Bling $ bling

Just watched "Stomp the Yard". Its a good show! But I personally prefer "You Got Served" where they have more break dancing than the stomping and weird hand signs, haha!

Man, cycled to Jalan Kayu with Phil today on BMX, kinda crazy and I can feel my legs breaking apart at the up hill areas of the journey! And all the enormous trucks zoom-ing pass are hella scary! Its like they may run through you anytime and they are just around 2 to 3 feets away!

Haha! I'm running low on $$$ man... Spent a considerable much amount to me in March already and we're only half way through! Argh... If I spend just a bit more, then my savings for this month will be nil... Guess I'll have to cut down on my expenses. But certain things just ain't supposed to be save isn't it? :D oh! I got an idea! Maybe I should break my ATM card cause with my lazy attribute, I probably won't get a replacement! Wahahaha!

Okay, went for a ride at around 9:30 and tire number 5 just exploded. Got to get replacement tomorrow, again. ) :

1 month.

Let's see... Haven't done much recently, watched "Pursuit of Happyness" and I thought its good. Will Smith and his son really did a good job! The movie kinda made me recall my primary school's motto, "Strive to Succeed". Hahaha!

"300" is good as well! Insane bloody actions, the true meaning of crazy and bravery! I personally thought that the sex scenes are unnecessary though.. Haha! Can't wait to catch "Stomp the Yard"!!! It have to be a super duper good show!

Oh! I've got to mention the most unlucky day of life! The back tire of my ride exploded 3 times in less than 24 hours!!! Arghhh! At around 2 a.m, I thought of landing a pretty bunny hop before heading home but the fucking tire just have to explode at that time. But that's ok, I woke up the next morning and headed to block 900+ to get the tire fixed. But in less than 2 hours, it went 'airless' again! And we had to travel all the way back from 800+ to get them replaced, again! After that, we headed over to my place, but on the way, my brakes got stuck with the tire and when I tried turning, the whole thing exploded! Gosh, it was so loud that we had the buzzing sound in our ears for the next 8 minutes! I'm so damn pissed!!! Hahahaha!

Feeling so bored and lonely and restless and lazy now :D hahaha! How can I feel lazy and bored at the same time! Sounds contradicting to me :D ahahaha! Haven't done anything today except watching a few episode of One Piece and lazing around bed...

Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

"I'm so over you... but I still love the way you walk, talk, smell, smile, basically everything about you, but I'm so over you."

OP bazaar was... Below average I suppose. Ahahaha! But meeting up with friends and sitting at the best canteen I've ever been to(not because of the food) was totally incredible! Went to check out Ang Mo Kio Hub after that, played pool for awhile and headed to cine for a animal movie, to be honest, I don't even know what the fuck is the name of that movie. Its about a crocodile though. Anyway, the movie should be considered okay for a animal show :D hahaha! After that, we went to dine at the "kopitiam" near youth park. Its freaking cheap! 7 people with delicious food like, ray, egg, some shell thing they called 'lala', fried you tiao and my favourite little kai lan for only $54!

Chalet was alright, the awesome part was the Katong/Parkway tour. Played pool, chilled at LAN/pub/soccer club, 3-in-1 'shop' and had HongKong delicacies for supper.

Hmmm, what else did I do at the chalet... Oh, as usual, we played cards, it was hilarious! Each of us just have to pick a card and the person with the smallest will have to do forfeits like eating candies or some Chinese New Year left over food. Extremely funny! Hahaha! And BBQ was okay, enjoyed eating the mutton satays the most, hahaha!

By the way, I guess I didn't make it for the job thing, haven't receive any phone calls. Maybe I should just take it easy and enjoy the holidays all the way! :D ahahaha! My, my, that's some devilish thought...

Its Monday again! Let's have fun.

:D

If this is how you feel...

The worst feeling in the world is to love and hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them further and further away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

If this is how you're feeling right now, take a deep breathe, appreciate the moon. Its time to take it slow and learn to live for the moment instead of scouting the future.

Results

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
ET062Z - 6 - A
LC0318 - 2 - C
SP0302 - 2 - C
CP006S - 2 - C
ET0085 - 2 - C+
ET060Z - 13 - D
ET061Z - 8 - D
MS418Z - 8 - D

SEMESTER GPA: 1.628 CUMULATIVE GPA: 1.735

Ok, ok, I know my results' really bad but then I'm really really, super duper happy at this moment cause I don't have to repeat any of my modules!!! Hahahaha!

) :

I don't wanna know!

Holidays?

FUCK!

I'm feeling hella pissed right now cause I tried doing a bunny hop up the ledge of a pathway and ended up with a punctured tire! Hahaha!

I need to watch the movie "300"! Gosh, seen the trailer and its way too cool. I love movies like these, ancient warriors crashing with swords, brave warriors, 300 against a million, totally awesome. Reminds me of movies like "Troy", "King Arthur" and "Lord of the Rings". & I love thrillers too! Maybe will be watching "The Number 23" someday. Oh! "Pursuit of Happyness" is the movie I want to watch the most!!! But only with the 'chosen one' ahahahaha!

Haiz, really don't feel like working this holiday. If everything goes well, should be starting work on this coming Monday. I just want to have fun, accompany the "bored", etc, etc. But I know I can't be a fag anymore. Got to earn some money, as a man. Haha! Anyway, haven't been feeling that great these days, the feeling of "all out of love" seems to be coming back. Ahahaha! Where is the love!? Where is the love, the love, the love...

I'll be there for you, as long as you want me to.

BMX!

Let's ride! Hahahaha! We are so into BMX! Were trying out manual under 750 just now and there is this 'addiction' feeling that keep making us want to do it! Hahaha! Alvin and Phil will most probably be getting their bikes tomorrow and then its time to roll... Ahahaha!!!

