Ahhhh...

Dang Dang Dang Dang Dang!!! My prelims' all messed up! Wahahahaha Got like 27 to 32 for L1R4... Hahahahaha... But I'm only worried for my maths... I believe I can do well for other subjects, but for maths, I'm SCARE!!!

Hahaha... Anyway, hmmm... Some stuffs happened lately and I was really DEPRESSED! Yes, I mean depressed! Every food I tasted seems so dull... And the weather, seemed to be contrasting with my feelings. The rain just won't stop!!! Hahaha... But the truth is out pretty soon!(Yeah, thanks to my great courage :P) Damnit! I was feeling mad and happy at the same time when I know the truth! Happy: Well, to put this in simple term, 'there is still HOPE'. Mad: Hmmm... WHAT THE HELL! I WAS ALL SAD FOR THAT 3 DAYS! DAMNIT! Hahahahaha!!!

Oh yeah, and O levels is finally coming... Can't wait for it!!! Although I know I'm not that ready, but I really wished that it will be over tomorrow... Hope that Prom night will be fun and unforgettable! (Well, unforgettable in a pleasant way~) Yeah, nothing much to do these days... Usually start my day with a maths paper, and will hang out sometimes in the afternoon or just rot all the way till night... Hahahaha... Bored. Oh 1 more thing, Bleach owns!!! Really nice anime! Waiting for the 9 pm show to start now... So bored...

Tomorrow is gonna be better! ( :

Prelims over...!

Hmmm... Time isreally flying... We're still talking about how long the prelims was and now its all over... Hahahaha. Its really freaking bored!!! No mood for studies, all my songs are 'rusty', listened to them hundred of times and... There seemed to be a barrier in my mind, blocking me time and time... Ahhhhh!!!

Hmm... 30+ days more to 'O' levels. Feeling kinda excited right now! :D But the main concentration is still the prelims results! Damn, can't wait to see how badly(or well :D), I've done. Haven't been studying hard for this exam, only reading through... But I know the things are in my head! Nothing much to talk about now... I think I'll go and take a bath and... Continue dreaming ( : Ahhhhh!!! Its still early and I'm already feeling so barking bored~ Hahahahaha...

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Hahahaha... Prelims' pretty cool... Feeling so weak these few days... Full of fear in my heart... Fear of something that can never be explained... Doing maths now and will be sleeping soon. Paper 2 tomorrow... All the best people.

Song of the week.

Perfect. Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me, think back and talk to me, did I grow up up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time, doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disappove all along...

And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna make you proud... I'm never gonna be good enough for you, can't pretend that I'm alright, and you can't change me... Cause we lost it all... Nothing last forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect... Its just too late and we can't go back... I'm sorry, I just can't be perfect...

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside... Did you know you used to be my hero... All the days you spend with me, now seem so far away and it feels like you don't care anymore... And now I try hard to make it, I just wanna make you proud... I'm never gonna be good enough for you, I can't stand another fight and nothing is alright...

Cause we lost it all... Nothing last forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect... Its just too late and we can't go back... I'm sorry, I just can't be perfect... Nothing is gonna change the things you said, nothing is gonna make this right again... Please don't turn your back, I can't believe its hard just to talk to you... But you don't understand...

Cause we lost it all... Nothing last forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect... Its just too late and we can't go back... I'm sorry, I just can't be perfect...
(X2)

**Blink** A week passed.

Aiyo... In a blink, the September holiday passed. Went to school on Monday & Wednesday. Hahahaha I skipped the lessons on Tuesday! Shiok! Cause its Devil Wong's class muahahaha!!! Her lesson is so boring and she believes that she is so wise! That we can't pass Biology without her... Hiaz... This kind of mentality... No wonder still a MISS. Wahahahahaha!!!

Time is so precious that I can't bear to use it for sleeping! Wednesday 'morning' : Hmmmm... 1 word, great. Hahahaha... Race till 3:20a.m yesterday and it was freaking gay. Toyota Corolla was total ownage!!! Hahaha, awesome turning speed and crazy handles! Did some maths yesterday and today but I can't seem to be able to concentrate... Aiya! Should be ready for the paper by Monday(Well, hope so~ hahahaha). Feeling kinda pissed right now... Time passes so fast! How I wished it was still the beginning of the year!!! Everyday seemed so bored... Bored! Bored!! Bored!!! ) :

'My life has a superb cast but I can't figure out the plot.'

Saturday O.o

Prelims had finally started!!! Hmmmm, had our English paper 1 and 2 & Social Studies on Friday. English seemed to be a killer and Social Studies... Devil? Hahahaha... I was so happy on Friday night. The world appeared to be so beautiful~ ( :

Played cs this morning and I was pretty... Hot. Wahahaha ( : From rank 178 to 1 with the frag of 102 kills - 40 death :D :D :D & my nick was... ... juzPL. ( : Wahahahahaha!!! Meaningful nick aye? Ahahahahaha!!! Oh yeah, tidied my table today and the difference was... Chaos and serene :D I really enjoyed looking at mess being cleared up, especially when I was involved in the cleaning up! Haha... After I cleared the table, I went to sleep, which angered me after I woke up as I sees afternoon naps as wasting of time. Hahaha... Luckily, there was this show, 'She Diao Ying Xiong Juan', as it 'mesmerised' me for 2 hours :D hahahaha!!!

Hiaz... Its pretty damn bored these days and the only damn thing that I think I can do is study... Which I haven't appeared to have mush interest yet ( : but I believe I will, soon. Hahaha... Till then, stay healthy pee-plee! Hahaha!

- Every time I hear your voice, smiling becomes an involuntary reflex. ( :

Awwww... Finally it came...

Haiz... No more lessons for a month or more... I'm sure I'll miss... Everybody : D Oh... Another thing, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!! Weeeet-weet-weeuuu~ Hahahaha... Oh its Ivan's birthday too! Happy Birthday Ivan! ( : & not forgetting Mr. Hiang Peng my dear cousin ( : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL!!!
Hmm... Is August such a good month for giving birth? Haha! Well, I mean... There is just so much birthdays this month!!! But its a good thing I suppose. Birthdays are good! They bring people closer together! :D Hmmm... Just to sum things up, this August is probably one of the best I'll ever have in my life... Hehe...
Sigh... There is still not much courage in me... Prelims is coming and I'm still... Idling. Got to go sleep soon... Hope that tomorrow will be a better day ( :

'Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.'

Hehehehe

Hahahaha saw this as one of the topic in a channel... Is it true? Hope not : D


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Heart is a simple yet complicated word.

Yup... 'Heart' appears to be a simple word. But what's deep inside can be complicated... So complicated that human beings cannot understand...

Went to play basketball this morning at 8. We played and slacked and ate and played and slacked and ate all the way till 8 at night, haha. Freaky tired...

There are so many kind of people in this dreadful world... Some have no courage to write a story while others, end one... If only human never learnt to be untruth, never learnt to lust & never learnt to hate... If only fairies exist... Arghhhhhh 'If only' is such a bad word!

Courage is such an important thing. With this special 'element', human can actually achieve a lot. And why must I lack this 'element'! There is so little courage within me... Maybe its better to free our mind and focus on what's more important... Prelims in 5 days... Shouldn't be a problem... Yeah! I have faith! Hahahahaha... Time to slack... May the world know peace!!! ( :

Failure... Me.

I have failed myself again... why can't I make good use of the opportunities that I had!!! Fuck it! Arghhhhh...

'We'

Finally! Its Friday again! Hahaha so happy ( : Fridays just rocksss.
Haha, I'm so glad that I've finished my D & T folio! Haha... All that I need to worry now is that what grade will I score with that 'freaky' folio of mine : D

Today was a pretty cool day. We had 3 free periods and they made Sherman, Adrian, Irwin and I laugh our ass off ( : (during one of the periods) hahahahahaha... Aiyo... I had spent around 50 bucks in just 5 days this week! Hahahaha. Spent around $20+ on food & drinks, $10 transport, $12 hair cut, $4 newspapers and $5 for binding that folio...
So sad ) : Ok lar nothing much to say... Time to go sleep. Sweet Dreams to all! ( :

One of my all time favorite quote and I think it can be found in 'Batman Begins'

' It's not what u have deep inside but what u do that defines you. '

Life is beautiful... For now ( :

Yup, life had been so great lately. I really enjoyed the life of chilling till late night, chatting and joking our time away. Hahahaha... Hmmmm, maybe I should just say... Perfect weekend ( :

Hahaha I've finally started my revision for the exams! Studied my Social Studies on Saturday and little bit of Biology on Sunday ( : All I can say is... 'Because Of You' keke I meant the song by Kelly Clarkson : D hahaha yeah its a beautiful song. Hmmm... Nothing much happened in school today except that I really really tried my best not to fall asleep and guess what, I DID IT! 11 claps for me! Hahaha... Listen to 'Devil' Wong's exam experience and it really made me determined to study hard... Wonder if I can do it... Well, old sayings, have faith! Oh yeah, I finished all the homework that I remembered having in SSP today ( : cool huh? Hahaha for the first time I used the 2 hours in the SSP for meaningful stuffs...

Oh... Today's PE lesson was pretty interesting too! We had basketball games and it was quite... Amusing. Hahahaha... Hmmm, really had no intention of winning, all I though about was to see people have fun and of course have fun myself. Hahaha! Damnit... Didn't sleep at class really made me tired hahaha. Got to go sleep soon after bathing... Cya~

Life without... ... ... ...

Damn, I was quite disappointed with the SuperStar's result last night... Haha anyway, would like to congratulate the 2 winners, Kelvin and Kelly.

Fridays really rox!D & T lesson is really fun hahaha!!! Oh yeah, something really cool happened today. Our bio lessons were canceled! Weeet-weeet-weeeuuu~ Kakakaka... So, I slacked in school a little and went home to sleep : D Woke up at around 7:15 and had dinner then listened to songs and blablablablablablabla...

Oh yah, lunnie went back today and there is a little(or BIG) piece of news for him! Haha can't wait to see his reaction when he hears the news : D Anyway, hope to wish him all the best there!

So sad... The year is coming to an end... Everything is gonna be different after that... All the peeps.. Lifestyle...
) : NOOO!!! I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN! I'M ENJOYING MY LIFE NOW!!! Haiz... Just alittle bit more courage... Is all that I need. Zzzz... Zzz... Zz... Z...


'Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.'

Unpredictable

SuperStar's result will be reveled in a few moments time. Although I'm not a 'hardcore' fan, but I support Kelly and JunYang lar... Hahaha... Yup*(hehe) just reached home after the 'last supper' (hmmm supper or dinner? Haha) with lunnie & buddies at Lower Pierce area. We'll ALL miss you!!! ( : Hahaha.

Prelims is finally coming & I believe its time to study... Yes and I mean total, insane, madness study. Well, since I was TOLD to study, then I shall~ Hahahaha... Ok this time its for real man... Monday, 21st of August, will be the date I start my 'mission impossible'.
School had been so boring today... Well, at lest something encouraging happened in the evening, kekeke... : D Anyway, Tomorrow is gonna be a hard day... Stupid 'Carrot' Wong with stupid remedial class. School ends at 12:40 and there is bio extra class at 2:45... This is crapp! 2 hours in the half dead school!? Awww man... To make matter worst, the lesson will end at around 4!!! Well, there is practical and theory, so... FUCK IT! Kakaka

TV time! ( : Hahaha... Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'll try to sleep earlier starting from Sunday. Till then... RAWK ON PEOPLE!!!

Owned.

Aiyayayaya... After being phyco-ed by the 2 Chinese teachers, I finally decided not to retake my Chinese O levels although I only managed to get a B4... Yup, what she said does make sense. So what even if I can score a A1 for my Chinese but a D7 for Maths? Its still ITE... Well, not that its bad, but that's not my goal in life so I guess I'm not gonna head there : D

Anyway, had my English oral yesterday. Well, the topics seemed easy for me but things don't always turn out the way I feel :D Hahaha... Haiz... Nothing much to talk about... Just listening to the beautiful songs and dreaming blablabla, hahaha... Oh yah, I was kinda retard just now. I wanted to go for a hair cut and when I was waiting for the lift, I suddenly felt weird and went back home. Hahahaha IM MAD! Yup, beginning to feel the pressure of O levels and I guess its good sign ( : hahahahaha...

'Giving laughers or joy to one is probably the most promising task accomplished for the day.'

Why do I love you...

Haiz... Only managed to score a B4 for my Chinese O levels... So sad ) : But nevermind lar... I'll retake the test at the end of this year!!! Haha! So much happened these few weeks, too much to list down (| : Hahahahaha, yup happy and sour at the same time, weird but great feeling kekeke. Oh yah, nearly forgot to wish Singapore a happy 40th birthday! Wee-Wee-Weeuuuu~ Hahaha... Will be having my o levels English Oral tomorrow, all the best to everyone taking it! Feeling kinda sleepy right now... Headache... DEAD.

Why Do I Love You

Suddenly she's leaving, suddenly the promise of love has gone, suddenly breathing seems so hard to do...

Carefully you planned it, I got to know just a minute too late oh girl~ Now I understand it, all the times we made love together, baby you were thinking of him...

Why do I love you? Don't even want to~ Why do I love you like I do? Like I always do~ you should have told me... Why did you have to be untrue... Love you like I do, why do I love you like I do...?

Ain't gonna show no weakness! I'm gonna smile and tell the whole world I'm fine, I'm gonna keep my senses, but deep down where no one can hear me... Baby I'll be crying for you~

Why do I love you? Don't even want to~ Why do I love you like I do? Like I always do~ you should have told me... Why did you have to be untrue... Love you like I do, why do I love you like I do...?

Can't go back, can't erase~ Baby your smiling face~ Oh no, I can't think of nothing else but you~ suddenly...

Why do I love you? Don't even want to~ Why do I love you like I do? Like I always do~ you should have told me... Why did you have to be untrue... Love you like I do, why do I love you like I do...? (X2)

This song rawks~~ Feeling lost cause time is flying so so so & so fast... Soon everything will be over and I really hope that... I'm a time wizard hahaha... Yupyupyup I changed my skin... Yeah I mean my real skin!!!
Feel the wrath mortal, doom have come to this world... Muahahahahaha!!!

Holy shit!~

What the fook!?~ Where did my most recent post gone!? Damn It took me quite sometime to upload those photos of the cars and they are all gone now!? DANG~ Arghhhhh... Nevermind... Will try to upload them again when I have the time...

Woah... It was really a long time since I last posted. Can't really remember all the shits that happened during this period. Anyway, the June Chalet was cool shit! We had all the fun we needed and that sure spoiled my study mood... Haha. Oh yeah forgot to welcome the lunnie back, Welcome back You Lun the lunnie dude! Muahahahaa...

Anyway, had been quite busy with school work lately and the Design and Technology Foilo's dead line will be up soon. The problem is that my freaking printer had been spoilt for ages and its beyond hope for repair... Forget it, I 'll try and do all the shit required and get my stuffs printed. Haiz... Time really flies. Its already July and will be August in a blink... Really really really hope that time won't pass so fast! People use to say 'Time will pass extra fast when you're enjoying every second of it' well, time seemed to be flying no matter if I'm enjoying or suffering...

I guess I'll be touching up my maths and other weak subjects real soon cause the big 'O' is coming our way~~~! Wahahahaha... Damn I hope I'll be ready by prelims and can say 'Bring It On!' to the exams! Wahahahahaa... Alright my last words for today, all the best everyone for the up coming days!

'Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.'

Go for it!!!

'I have failed over and over again in my life... And thats why I have succeeded.' - Michael Jordan

Today was a... Pretty exciting day. We went to turf city to watch our school's softball team VS RI's team. Near the turf city was a 'underground' carpark where cars were sold and there were sure damn lot of pretty cars.
Andrew, Li Ya, Ser Chin, Ivan, Irwin, Kam Chuen and me met at around 2 in Yishun MRT station. It took us about 1 hour and 15 minutes to get there? Although the guys lost, I can see that they were very very very focus in the match. After the game, we went back to yishun and had our dinner at Long John. Then we went to meet up with some of the A2's girls and one of Li Ya's friend.
We went for soccer after that and it was pretty fun... DAMN IT!!! MY RIGHT FOOT CAN'T MOVE RIGHT NOW AND I AM HAVING DIFFCUILTY WALKING~~ Haiz... Hope it will be fine tomorrow...
Oh, 1 more thing. Andrew is finally back~~!! Wee-U-Weet~ Hahaha... Yup, after being 'missing in action' for about 2 weeks, Andrew finally 'revived'!!! Exam is round the corner... Hope that I can focus hard right now... Anyway, hope tomorrow is a better day!

'If you are going through hell, keep going.'

Happy Birthday Lunnie!

Lunnie is a weak boy~ Lunnie is a weak boy~ Opps...! 'was just playing'' haha. Today is the lunnie's birthday so are we suppose to use his phrase? MuaHahAhaha okokokok...

Nothing much happened today except that I have started my Chinese revision... Not much though, just read some of the words in the ownage 'Xin-ya' O'lvl 10 years series. I took out my sec. 3 'xi zi bu' and wrote the words which appeared in the pass O'lvls.
Another thing is that Mr Low had decided to end school at 10 on Friday! Wo0o0o0o~! This is because of the great performance from our band, drama, choir, dance and wushu! Oh... Not forgetting our softball boys :D. 11 Claps! Band got Gold with honors, drama, choir and dance with silver and finally wushu with 4 gold medals and blablablabla(can't remember the others haha). Softball boys retained their title as the North Zone chams! Yea~~! Anyway, just 'owned' the ACS-I(Anglo Chinese Secondary Independent) with a score of 7 - 2! It was the semi-finals which means they are in the finals!!! Wo0o0o0o! Anyway, the finals will be on Friday so... Wish them all the best...

Finally, let me wish Keegen Chung You Lun / styx / lunnie (pattern liao liao wHaHahAhaha) a sweet 16th birthday, all wishes come true and may the force be with him.
**SweetDreams**

What a day!

'Long time no post, don't think I mati'. Hahahaha... Today was a pretty cool day. Woke up at around 9:30 and did my daily routine, and then went to Marina South for stream-boat at around 4. Damn... There was lots and lots and lots of hot chicks around there and the super kite flying ground had became a super large soccer field, I mean there were like 6 pitches in the large field! Okok here comes the really really cool part. I SAW DAMN LOTS OF CARS TODAY AND I'M DAMN FREAKING EXCITED!!! Firstly, I saw 8 Toyota Celica, 5 Alfa Romeo 156 GTA, some oldies sport cars which I got no idea what brand are they(too far away...), 1 Mazda RX-7 and RX-8, the super rare Nissan Skyline GT-R R34 and Nissan Fairlady 350Z!!!! Woooo~~ Too cool!!!!!! Alright, got to go watch 'Huang Fei Hong'... Oh 1 more thing, exam is round the corner and I hope that I can settle down and study hard... Good luck everybody!
**Sweet Dreams**