more weeks to holidays! Hahahah, can't wait for chalet! Whenever holidays approach, studying will become more and more uninteresting :D hahaha! My test results are kinda horrendous... Hope that I can do well during the finals. Oh wait, "you don't get what you wish/hope for, you get what you work for". Hahahaha! Guess I'll have to work hard...

Projects are driving me insane... CRS, IDEA and minor PEEE stuffs, my god... Ahhhhhhh!!! Can't take it no more!!!
Lucky, there is something or rather someone that keeps me going ( : its amazing how someone on your mind, can makes you feel free from all weights of the world! Hahahaha!

Oh yah, I just watched bleach and Hitsugaya is so cool! Hahaha! Do I sound like some geek talking about anime? Oh wait, I don't, cause I already am one! Hahaha! :D


Alright, going to bed soon... Goodnight all and to whoever thinks * is special to me, sleep tight :D (Yeah, no sleep tight to the "un-special" ones ahahaha!)

Nougat

Green Tea + Nougat = A drop of heaven! :D


I love the number 24
2, for you and I.
4, for forever.
( :

More than words.

Songs are not just a form of entertainments. It is more than the lyric and music. Songs help us to remember things. As I was browsing through the songs I have earlier on today, I spotted afew familiar names and unconsciously clicked on them. Its amazing how the feelings came gushing back... And yes, the feeling was... Some what of a fusion between bitterness and sweetness. I can actually recall and feel the exact way I felt months or years back... Amazing.

The GCE O levels examination is actually going to be over soon... Can't believe I've been through this a year ago. I guess lives of many teenagers will soon be changed! Haha! Feeling kinda sick right now, I mean, emotional... Hahaha! Its hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but its even harder to give up especially when its everything you ever wanted... Guess this sentence says it all ( :

Rained the whole of today... I seriously prefer the sun. Somehow brightens up my day but of course, it can't beat little things done by special people :D
Got to go sleep soon! There is balling in the morning... Goodnight all ( :

Its November! Afew more weeks to year 2007... Geez this year sure passed fast. Anyway, went night cycling with KamChuen last Friday night and it was cool! Haha! We set off from my house at around 1:30, cycled to Yishun Dam, aka Seletar reservoir. There were a decent amount of sport cars and bikes camping there. And we saw this lady riding a... Not sure if its R1 or some other bike but it was a 995+cc bike for sure! Haha, then we traveled to Sembawang, ate some rubbish at 7 eleven, went to a multi storey carpark to chill before heading home. But! We didn't sleep after reaching home at around 4+! We played gunbound till 9+ in the morning! Ahahaha! Ok, I know its gay but just can't stop when you're owning too hard :D ahahaha!

Nothing much happened in following days... Played ball, studied a little, and yes, the show YouLun introduced is fantastic. Heroes. Hahaha! Oh, and did I mention that it was e-learning week now? Haha, it means I get to stay at home! No school! However, the following week is a test week! ): Hahaha... All the bes to myself :D

Going to bed.. Maybe soon, there is balling section tomorrow morning... Peace.

Sometimes life just sucks when you know that despite all the things you've done, you are not even getting close...
Have you ever been in that kind of awkward situation in primary school or even secondary school where your classmates start talking about how the someone liked you or you liking someone, and when almost everyone in school knows about it, she'll just keep appearing before you... When you're walking down the corridor, she'll starts coming down the opposite direction, when you're queuing up in the canteen, she just happens to be in front of you... Gosh, life sure loves to make fun of people...

As usual... Rotting in front of my laptop in a Sunday afternoon, chatting with retarded either in Singapore or America, does matter :D
Anyway, it's not that I got nothing to do... Just don't feel like doing anything but then again, I want to do something cause I'm freaking bored!! Ahahaha! Guess I'm still as contradicting as ever...

I am so lazy! I don't know what to write about! Ahahaha! Had been playing basketball with my homies these few days and it feels right!

Okay, went to a BBQ family gathering on Saturday. It was tight, we saw this girl with a... Considerably pretty face with a tight body :D ahahaha! Alright, alright thats not me, thats... The "other Kenny". Hahaha! Didn't eat much there, had some or-tas(is that how you spell it?), some juice, satay, steak, beehoon and the super tasty lambchop! Gosh, the lambchop sure is good, it isn't as... 'Hard to bite' as the others I had. Nothing much, chatted, eat and went home! Haha!

Got to go sleep soon... Pretty late already, got to wake up at 6 for school tomorrow! Arghhhhhh!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Kam Chuen's melano and mable fries!

Hahaha, yup, they are those little dots on the surface and some on the bottom.

This is the clay model for my Critical Reasoning Skill's module! Does it look like the drawing below!? :D

Ahhh this week is kinda busy... But I'm cool. Sweet people just keeps me going (: ahahaha! Oyasumni, minna!