Damn, haven't done crazy things in awhile. Just sent Phil home with a bike under the rain, we got damned wet :D hahaha! Wet, as in drenched. Ahahaha! Looking forward to tomorrow! Peace! :)

March is on its way!

Ahhhh! Mum actually didn't prepare dinner and we're all going to eat the leftovers from lunch. I guess this is life when the family is on the verge of bankruptcy. Hahahaha! I hate it when she goes all naggy when I want to dine out. She will start saying, "don't waste money la! Food outsides' unhealthy!" my, my... But then again, if I were to dine out everyday, I would be so lost and couldn't decide what to have! Haiz... I guess humans are just like that, never appreciate what they have until its gone, 人就是这样，永有时，不会珍惜，没了，才来后悔...

Today is just another boring day. Internet is unusually slow and I'm feeling extraordinarily lazy. A few more days and I might begin working. However, I've got no idea what I'm going to work as. I guess the place is an agency that randomly posts people to odd jobs.

I've already lost count for the number of days since my holiday started, it just seemed so long... I can't even remember when it started! Hahaha... There are so many things I want to do! I want to get a new pair of flip-flops, a pair of shoes, a wallet and maybe some muscle tees. Oh! And I want to bring someone for movie, for ice-cream or a meal. And I wonder who... Ahahaha! I don't know!

Oh, and did I mention that I am sick? Okay, I'm sick. Haha! That sounded retard! Hahaha! Anyway, had been down with flu and cough since Saturday. Getting better already, and soon I'll be able to start stuffing all the Chinese New Year's snacks and foods and whatever into my 'lack-of-sweetness' body. Muahahaha! :D

Fragile

Loving you, is easy cause you're beautiful, making love with you is all I wanna do...
Loving you, is more than just a dream come true... And everything that I do, is out of loving you..
No-one else can make me feel the colours that you bring...
Stay with me while we grow old and we will stay each day in spring time, cause loving you, has made my life so beautiful...
And everyday of my life is filled with loving you..
Loving you, I see your soul come shinning through, and every time we flew, I'm more in love with you..

I'm so bored and is feeling a little pissed cause I didn't get to play a game of pool just now. All the tables are occupied. My orange fish just passed away and it'll be the red's turn soon... Feeling kinda bad, cause I didn't take good care of them... Had been keeping these fishes for 6 to 8 months already. Ok, I don't know what the hack am I typing, so I guess my brain is shutting down. Haha!

Love.

初二 was ok-ok. Hahaha! Went to my mum's cousin place. They have hell lot of fishes! So beautiful! Haha! I want to have a planted tank too!

Anyway, I had a great day! I love my friends! Love! Love! Yes! I mean love! Hahahaha! This is the first time I joined my friends for the 初三 Lunar New Year visiting! And its also the first time I visited their houses and family!

We are gonna ball later on today. My, my, it had been quite awhile since we last balled. Let's go sleep my dearest, it had been a long day

( :

Chinese New Year!

Hoo-ray! Today marks the beginning of a new lunar new year!

Happy Lunar New Year Everyone!

Tomorrow is going to be a long day, so I guess I should be in bed now. Peace!

V-day. Love.

I had the best Valentines' Day so far in my life!
with my friends that is :D

Hahahaha!!! Chinese New Year is round the corner, let's rejoy people! Oh, and to those who are 'stucked' overseas, no worries! Love is all around!

^.^ V

I am lost...

My, my, tomorrow is the release of the O'levels examinations result! Haha, the moment of truth huh? Just wondering what was I doing last year before the night the results' released... I can't recall it! Hahaha! All I remembered was going to steamboat with a few friends after getting the results, yes, I mean a few! Haha! Hella gay!

Anyway, all the best to whoever that's gonna receive the 'magic paper' tomorrow :D

Haiz, just got this feeling that my life is dull and meaningless out of the blue... Everyday, I either sit in front of the laptop, or is at school, or sit in coffee shops, or hang out in town, or play basketball... I feel that I'm someone with low self-esteem, just feel so empty! But, what the fuck!? I mean, its actually alright to have a life like this isn't it? Or is it not right at all? Maybe I need more friends, maybe I need a girl. :D
I don't know man...

By the way, something surprising happened today. But, but, but... Its for me to know, and never for you to find out :D muahahaha! Ok lah, its nothing much really. Oh! Tomorrow is my math paper, its the final examinations paper of the year as well! Hoo-ray! I'm totally not ready, but will try to sort things out tomorrow morning.

Let's rumble, loved ones :D

Last to go.

Yosh! I did a crazy thing this morning! I got the salon auntie to cut away all of my fringe! Ok, I don't know how to spell it but its basically the front part of our hair :D hmm... I guess I look kinda retarded right now. Hahahaha!!! My hair is kinda short now so... I suppose I won't be getting a hair cut for a while.

Had my Digital Electronics exam later in the day. Don't know if I'll do well but I was definitely better prepared than the PEEE paper! Yellowcard's "Only One" is on the radio now.. Been a long time since I've heard this song!

Tomorrow is sexy Tuesday again! Sexy was just a random word I feel like typing out of sudden :D hahaha! Maybe I should sleep early, maybe like now. Goodnight all, with love :)

$$$

钱很难捐啊！！！

And incase anyone can't understand,

ITS NOT EASY TO EARN MONEY!!!

Musical love

I'm sooo bored and decided to make a list of my all-time favourite top 10 songs.
Here goes!

1. Goin' Crazy, Natalie
2. Stickuwit, Pussy Cat Dolls
3. You're Beautiful, James Blunt
   
4. Here without you, 3 Doors Down
5. Remember The Name, Fort Minor
6. The Reason, Hoobastank
7. I don't wanna know, Mario Winans
   
8. Dilemma, Nelly Featuring Kelly Rowland
9. Notice Me, NB Ridaz Featuring Angelina
10. So Sick, Ne-yo

Hmmm, this is pretty much it. Maybe there are other songs that I loved, I don't know, just can't remember all the songs I've heard hahaha! Guess the exams will be over in a flash, just like how January did... Gosh, now I'll have to wait another year for another January ahaha!

Peace to all. May Cupid aid me soon :D hahaha!

Love is feeling glad while watching you smile and laugh even when I'm not the reason.

I'll be there for you

Gosh, I don't know why but my taste buds have been lusting for sushi for the past few weeks... I don't care whats happening around me or around the world, as long as there are sushi for me to fest on, its gonna be fine :D hahaha! Ok, ok, I know that's a very insensible and selfish statement. I was wondering if it would be ok if I was given a wish and I ask for unlimited servings of sushi :D hahaha! Maybe I'll get so sick of sushi by then.. Who knows :D

Anyway, we went to ball on Thursday morning. Hmmm, went to the coffee shop near my house for the first time since its renovation. Looked pretty appealing, all the stores have beautiful signboards on, definitely cleaner than what it used to be but all the food seems to be the same... I really hope that some new stalls with nice food can surface somewhere in Yishun! Ahahaha! Seems like we've had tasted almost all the good food in Yishun... And traveling can be quite inconvenient.

The song "Imagine Me Without You" suddenly hit my mind & I couldn't resist but listen to it. The catchy and peacefulness of this song... Its just so harmonious. Man, it could be Valentines' day in like 12 days time... Okay, nothing special, its just another day right? Hahaha! Sometimes people just get so bored that they wished for a companion or rather, a partner in life. Haha, you know the feeling when you constantly hope for your cell phone's message tone to sound and you would rush to get it, just to see if its any special person's name that would appear... Haiz... How I miss those days...

Alright enough of love-sickness :D hahaha! Better go to bed soon, haven't been able to wake up steadily recently... Discipline!

I need...

Ya-ta! Today's test is considerably easy. However, when I say easy, doesn't means I'll do well cause I didn't really study hard. Ahahaha!

I'm so bored! I want to have chalets! Parties! Where everyone chill like breeze! Oops, I guess chilling and breeze don't really have connections :D ahahaha! Ok, maybe not just chalets and parties, BBQs or some outings where everyone get together and have fun is cool too.

Hmmm... 2 more weeks before all my exams are over. I'm already wondering about what kind of life will the days after my exams be... Many say that finding a job and start working is their first priority. I, too said that I want to find a job over at the factories but then... I guess we'll see... We'll see.. Hahaha! Peace.

Where are you...?

Patient

Before anything, I want to wish whoever that is having examinations tomorrow all the best!!

Went to far east on Sunday and couldn't resist the skills that this sale person had. He just kept on introducing the shirts they have, ranting and ranting on and on... And of course, I bought the shirt ( :
Then we had Thai-express for dinner at J8 before heading to Sembawang's coffee bean to chill. Friends, mocha, old-tales. Hahaha! Totally awesome. Headed to Phil's house at midnight to bake a cake for Alvin's mum as it was her birthday, and by the time we're done, "grandfather sun" is already on his way up :D

Monday was sport day! Haha! We played ball for like 5 hours straight and my body is aching all over now... Gosh, I need to get contact lens. Balling with spectacles is dangerous, I mean for the spectacles. Hahaha!

Hmmm... To be honest, I'm kinda worried about the paper tomorrow... Guess I'll read up later on or at least tomorrow morning. Peace.

If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears.

Work hard everyone!

Yo. Sometimes in life, there are days that we call "total rotting day" and today just happens to be one of those days for me :D hahaha! I just don't feel like doing anything! No ball, no studies, pure rotting. But still, I'm glad that I managed to walk out of home twice, once for lunch at 848, buying worms for my fish on the way back and chilling at 921 for awhile with ma homies later at night.

Hmmm, there is autoCAD test tomorrow... Shouldn't be much of a problem since there will be some guidance thing going on tomorrow before the test by another friend whos better in it.

February is on its way and I just can't wait for summer! Haha! But before that, maybe we should start thinking about what to do for tomorrow's night. I really should start studying since the coming Wednesday is my PEEE exam... My weakest of the weakest subject! Damn, come to think about it, I haven't even passed once! Hahaha! Luckily there is practical tests.. I just did a calculation and I only need like 40 marks in the coming 35% exam to pass my PEEE! However, my maths is in deep shit... Only got like 11.6% out of 35% and the coming one is 50%...

Ahhhhhh! Yeah, I shouldn't calculate so much and just do my best right? Hahaha! Better go to bed soon got to wake up early for tomorrow! Peace!

Where'd you go

Didn't accomplish much today. Did a PEEE paper in the afternoon, didn't know a single piece of shit other than Ohm's law (I'm so fucking dead). Took a nap and woke up at the evening for dinner and rested for about an hour and a half, before I finally get to perform my long looked-forward run! Hahaha! I ran from my house along the MRT track to Khatib MRT station, took a left turn and all the way to 632 and finally stopped for the first time... Then I continued running and walking and running and walking around OPSS before reaching Nee Soon South CC, cut through the blocks back to Khatib MRT and ran back home... I took around 40 mintues!

I'm so bored... Sometimes we sure need little things to brighten up our lives don't we ) : haha! I don't know why, all the animes and shows like "Heroes" doesn't seem appealing to me anymore... I just don't got the urge to watch them like how I used to... Baby, where'd you go, I miss you so... Feels like I'd been forever, since you been gone... ...

"Magic, it must be magic, the way I hold you and the night just seems to fly... Easy, for you to take me to a start, heaven is that moment when I look into your eyes."

All or nothing

I just dropped my fish on the floor a moment ago while changing its water :D haha, hope he's alright. Anyway, today is considered the last day of school for me already! Hoo-ray! Hahaha! However, I'll still have to go back for my AutoCAD final test this Friday as my dear "rounded" lecturer didn't turn up last Friday :D

Nothing special happened today. As usual, went to school with my dad in the morning, did the Project 2 module interview, had lunch with my friends and went home for a nap. Its suppose to be a short nap cause I need to revise my work but I woke up only at 4... I failed myself. Hahaha! Hmmm didn't study at all today so I guess tomorrow is going to be a better start :D hahaha! Oh, tomorrow is officially one week to my PEEE exam! Good day to start indeed.

"I finally learned what life's all about: hanging on when your heart had enough and giving more when you wanna give up..."

If we hold on together.

Life and time are indeed closely related. Well, its pretty much common sense, life goes on as time advances, or time goes on as life advances :D we're born, showered with love, grow and eventually become who we are today. Anyway, songs are really amazing! Do not underestimate the magic of music! Haha! I just listened to songs like "Circle of life" from The Lion King and "If we hold on together" from Land Before Time. These 2 are probably my favourite animated films. In case anyone haven't heard about "Land Before Time", it's a movie about baby dinosaurs and from my memory, its pretty touching.( At least to the ten years plus ago me :D ).

Songs like "Right here waiting", "Can you feel the love tonight", gosh! These songs lived through with me during my secondary one and two days! Hahaha! I think I've listened to them for more than a thousand times already! Its really amazing how fast time flies... Most of my friends from those days are still around, I mean we still hang out together... The feeling is just incredible. Just think about it, we're like seeing each other almost every single day for the pass 5 years... Everything we've done, all the stories to be said... We can go on all night! Hahaha!

Ahhh, school starts at 8 tomorrow and I'll have to be up by 6:20... So, let's say goodnight now!
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Down! Down!! Down!!!

Life is full of ups and downs, so let's appreciate the ups while we can and let the downs be healed with time!

11 more days to my first exam paper, really don't got the mood to study, but I guess I still have to ) :
My life was some what at its peak like 1 week ago, a rather the whole of the last 2 weeks. I felt so... Light, nothing worries me. Although I cleared many of my tests and projects this week, I feel so much heavier. Hmmm... Its always good to have someone special to chill out with isn't it?

Just came back from 925 after a mouth-watering serving of string ray :D went to town earlier and was so dead tired now due to the basketball session this morning and last night's chilling. To put it simple, lack of sleep.

Hope that things will be back to normal... Oh wait, I mean, things will regain its "ad-normality" :D wahahahaha! I don't know man...!

Bored without...

Alright! Felt more relieved today as quite a number of school stuffs had been cleared ( : firstly, I cleared my "Project 2" traxmaker test yesterday morning. Pretty much piece of cake ahahaha! Then I got 70 for the 40% GEMs test! Phew, I guess I got lucky over there :D and today, I cleared my IDEA presentation! Which means... There is only left with autoCAD test on Friday, CRS writing on Monday and the other 3 examination modules. Take it slow man, I'm not ready :D

The drink we share.

I'm feeling so restless these days... You know, sometimes in reality, people don't really like or love another who they thought they do. In fact, they are just too used to each others company. For me, I'm so used to ones company that I just don't feel right when we aren't communicating... Maybe things are changing too fast for me to adapt. Hope things will be right again!

"I'm here without you, but you're still on my lonely mind"

Break it.

I'M SO

Two less lonely people in the world huh... Is your greatest regret in life not telling the one you loved that you love them? Well, that probably applies to me.

The feeling is like a mixture of everything and I'm sure sadness existed. Its really weird when you thought that you've gotten over that person and yet, feeling so unease about the fact that they have found a partner and its not you :D

Haiz, just wondering when will I find the one made for me... Or rather, will I even find one. Hahaha... Its really hard to set your mind on the goal when all these little things keep surfacing... Okay, maybe they are not little things. Hahaha! I know, I know, I'll never reach my destination if I stop and throw stones at every dog that barks, I know this perfectly well... But it just can't be helped! Ahhhhh!!! Where is the love!?

All the best for tomorrow's IDEA presentation. I'm obviously not ready.

Next better player please ( :

It ends tonight

Gosh, felt like a retarded today. As usual, went to school with my dad in the morning at 6:50 and arrived at 7:20. Classroom opened at 7:45 and I left school at 10:30. Ahahahaha! I actually went to school just for a plate of chicken rice from food court 3! :D Well, there's nothing to do in school... No point staying there.

Slept from 12 to around 2:50... It was a tough nap. Kept waking up at intervals... Damn, there is this electronic test tomorrow and I've got no idea what is it about... And in the afternoon is the final lesson of my GEMs! Hoo-ray! Its gonna be a 40% test and I'll try my best... On Thursday, my team is gonna have our IDEA presentation, all the best people!

Love me, Collin Raye. Spread the love ( :

L L sucks.

'STICK WIT U' IS MY FAVOURITE SONG!

Principle of Electrical Electronic Engineering - 31st January
Digital Electronics - 5th February
Engineering Maths - 9th February


My life is in a mess now, may lady luck be with me ) :





I never liked looking into mirrors. It makes me look back.

Okay, maybe one of my favourites...

!EVOL !EVOL !EVOL

Happy New Year!!!

Hahaha! This is a very special new year indeed... I'm going to be 18 this year! Hoo-ray! Haha! Okay, I know, being 18 isn't that special but... Its still special! Ahahaha! I know I am lame! But I can't help it! Muahahaha!
School is reopening again... And the classic by kC, "wah lao still have 1 more week holiday then song." Ahahahaha! Oh wait! He didn't say that this time! Maybe its because of his botak hairstyle. Hahaha!

Ahhhh slept so long this after afternoon... Don't know if I can get to sleep now...

I'm going crazy.

I have been enjoying life a lot recently. Spend money, chill and all other relaxing stuffs are all I do! Hahaha! Bought a black hoodie from topman the other day and I love it so, so much! Anyway, had been going to town every now and then, there's just so much stuffs to see! If only there is someone dear to share the joy, you know what I'm talking bout :D

Just got back from orchard with my homies and I can't wait for the up-coming chalet. Heard that there would be some games... Feels weird to be playing games but nevermind, I'm cool.
Well, nothing much, school's IDEA module suck big time, I miss lunnie (I'm not homo though :D) and...

Christmas is just round the corner!

Spree!

Just got back from JB and had a great time shopping ( :

I'm all alone in this world, nobody to talk to.

Batam ROCKS!

Hi people! Just got back from Batam and there is a fucking presentation tomorrow, darn it! Hahaha! Anyway, Batam's hella fun man and its the first time I went overseas without my parents :D alright, check what we did over there!

Day one.

I went for the AutoCAD test in the morning and went over to kC house before heading to the ferry terminal. We took a... 2:30p.m, I think so, ferry and arrived there in bout 45 minutes. By the way, Batam's time is an hour behind Singapore and everything over there is in Singapore dollars. The first thing we did, unpack our stuffs:

Our rations for the vacation.

After we unpacked our stuffs, we went fishing... The people there are damn pro man, Joni managed to get 2 small fishes and those people there caught one like every 5 to 10 minutes... Then... I think we went to play table tennis and we got served by Joni...
After that we went to eat at the restaurant, which is considerately expensive. We had the Batam nasi goreng hahaha! Then we went back to our resort and chill before heading to fish, again. This time it was at night and we freaking fished for like 3 to 4 hours! And we saw a white shark! It just came along, make a U-turn and went off. Hahaha! kC caught a small fish, its kinda nice.

The blue little fish!

We went back at around 3 to 4a.m Singapore's time to sleep... I was fucking tired!

Day 2

Our day started at around 12p.m Singapore's time and it was raining... In other words, there is no sun today! Darn it!

Look at the rain over there, that dark area la!

Took some random shots

Yes, that's Singapore!

As always, kC the photo spoiler...

After all these shit, we went to play tennis, it was pretty fun, but I'm a newbie :D hahahaha! Then we went to swim and went back to the resort as we're all damn sore... We ordered the cheapest food over there, a dozen of chicken wings, 12 for $12. Ahahaha! ( :

It was evening after the meal and we played a gay game while watching TV... It was the "make 10 game". Its basically a game where we have to add the cards we have to a sum of 10, in other words, its like King with King, Queen with Queen, 3 with 7, etc, etc. The loser will have to some crazy stuffs which I shall not elaborate :D hahaha!

The evening view:

After that, we went to eat at the Kelong restaurant for dinner, it was pretty cheap considering the amount of food we ordered... We had like, medium fried rice, kailan vegetable, honey chicken, seafood toufu and a small omelet.
After that, we went to walk around the main hall before heading back. We watched TV for a while and decided to head for the pub. It was super empty and I was on fire! Hahaha!

Cheers!

We went to bed after watching TV for about 2 hours...

Day 3:

Its a super sunny day! We went to swim and sun tan for almost the whole day and headed back to Singapore... We actually missed the bus that is suppose to bring us to the ferry terminal, lucky the hotel chap helped us call for a "taxi" and we made it on time ( :


That's the end of my vacation! Wouldn't it be great if our loved ones were with us over there, you guys know what I'm talking about :D ahahaha! Looking forward to more of these! Peace! ( :

So-sick

Have you ever had this feeling where you wanna get a partner whom you can share your joys and sorrows with; that you feel like 'oh my god, I'm not going to make it tomorrow if this partner still don't appear in my life!" Well, I'm feeling it right now... I know, I know, its not true cause I've been fine after all these time...

I'm just so confused with my feelings. Ok, imagine this. There is this person that you like a lot, yes, and I mean ALOT! Then...

Ok, I admit I got no idea what the fuck I'm talking about so I'm going to bed. THE END.

The rose.

Finally! A few more weeks to holidays! Hahahah, can't wait for chalet! Whenever holidays approach, studying will become more and more uninteresting :D hahaha! My test results are kinda horrendous... Hope that I can do well during the finals. Oh wait, "you don't get what you wish/hope for, you get what you work for". Hahahaha! Guess I'll have to work hard...

Projects are driving me insane... CRS, IDEA and minor PEEE stuffs, my god... Ahhhhhhh!!! Can't take it no more!!!
Lucky, there is something or rather someone that keeps me going ( : its amazing how someone on your mind, can makes you feel free from all weights of the world! Hahahaha!

Oh yah, I just watched bleach and Hitsugaya is so cool! Hahaha! Do I sound like some geek talking about anime? Oh wait, I don't, cause I already am one! Hahaha! :D


Alright, going to bed soon... Goodnight all and to whoever thinks * is special to me, sleep tight :D (Yeah, no sleep tight to the "un-special" ones ahahaha!)

Nougat

Green Tea + Nougat = A drop of heaven! :D


I love the number 24
2, for you and I.
4, for forever.
( :

More than words.

Songs are not just a form of entertainments. It is more than the lyric and music. Songs help us to remember things. As I was browsing through the songs I have earlier on today, I spotted afew familiar names and unconsciously clicked on them. Its amazing how the feelings came gushing back... And yes, the feeling was... Some what of a fusion between bitterness and sweetness. I can actually recall and feel the exact way I felt months or years back... Amazing.

The GCE O levels examination is actually going to be over soon... Can't believe I've been through this a year ago. I guess lives of many teenagers will soon be changed! Haha! Feeling kinda sick right now, I mean, emotional... Hahaha! Its hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but its even harder to give up especially when its everything you ever wanted... Guess this sentence says it all ( :

Rained the whole of today... I seriously prefer the sun. Somehow brightens up my day but of course, it can't beat little things done by special people :D
Got to go sleep soon! There is balling in the morning... Goodnight all ( :

Its November! Afew more weeks to year 2007... Geez this year sure passed fast. Anyway, went night cycling with KamChuen last Friday night and it was cool! Haha! We set off from my house at around 1:30, cycled to Yishun Dam, aka Seletar reservoir. There were a decent amount of sport cars and bikes camping there. And we saw this lady riding a... Not sure if its R1 or some other bike but it was a 995+cc bike for sure! Haha, then we traveled to Sembawang, ate some rubbish at 7 eleven, went to a multi storey carpark to chill before heading home. But! We didn't sleep after reaching home at around 4+! We played gunbound till 9+ in the morning! Ahahaha! Ok, I know its gay but just can't stop when you're owning too hard :D ahahaha!

Nothing much happened in following days... Played ball, studied a little, and yes, the show YouLun introduced is fantastic. Heroes. Hahaha! Oh, and did I mention that it was e-learning week now? Haha, it means I get to stay at home! No school! However, the following week is a test week! ): Hahaha... All the bes to myself :D

Going to bed.. Maybe soon, there is balling section tomorrow morning... Peace.

Sometimes life just sucks when you know that despite all the things you've done, you are not even getting close...
Have you ever been in that kind of awkward situation in primary school or even secondary school where your classmates start talking about how the someone liked you or you liking someone, and when almost everyone in school knows about it, she'll just keep appearing before you... When you're walking down the corridor, she'll starts coming down the opposite direction, when you're queuing up in the canteen, she just happens to be in front of you... Gosh, life sure loves to make fun of people...

As usual... Rotting in front of my laptop in a Sunday afternoon, chatting with retarded either in Singapore or America, does matter :D
Anyway, it's not that I got nothing to do... Just don't feel like doing anything but then again, I want to do something cause I'm freaking bored!! Ahahaha! Guess I'm still as contradicting as ever...

I am so lazy! I don't know what to write about! Ahahaha! Had been playing basketball with my homies these few days and it feels right!

Okay, went to a BBQ family gathering on Saturday. It was tight, we saw this girl with a... Considerably pretty face with a tight body :D ahahaha! Alright, alright thats not me, thats... The "other Kenny". Hahaha! Didn't eat much there, had some or-tas(is that how you spell it?), some juice, satay, steak, beehoon and the super tasty lambchop! Gosh, the lambchop sure is good, it isn't as... 'Hard to bite' as the others I had. Nothing much, chatted, eat and went home! Haha!

Got to go sleep soon... Pretty late already, got to wake up at 6 for school tomorrow! Arghhhhhh!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Kam Chuen's melano and mable fries!

Hahaha, yup, they are those little dots on the surface and some on the bottom.

This is the clay model for my Critical Reasoning Skill's module! Does it look like the drawing below!? :D

Ahhh this week is kinda busy... But I'm cool. Sweet people just keeps me going (: ahahaha! Oyasumni, minna!

Tomorrow is the start of a new school term for NYP students! Ahahahaha! Work hard everybody! Oh, its also Samantha's birthday! Happy birthday! ( :

The feeling of something you ever wanted, and its right next to you, yet you can't have it... It just sucks don't it? I've been trying to avoid such situation... But I know, someone just have to make the move and its probably gonna be me isn't it? Hahaha... Its hard you know... ok. I hate to admit, its not that hard actually, BUT ITS HARD FOR ME OKAY?! Hahaha...

Got to go sleep... School tomorrow! Ahhh its hard to sleep when you don't 'talk' to 'the one' for a day ) :

Hahaha!

To be with you.

Hold on little girl, show me whats he's done to you... Stand up little girl, broken heart can't be that bad... When its through, its through, fate could twist the both of you... So c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to show you!
I'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside I hope you feel it too, waited on a line of dreams and blue, just to be the next to be with you...
Build up your confidence, so you can be on top for once, wake up, who cares about, little boys that talk too much,, I've seen it all, go down, your game of love was all rained out, so c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to hold you...

A lot of times in life, I tend to deceive myself, giving myself excesses that I got no idea is going to buy me what... I guess I'm hopeless in studies... Getting lazier and lazier as days go by and I knew I was ready for that test... Yet, it turned out to be a disaster...
When it comes to, you know what, I feel so lost... I'm always afraid that "they" would be irritated by me... But I'll feel so empty when I'm not speaking to "them"... Hahaha!

Cause its you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose, and its you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you...

Mid Autumn Festival! Haha, its a exciting day ( :
We burnt, we laughed and we had fun! Hahaha, this is probably the festival I look forward to the most every year :D hahaha!

I'm feeling so tensed up! Lab test, presentation and... Life! Ahaha! Though much advises had been given, I still doesn't have the will to apply... Guess its all up to me ) :

And there is school tomorrow! Damn it! Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Sunday's always boring!!!

Something about you now, I can't quite figure out, everything she does is beautiful.

Life is considerably good... Still isn't getting the touch for digital electronics stuff... And each time I want to study at home, I'll definitely fall asleep! Haha.

Its finally Mid Autumn festival! Hmmm, doesn't really have the feeling to play around this year... Feel weird haha! Please let me have the strength to study a little later on, cause I didn't go for my DE lesson today :D

Ahahaha! Ok, ok, this was what happened, my 3 friends and I were having lunch and then deep inside us, we know we didn't want to go for this lesson cause its boring and is gonna last for 4 hours but in our mind, we know we should go... Its a tough decision isn't it? Hahaha! Then we had each of us flip a coin! The flower side = go home while the head = go for lesson... Well, we got 3 flowers and 1 head but still wasn't convinced that we should head home :D
So I suggest that we each message someone dear to us and asked them to just say yes or no without asking for the reason! :D :D Ahahaha and we got a draw! Now this is getting real tough huh? Hahaha! But, we decided not to go an hour later despite going through all the troubles.. Hahahaha!

My toilet's lock broke!! What to do! Ahahahaha!

My simple setup!

There is another dying fish being isolated ): his tummy is extremely bloated... Doubt he is gonna make it...

Fish, school and... Happy!

Check out my lavender! How much he has grown!!! Ahahaha! Maybe you can check back at the older posts and you'll see :D yup, he is the fish that I bought from Clementi, thinking that he was a female and was pretty mad about that... But now! He is my favorite fish!!!

Cool! I found a way to take clearer photos of my fishes! Hahaha! Check this out! The latest picture I took!
School is still like before, boring... Only when I'm chilling with my friends then its the real thing... Lessons are just pure. Zzz. Hahaha... Got to go sleep soon, waiting for my turn to bath.. Tomorrow is gonna be another long day!

No matter how tough things are, you never fails to keeps me going ( :

I'm sad. My results' horrendous. Got a 35 out of 100 for Principle of Electrical Electronics Engineering... Got a 55 for my Digital Electronics, well, I though I passed and was glad, but everyone in my class appeared to have scored 75 and above ) : and lastly, my Maths. Don't even wanna talk about it, but guess I will... A pathetic 12 out of 100... Probably expected of from my attitude towards studies...

Really need to study hard now... It seems so impossible to pass my maths... I got 1.8% out of 15% for this exam and didn't even know my results for the mid semester test... Probably a 30+ and that would make 25% in total... 4% out of 25%? Haha. The stress is increasing and I feel like running away...

Please, give me wings for I could fly. Give me strength for I could survive and give me love for I could die.

( :

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is low. You've probably either had only one relationship.. Or all of your relationships have been very similar. You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Dude, the words in green isn't true is it? :D ahaha!

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... Love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

And wow, this is really accurate, I am 17! Ahahaha!

SCHOOL SUCKS! :D

All the best for the new semester.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Ahahaha! The few days before holiday end was insane! Alvin, kC, Phil and I went to fishing again! Well, we're just chilling at the jetty, eat our snacks, mooncakes! Ahahaha! And let the time past by us... After that, we decided to go cycling at after midnight! Damn! It was insane! My butt ache like mad... Went home to sleep at around 7:30 and woke up at 12:20 as the Starhub guy called, asking to go collect my phone...

Went to steamboat at Marina with my buddies! It was so fun! We can talk about anything under the sun or even insult one another! :D Ahahaha! Went to arcade and it was some money cheating machine... Weak ass games cost $1! Ahahah!

Went to 848 for a drink before heading home (: (: (: (: Hahahaha!!! Oyasumi Nasai! (:

4 more days to school! How I wish time machines do exist... Ahahaha! Today is Thursday, in other words, I went to town on Tuesday! Nothing much, walked around, watched a movie, ate garbage, oh wait! The Chicago Steakhouse was it? Anyway, its the "restaurant" next to Subway in Cine, the food was decent and serving considerably huge, at least for me :D ahaha! Fair price, $7.90 with soup, drink and maincourse.

Hmmm, what did I do yesterday... Hanged out at a bunch of fools but I was glad ^^ had been awhile since we had so much people! And talk about the afternoon, I was rotting like RIGHT NOW! Ahahaha! I'm going crazy! Everybody is playing MapleStory! But wait, there isn't anything do to even if they aren't playing 2D game so I guess... Its ok. ( : good job, continue killing those evil mushrooms and gain as much meso or level.

I'm gonna check some fishes now! Mata Ne.

You Are Iris

You are an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. You definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. You definitely epitomize laughter therapy. You are a very enriching and entertaining friend!

What Color Purple Are You?

From this position,

to this,

then this,

and finally this!

And maybe this!

Ahahaha! I wonder who is the human who sleeps like this :D

What a morning!

Wow, just noticed that this is gonna be the 108th post for my blog! Time sure flies... And noooooooo! My vacation is down to the last week!!! This is bad! I hate going to school!

Oh, this morning was insane. We went to catch a movie at around 11:50pm(this was friday night) then to my house at around 2:30... Time passed pretty fast! Went to MacDonald for breakfast at 5:50 then came back to sleep :D ahaha! Well, didn't get to sleep immediately as my mind was trying to look for my heart :D well, if you know what I meant. Ahahaha! I think I slept at 7 cause my final look at the time was 6:50.

Hmmmm, maybe I'm a weird kid or too used to it. I just woke up at 11:30 despite the lack of sleep... Hahaha! Did all my fish stuffs and did a 180 degrees stunt ): ahahaha! It hurts! Cause you see, I was kind of a hyper person at home, tend to rush around and today, I didn't notice the water on the floor! Ahahaha! I slipped and crashed straight into the rabbit's cage! The pain was so intense that I couldn't stand for a minute! Ahaha!

Alright, got to go do some other stuffs now! Mata Ne!

You shouldn't let the past screw up the present, and destroy your future. Because I think we all should not be blamed for our past, but be judged by our future.

So many nights I sit by my window, waiting for someone to sing me her song. So many dreams I kept deep inside me, alone in the dark, but now you have come along...
You light up my life, you gave me hope, to carry on. You light up my days, and fill my nights with song...

Went fishing erm... Got no idea whats the time, anyway, we got no luck at all! Damnit! But I'm glad, it was a wonderful night ( :
Freaking tired right now and have to be up by 8:30 tomorrow... Should be in bed within a few minutes!

You light up my life.
LeAnn Rimes.

Behold... The most adorable, kind, so-called Sun Wu Kong...

THE YOUNG AND INNOCENT KENNY!

BAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hahaha! Went to play ball this morning, its cool ( : Then went home to relax and talk cock :D until 6:45 and I can't hold on any longer! Got to sleep! Hahaha... Woke up at 7:45, had dinner and then... Interact with my fish. Hahaha! I know that sounded dumb, but I think its fun! Hahaha! I think I'm falling sick... But then, who cares! I live for the moment! Ahahaha!

Hello! Wanna see how my little lavender is doing?!

THERE!

Hahahaha!!! Yeah, its growing well! Looks like all my fishes are happy except one big red guy... Always clamping its fin ) :

Hey you fools out there! Stop saying my post is all about fishes okay!? Hahahaha! Alright! Lets see what I can blog about...

Hmmm, its the second week of my holiday so lets talk about school... First of all, studying sucks, secondly, school sucks, thirdly, education sucks :D Ahahahaha! Ok ok, people will proberly go like "Yeah, yeah all those sucked and only your BETTA rocks okay?" Ahahahaha! C'mon! Its my hobby! Ahahaha!

Life had been great! But its boring... Hahaha, I know, its contradicting... "How the heck can life be great and is boring?!" Well, its great in a sense that I can feel all the love round me :D AHAHAHAHA ok, that's gay, but its true ( : And its boring cause we got not much place to hang out, no members to chill with! Maybe its time to recruit some new people ( :

Went for a hair cut this noon and I had to wait for an hour cause its a 'aunty base' ) : ahahaha! Yeah! Quite a numbers of aunties visit this hairdresser near my house and you know, ladies, take a long time to fix their hair ahahaha!

As you may have noticed, my entry today is long and the reason is... MSN IS DOWN! What the heck!? Ahahaha! I need that to get my game on you know what I'm saying? Ahahaha!

A sweet little rose for a special beautiful you ( :

If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders. Well, mine always find you ( :

Holiday sure is boring!!! Ahahaha!!! I was sooooo bored that I decided to take a picture of this baby mustard gas betta :D

Today is a great, great, fantastic, marvelous, super duper day! ( : Ahahahaha, yeah, we sure had fun at the Fuji Ice Palace! Ice skating is fun, but the skates are kinda loss after you skate for about 15 minutes... Went to chill at our usual place after that for dinner but kC and me left to collect our pineapple tars containers at 167 for our fishes :D hahaha!
Just to sum things up, 1 word: ENJOYED! Ahahaha!


Here are some of the pictures of my fish's bubble nest:

Bettas! Ahaha!

This is kC's golden female, cute isn't it? :D

My orange! Still looking for a female for it.

This boy is my favorite, sweet color ( :

See! Didn't lie to you right! Ahahaha!

This is the fish I mistook as a female, but I love him anyways haha!

The legendary turquoise dragon. Wait, its a fish isn't it? Ahahaha! Only manage to shoot the anal and caudal fins... Too fast for me!

Going to get my lavender female later on, hope that the deal will be a successful one ( :

NOOOO! I'm not gonna get my female today... The seller got to stay in camp ) :

Rest in peace Steve Irwin.

Okay, today's school session wasn't that bad, lecturer arrived at 9:25, talked some "language of enlightenment" to my friend and I. Hahahaha! Ended at around 40 minutes later and then met kC before heading to C328, had lunch and went home. Didn't do much at home, rotted and sleep.

Steve Irwin passed away today. I have to admit that during my sec 4 period, for once I thought that this person is insane... But then I can still remember how I enjoyed his "Croc file" during my secondary 1 to 3, everyday Sunday 10am... Hahaha, how time flies huh?
Anyway, what I truly want to say is how fragile life is... You never know what tomorrow may bring, a happy and healthy person today may become a dead, sick or incomplete one. So... We should tell everyone we love this very second that we love them. But I know... I WON'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO SO! AHAHAHA!

Hahaha... The channel 8 show "Bao Siao Xin Ren Wang" is lame! Some or I should say ALL of the performance doesn't seems funny to me...
Oh! Tomorrow is the day when I'm going to get my lavender female, really look forward to it! ( :

This sucks! Got to go school tomorrow! Damn! My dad was watching "The Maid", you know the Singapore made ghost story, and I thought that its pretty much a weakass ghost movie though some parts are scary :D
Hahaha, this movie was the first movie I watched with someone special and the feeling is... Sweet. :D hahahha!

This is boring, I'm wondering why people sometimes put away or busy at msn when they are actually there :P

This is bad... I'm spending way too much money!!! I had spend around $200 in like... 3 to 4 weeks and I just can't save money!!! Ok ok, after this week, I must try my best not to withdraw already... Ahahaha! All the best to me ^^

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again.

Ahhhhhh! I'm going crazy! Life hasn't been great! My lecturer just called me and inform me that I didn't do that well for my exam and is required to return to school on Monday... What to do... Studying just ain't my cup of tea and to make things worst, nothing to keep me going! ) :

Anyway, had fun yesterday at town ( : and the most fortunate thing is that, I missed the violent movie they watched! Ahahahaha!!! Really short of cash... Still need to look for a female fish... Looks like I'll have to cut down on my leisure expenses :D

Cause now, even I can tell, that I confused my feelings with the truth because I liked the view, when there was me and you ( :