NBA

I went to bought a NBA Live 06 game the other day and I kinda enjoyed it at the beginning but... After I switch the mode to Starter, I was playing Rookie originally, I only managed to win 1 game! That kinda pissed me off... The game cheats! If you leads your opponent at the first quater, they will come back at the second and give you heck lot of 3 pointers and then no matter where you shoot, you can't get the ball in! And you can fouled every now and then! Damn... Well, maybe it was the team I was using... Lakers really sucked hard, well I mean the lineups... The players sucked other then Kobe... Or maybe I haven't get the hang of the game yet... I'll see... Maybe I should try other tactics... Haha...

Went to play ball at 755 today and I feel that I got to train harder! Hahaha... Yup, my life is all about basketball these days... Kinda boring... But its fun. Ahahahaha I think that sounded contradictory but... Thats what I'm all about! Ahahahaha! Lame. :D I'm off the bed I guess... Night!

First love by Utada Hikaru
(English Translation)

In your final kiss
I could taste the flavour of tobacoo
It was a bitter and painful smell

At about this time tomorrow
I wonder where you'll be
I wonder who you'll be thinking of

You are always gonna be my love
Even if someday, you fall in love with someone else
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
For now, it's still a sad love song
Until I can sing a new one

The time which has stopped
Is about to start again
It's just that there are things I don't want to forget

At about this time tomorrow
I'm sure I'll be crying And I'll probably be thinking of you

You will always be inside my heart
Because it's a place that will forever be yours alone
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
For now, it's still a sad love song
Until I can sing a new one

You are always gonna be my love
Even if someday, you fall in love with someone else
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
It's still a sad love song
Now and forever...

This is a good song... Beautiful and sweet... Really describe first love!

Imagine me without you, I'll be so lost and confused.


Cool! I didn't step out of house for 3 days! Ahahahaha... And I did these!
- Wake up at 10am.
- Chat/rot in front of PC till 2pm.
- Physical training till 5pm.
- Watch TV/anime till 10 to 12am.

Ahahahaha! Cool huh!?

Boring! Need to go for the Singapore Poly check up tomorrow... It sux! Waste of time! Hmmm... I'm just wondering if I'll ever have another chance to... You know what... If! It just happens that there is another tinky winky chance or something that looks like a hint! I'm gonna take the chance man! Haha... Well, if all that didn't happen, then I'll have to wish for another pretty posh lady to appear in my bioelectronics course :D


"If you're here, please leave a trail so that I can follow up."

"You have to take chances for the things you care about."

Yu Yu Hakusho is such a cool anime! Well, its a pretty old one I suppose... Have been watching it from youtube these few days and yes, youtube, I love you!!! Wahahaha! Its just so cool! You can get almost all the good stuffs there! Clean ones of course ( : But I'm rather pissed off by it these few days... My stuffs just can't seem to be able to be fully loaded!!! Damn...

I found out people aren't that sweet afterall. Sometimes they can't be honest with each another even if they label themselves as friends... Hmm... Maybe I'm over sensitive... Anyway, I don't know why, but each time I used my msn for this special purpose, I'll feel so damn relieved, glad, happy and... ( :

By the way, just a... Whatever you call this, we shouldn't tired ourselves out even if its about having fun or interest... So... Take care! ( :

For a beautiful future!

Finally get to know what school and courses I'll get into... Its Singapore poly! And I'll be attending Bioelectronics... Wonder who will my classmates be... What kind of people are they and will poly life be interesting... Ahahahaha. Most importantly, I need to know if my course can lead me to a bright future!!! I want to earn big money! I want to drive a CLK! Muahahahaha!!!

Haiz... Better cherish the remaining time before school starts. Like I said, life isn't so great these few days... Boring! Bored! Dead! Rot! These are what I have been doing! I really wish that I can study secondary 3 and 4 again... Then I'll live it to the fullest... My life is going on to a new chapter... Everything is gonna be different... Girls meet new guys, guys meet new girls, ahahaha! Aiya! What I want to say is, hope is fading! ( :

Beautiful girls, kind girls, good girls, please go into Bioelectronics! *Prays hard*
Ahahahaha I wasn't serious there! :P

I'm gay! (Not homo) :D

Bored! Bored! Bored! Bored! Bored! Bored! I'm rotting like an apple! Ahahahaha!!! Arghhh.... I found out that there isn't much people I can hang out with... And that's a pretty sad thing... I've never notice this in the past... What in the world is happening!!! Haiz... Sitting at home... Doing nothing... Watch TV, listening to the same songs, jumping/crawling/running around like a retard have become my daily routine... Going to bed soon... Good night people.. May the fairy of fun, joy and love visit me soon! ( :

Its my life! Its now or never!

Today is a boring day. I sat in front of my computer starting from 10:45am to around 3pm chatting in mIRC. At around 3pm, I got my ass off my chair and did some workouts which lasted till 4:45pm. Then, I loaded a couple of Inuyasha movies in youtube.com and went to watch a show on channel U which starts at 5pm. After the show, I went to watch my Inuyasha Movie and then had my dinner at around 8pm. After which, I continued to sit in from of my computer and rot. I managed to play afew rounds of solitaire before I went to take a bathe. After that, the time is around 11:15pm. I managed to get into a conversation with someone in msn and then here am I writing my blog at 12:42am.

-A normal day of Geeky Toh.

Ahahahaha!!! I changed my blog skin today! Well, probably because I think my previous skin has a small window and the writings are pretty small to see, so I decided to get rid of them! Anyway, life have indeed been boring... Can't wait for school to start...

Right beside, yet a hundred miles...

"So near yet so far"... This quote is probably one of the better known ones. It can be considered as a quote can't it? Hahaha, who cares...

Final destination 3. This movie is hella gross... Gruesome scenes that I personally can't take. Its not that I'm scare or what, I just can't take gruesome sights!!! Blame it on my genes of you want to :D. Well, I'll not be a spoiler so... Catch the movie if you wanna know what I'm talking about!

Anyway, have you ever experienced walking beside somebody who you really cared for and only to feel so neglected when they slowed down just to ask another person a question that you probably know the answer? For example, you're walking beside this 'special' person and then she started slowing down and turned to your friend saying, "Hey you know Jane(Example) is having this blablablablabla" and as a matter of fact, Jane(Example) is also your friend and someone you knew! What! What! What!!! What is this!?!? Bullshit!!! Ahhh... I know... Sometimes things just can't be helped... And we may deserve it... But you know... Ssometimes your mind just blacked out! You can't think! Your guts shrink! Your heart skips another beat everytime you speak! And of course, everytime they speak... But then, even if its a sentence or maybe even a word that brings smile to their faces, everything is worth it. ( :

The Lifeless.

"I'm the king of rot! I rot at home everyday, from morning to night, 24 hours a day. I got no life! I sit in front of my computer from morning to night, 12 hours a day. I got nothing better to do! I dream everyday; day dream when I'm awake and the 'real' dream when I'm asleep. I'm the king of rot!"

That's a poem written by Kenny Toh. Wahahahaha! Oh my gaw... I'm becoming more and more lazy, more and more lame! Arghhhhhh!!! Its really very very very very boring!!! No games to play, no places to hang out and no nuts to do!!! I'm going crazy~ I wanna be your baby, cause you and me, yes we can make it~ pui pui pui! Why the heck am I typing the lyric! See I'm already mad! :D

I'm afraid... Afraid of facing something which is nothing much but a mere human being and yes, 'it' is made of fresh and blood like you and me. This being is so special that each time we meet, 'it' freezes my mind. I tried talking, but nuts came out. Actually I'm so afraid of 'it'.
Actually... I'm not really sure about what I'm afraid of... Maybe I need to lose myself ( :

What a day!

English: B4
Mathematics: B3
Science(Chemistry/Biology): B3
Humanities(Social Studies/History): A1
Pure Geography: B3
Mother Tongue: B4
Design and Technology: C6 [ This one is bullshit!]

L1R4: 14 L1R5:18

Yeah! Finally got our O levels result today! So glad that most of my friends, well almost all~, obtained cool grades!!! Well, I was pretty amazed by my result!!! Damn... I was a potential F9 maths student and I actually scored a B3! Holy crap...!!! Wahaha... Anyway, I was damn pissed with my D and T's grade... I worked so hard and only manage to score a C6!? What the fuck!? Ahahaha... Quite pleased with my results also lah... But too bad I didn't manage to win toto... Damnit!

Ahhh!!! Now I have to worry about what courses to take... Headache again... Hahahaha... Aiya, heck care! Remember? I live for the moment!!! Wahahaha... All the best people! Good night and sweet dreams! ( :

"For you I'd cross the world
For you, I'd do anything"

So sick. So sick.

叶子。

Life is just so weird... You never know if things happened out of coincidence or is it meant to be... Sometimes you'll just miss the chance that you have been waiting for without even knowing it... To me, one of the worst feeling is probably having hope, and then ripped of it. Really make one confused and close to going insane... ... Wahahahaha!!!

Anyway, life have been considerably good, but it can be better :D Wahahahaha! Pretty bored these days... Waiting for results to be released this Friday. Fear! Fear! Fear! Can you see fear in the eyes of the students who sat for O levels last year!? I don't know, but one thing for sure, you shall see none in mine for I'm the man without fear. Wahahahahaha!!! See, told you that people gets close to crazy... Ahahahaha! Arghhhhh! I'm crazy so let the whole entry be filled with madass purple! Muahahaha...

"Don't take the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without."

Hm.

Have you ever feel so disappointed cause you have mistrusted someone, believing everything they did is for your good? It may be a misunderstanding, but you just don't want to clear things up...

Feed my hatred; devour my heart.

"Don't believe your friends when they ask you to be honest with them. All they really want is to be maintained in the good opinion they have of themselves."

Was chatting around with my cousins the other day and he talked about his friend who like to bullshit, talk cock and talk big. I was like, "hey! Those sounded familiar!". But this friend of his is really good, he "bull-ed" about him having a Jaguar, you know those two hundred thousand plus cars, in his garage without his dad knowing it. Then I was like, "geez, when I grow up, I got to be a Scientist! There is a need for me to open a special "humanlogy" department in the Science Center where everything about why humans lie, bullshit, behaves hypocritically, etc, etc is studied!" Ha.

"Before I met her I'd be walking through life thinking I was happy, that I was complete... but now I can't go back to just being me because now I know what it's like to be whole."

Lunar New Year!

Wooooooooo!!! Firstly, I want to say that I'm hella glad that I've earned some money!!! Yeah!!! Worked as Yeo's 'ka kia' on 21st and 22nd at Woodlands, and 26th and 27th at Buki PanJang area... Lazy to describe the details... Hahaha...

Its freaking bored now that's why I decided to post some rubbish... Wahahaha... Its Chinese New Year!!! Tomorrow is gonna be a long day... But I have decided to spend some of it sleeping :D Wahaha... Anyway, Happy Lunar New Year people!!! Weee-u-weeet~~ Ahahaha ( :

"Never gone, Never far, In my heart is where you are"

Bad year for me!?

Firstly, I would like to say happy new year to everyone. Secondly, I want to say, WHAT THE FUCK! This year doesn't appear to be very bright to me... Still out of job and have been sick for the pass 6 days! Holy crap...
My throat still feels like burning coals but I think I have recovered from fever and flu already... So bored at home... The worst part is that I have no job! Damnit... Let me recover first before anything...

Progress or...?

Wahahahaha today is the day after Christmas, also named Boxing day! Ermmm... Honestly, I got no idea that such day existed until someone in irc said so... Hahaha... So... I guess its obvious enough that I don't know what does it do and what's it for... Hahaha.

Like a quote said, "Many people want to be the sun that brightens up your life, but I want to be the moon that shines on you during your darkest hours." This quote is so true... If only I have a chance to... Hahaha... Simple words like 'yes', 'no', 'don't know' may sometimes be solution or answers to doubts which caused many sleepless nights... All you need to do is to think carefully... Or rather, if you're lost, just choose the way that is the brightest to everyone, including yourself! I know... Things won't always turn out good for everyone... So, consulting a third party could be a good idea... Human beings are made selfish afterall! Remember this... Well, I'm not saying that we should always do things that reflect the positive on ourselves, just that we need see who needs the positive ray of light more...

Good night people... May the best fall upon all. ( :

Merry Christmas!

Ho, ho, ho! Merry Christmas! Wahahahaha!!! Silent night~ Holy night~ :D
This Christmas eve is kinda boring for me... Did nothing special, just slacked around... Hahaha. Should have at least gone down to Orchard right!? Damn! Anyway, I was pretty glad that the 848 coffee shop revived! Yeah~ hahaha.

Christmas is so beautiful! Awwwwww... Too bad something is missing... Ahahahaha!!!

Lastly,

I would like to wish everyone a Happy Merry Christmas and of course, to You! ( :

Creakkkk Kinnggg~

Wo0o0o0~ All the chalets and 'slacking sections' have ended, for now, that it ( :
Went to my family's chalet and then the... Erm... Not sure if I should call it the 2A2 2003's chalet or whatever, at Changi and Coastal Sand respectively...
Oh yeah, YouLun is back and we went to his house to stay for around 4 days and 3 nights. Haha, 1st night: Did stupid things till around 3 or 4 then went to play some stupid computer games with Andrew till 7... Pretty stupid... Hahaha... Second night: Pretty damn tired so I guess... I slept at around 11 - 12. Third night: Pretty much same as the second one. Fourth: Abit later then the previous 2.(Seems kinda lame to elaborate like this, but I'm lazy :D ahahaha.)

Chalets:

Nothing much to do actually, just chatted and crapped till the morning, played abit of cards, eat eat and drink drink ( : wahahaha... The true meaning of relaxing! Haiz... It would be perfect if there that one thing is around... Ahhhhhh! Forget that! I'm pretty much cool with it now, feeling more 'released'. But still, I CAN'T BREAK THROUGH! Wahahahaha... Christmas is round the corner... But... I'm so dead... Not sure if I'm making any progress but... I'm lost for words... Hahaha...

So bored!!! I think I'll need to go look for jobs the next week... Sooo short of cash... Well, not really that poor, just feeling kinda pissed when my $$$ falls below a certain amount :D

"Herherherherherherherherherherherherherherherherher"
Sweet dreams people.
( :

Horoscope / Dead

Horoscopes. Sometimes these readings are quite accurate... My reading for 8/12, "If you've been dreaming about change, today is the day to start making it happen." Hahahahahaha... Really wondering if I should follow this... Arghhhhh I'm going crazy!!!

Can't break through! Can't break through!! Can't break through!!! Hopes were given time and time, but smashed again and again... Why is this process continuing and never seems to stop...? I'm really getting tired of this and I believe everyone is... Too much odds. I never seems to do things the right way and forever so wussy... Hahaha... Went to Alvin's chalet at Aranda downtown on Wednesday... Hmmm, should I say its fun or... Ahahahahaha... Forget it, don't wish to talk about it... Watched "Chicken Little" this afternoon, another dreadful event, am I thinking too much or its just plain simple? Different people just have different lives... Guess my life isn't gonna be that easy after all...
I have become a totally pessimistic bastard who looks at world hopelessly and forever worrying about every shit that happened. The best part of it is that I'm freaking balless and I don't see any room for improvement.

Ever heard of the story about a girl with too much 'Curiosity' and opened a chest? She released all those 'flies' with, 'Jealousy', 'Sickness', 'Death', 'Hatred', etc, etc... Why are there only 1 fly carrying 'Hope'? If only there were more hopes, things would definitely be better for everyone... Trust, confident and courage is all that I need now... Seemed closer, yet drifting further and further away...
) :

Ahhhhhhhhh!!! Whatever~ tomorrow, is gonna be a new day! ( : maybe I should just get away for a few days or maybe weeks to cool down...

Pathetic I am!

Bad... Bad... Bad...I'm so pathetic and depressed... Haha, maybe depressed is a little too serious... I'll just use... Arghhh... I don't know. Feeling so restless since yesterday and I'm so upset with myself!!! Forever so... Hopeless. Ahahaha, I think I have become a super duper pessimistic person!!! This is booshit! I wasn't like this in the past! Some said I should just be myself... But after thinking about it, I think that's just me! Isn't I this quiet since... Think about it, how many times did I seriously started a 1 to 1 conversation? I'm usually the one who replies or just crap around in a group... I'm just this freaking weak... Arghhhhh... Nevermind, I will try harder again... Ahahaha wondered how many times I have said this and how much did I actually improved...?

Anyway, went to a job interview this morning with Alvin... The pay was really impressive... But I`ve lost the motivation to work or do whatever craps since last night ) :
Went to gym after that and was so restless that I could barley do any workouts after the first exercise... After that, we went to 761 to play basketball! Oh my god! At lest some comforting event happened ( : I met my 2 years-no-see basketball buddy! Ahahaha... Yeah he improved a lot! And I meant a lot! He couldn't do layups in the past, couldn't shoot properly and always gets the ball out when he's near the line... But look at him today! Woah... Impressive layups with tricks, handsome shooting style and dribble pass people(abit dirty though :D) Ahahahaha!!!

So hungry right now... Dinner time!

12 days left before lunnietic comes to town.

Wehehehe

Happy thoughts, Happy thoughts and a little fairy dust. These makes the formula to let you fly! Ahahaha! Well, fly as in physically(According to Petter Pan) or mentally ( : Ahahaha crap...

Something surprising happened this morning and I was... *Lost for words* Ahahahaha!!! Don't wish to go into details but... Yeah!
Arghhhh, I only managed to wake up at 11:30... That's considered freaking late for me!!! Usually wakes up at 8 - 10... Anyway, went to the gym today(Yes!!! Finally after such a long break! Ahahahaha...) Totally tired out... Did workouts from around 2:30 to 5+ shiok...! Hahahaha... Hmmm... Sat around under some blocks for a while before heading to 200+ for balling... Went to a coffee shop and slacked, then ball awhile more before heading home... Well, today is considered a much lively day compared to yesterday... Wahahaha!!! Hmmm... Wonder what's the cause... :D

Found out that I'm a rather moody person after some recent events... Little things can get me all down and I'll behave as if I'm dead... Well, little things does not refers to those normal daily life incident, examples: quarreling with someone(I don't do this! Just a example anyway), losing a basketball game or even being broke! These are nothing!!! Ahhh! Don't even know what am I trying to say. Hahaha...

1 more thing! Bon voyage to Alvin, who will be leaving for Thailand tomorrow! Hahaha... Should really sleep now... Oyasumi nasai! Tomorrow is gonna be better!