Tomorrow is the start of a new school term for NYP students! Ahahahaha! Work hard everybody! Oh, its also Samantha's birthday! Happy birthday! ( :

The feeling of something you ever wanted, and its right next to you, yet you can't have it... It just sucks don't it? I've been trying to avoid such situation... But I know, someone just have to make the move and its probably gonna be me isn't it? Hahaha... Its hard you know... ok. I hate to admit, its not that hard actually, BUT ITS HARD FOR ME OKAY?! Hahaha...

Got to go sleep... School tomorrow! Ahhh its hard to sleep when you don't 'talk' to 'the one' for a day ) :

Hahaha!

To be with you.

Hold on little girl, show me whats he's done to you... Stand up little girl, broken heart can't be that bad... When its through, its through, fate could twist the both of you... So c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to show you!
I'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside I hope you feel it too, waited on a line of dreams and blue, just to be the next to be with you...
Build up your confidence, so you can be on top for once, wake up, who cares about, little boys that talk too much,, I've seen it all, go down, your game of love was all rained out, so c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to hold you...

A lot of times in life, I tend to deceive myself, giving myself excesses that I got no idea is going to buy me what... I guess I'm hopeless in studies... Getting lazier and lazier as days go by and I knew I was ready for that test... Yet, it turned out to be a disaster...
When it comes to, you know what, I feel so lost... I'm always afraid that "they" would be irritated by me... But I'll feel so empty when I'm not speaking to "them"... Hahaha!

Cause its you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose, and its you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you...

Mid Autumn Festival! Haha, its a exciting day ( :
We burnt, we laughed and we had fun! Hahaha, this is probably the festival I look forward to the most every year :D hahaha!

I'm feeling so tensed up! Lab test, presentation and... Life! Ahaha! Though much advises had been given, I still doesn't have the will to apply... Guess its all up to me ) :

And there is school tomorrow! Damn it! Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Sunday's always boring!!!

Something about you now, I can't quite figure out, everything she does is beautiful.

Life is considerably good... Still isn't getting the touch for digital electronics stuff... And each time I want to study at home, I'll definitely fall asleep! Haha.

Its finally Mid Autumn festival! Hmmm, doesn't really have the feeling to play around this year... Feel weird haha! Please let me have the strength to study a little later on, cause I didn't go for my DE lesson today :D

Ahahaha! Ok, ok, this was what happened, my 3 friends and I were having lunch and then deep inside us, we know we didn't want to go for this lesson cause its boring and is gonna last for 4 hours but in our mind, we know we should go... Its a tough decision isn't it? Hahaha! Then we had each of us flip a coin! The flower side = go home while the head = go for lesson... Well, we got 3 flowers and 1 head but still wasn't convinced that we should head home :D
So I suggest that we each message someone dear to us and asked them to just say yes or no without asking for the reason! :D :D Ahahaha and we got a draw! Now this is getting real tough huh? Hahaha! But, we decided not to go an hour later despite going through all the troubles.. Hahahaha!

My toilet's lock broke!! What to do! Ahahahaha!

My simple setup!

There is another dying fish being isolated ): his tummy is extremely bloated... Doubt he is gonna make it...

Fish, school and... Happy!

Check out my lavender! How much he has grown!!! Ahahaha! Maybe you can check back at the older posts and you'll see :D yup, he is the fish that I bought from Clementi, thinking that he was a female and was pretty mad about that... But now! He is my favorite fish!!!

Cool! I found a way to take clearer photos of my fishes! Hahaha! Check this out! The latest picture I took!
School is still like before, boring... Only when I'm chilling with my friends then its the real thing... Lessons are just pure. Zzz. Hahaha... Got to go sleep soon, waiting for my turn to bath.. Tomorrow is gonna be another long day!

No matter how tough things are, you never fails to keeps me going ( :

I'm sad. My results' horrendous. Got a 35 out of 100 for Principle of Electrical Electronics Engineering... Got a 55 for my Digital Electronics, well, I though I passed and was glad, but everyone in my class appeared to have scored 75 and above ) : and lastly, my Maths. Don't even wanna talk about it, but guess I will... A pathetic 12 out of 100... Probably expected of from my attitude towards studies...

Really need to study hard now... It seems so impossible to pass my maths... I got 1.8% out of 15% for this exam and didn't even know my results for the mid semester test... Probably a 30+ and that would make 25% in total... 4% out of 25%? Haha. The stress is increasing and I feel like running away...

Please, give me wings for I could fly. Give me strength for I could survive and give me love for I could die.

( :

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is low. You've probably either had only one relationship.. Or all of your relationships have been very similar. You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Dude, the words in green isn't true is it? :D ahaha!

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... Love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

And wow, this is really accurate, I am 17! Ahahaha!

SCHOOL SUCKS! :D

All the best for the new semester.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul