Batam ROCKS!

Hi people! Just got back from Batam and there is a fucking presentation tomorrow, darn it! Hahaha! Anyway, Batam's hella fun man and its the first time I went overseas without my parents :D alright, check what we did over there!

Day one.

I went for the AutoCAD test in the morning and went over to kC house before heading to the ferry terminal. We took a... 2:30p.m, I think so, ferry and arrived there in bout 45 minutes. By the way, Batam's time is an hour behind Singapore and everything over there is in Singapore dollars. The first thing we did, unpack our stuffs:

Our rations for the vacation.

After we unpacked our stuffs, we went fishing... The people there are damn pro man, Joni managed to get 2 small fishes and those people there caught one like every 5 to 10 minutes... Then... I think we went to play table tennis and we got served by Joni...
After that we went to eat at the restaurant, which is considerately expensive. We had the Batam nasi goreng hahaha! Then we went back to our resort and chill before heading to fish, again. This time it was at night and we freaking fished for like 3 to 4 hours! And we saw a white shark! It just came along, make a U-turn and went off. Hahaha! kC caught a small fish, its kinda nice.

The blue little fish!

We went back at around 3 to 4a.m Singapore's time to sleep... I was fucking tired!

Day 2

Our day started at around 12p.m Singapore's time and it was raining... In other words, there is no sun today! Darn it!

Look at the rain over there, that dark area la!

Took some random shots

Yes, that's Singapore!

As always, kC the photo spoiler...

After all these shit, we went to play tennis, it was pretty fun, but I'm a newbie :D hahahaha! Then we went to swim and went back to the resort as we're all damn sore... We ordered the cheapest food over there, a dozen of chicken wings, 12 for $12. Ahahaha! ( :

It was evening after the meal and we played a gay game while watching TV... It was the "make 10 game". Its basically a game where we have to add the cards we have to a sum of 10, in other words, its like King with King, Queen with Queen, 3 with 7, etc, etc. The loser will have to some crazy stuffs which I shall not elaborate :D hahaha!

The evening view:

After that, we went to eat at the Kelong restaurant for dinner, it was pretty cheap considering the amount of food we ordered... We had like, medium fried rice, kailan vegetable, honey chicken, seafood toufu and a small omelet.
After that, we went to walk around the main hall before heading back. We watched TV for a while and decided to head for the pub. It was super empty and I was on fire! Hahaha!

Cheers!

We went to bed after watching TV for about 2 hours...

Day 3:

Its a super sunny day! We went to swim and sun tan for almost the whole day and headed back to Singapore... We actually missed the bus that is suppose to bring us to the ferry terminal, lucky the hotel chap helped us call for a "taxi" and we made it on time ( :


That's the end of my vacation! Wouldn't it be great if our loved ones were with us over there, you guys know what I'm talking about :D ahahaha! Looking forward to more of these! Peace! ( :

So-sick

Have you ever had this feeling where you wanna get a partner whom you can share your joys and sorrows with; that you feel like 'oh my god, I'm not going to make it tomorrow if this partner still don't appear in my life!" Well, I'm feeling it right now... I know, I know, its not true cause I've been fine after all these time...

I'm just so confused with my feelings. Ok, imagine this. There is this person that you like a lot, yes, and I mean ALOT! Then...

Ok, I admit I got no idea what the fuck I'm talking about so I'm going to bed. THE END.

The rose.

Finally! A few more weeks to holidays! Hahahah, can't wait for chalet! Whenever holidays approach, studying will become more and more uninteresting :D hahaha! My test results are kinda horrendous... Hope that I can do well during the finals. Oh wait, "you don't get what you wish/hope for, you get what you work for". Hahahaha! Guess I'll have to work hard...

Projects are driving me insane... CRS, IDEA and minor PEEE stuffs, my god... Ahhhhhhh!!! Can't take it no more!!!
Lucky, there is something or rather someone that keeps me going ( : its amazing how someone on your mind, can makes you feel free from all weights of the world! Hahahaha!

Oh yah, I just watched bleach and Hitsugaya is so cool! Hahaha! Do I sound like some geek talking about anime? Oh wait, I don't, cause I already am one! Hahaha! :D


Alright, going to bed soon... Goodnight all and to whoever thinks * is special to me, sleep tight :D (Yeah, no sleep tight to the "un-special" ones ahahaha!)

Nougat

Green Tea + Nougat = A drop of heaven! :D


I love the number 24
2, for you and I.
4, for forever.
( :

More than words.

Songs are not just a form of entertainments. It is more than the lyric and music. Songs help us to remember things. As I was browsing through the songs I have earlier on today, I spotted afew familiar names and unconsciously clicked on them. Its amazing how the feelings came gushing back... And yes, the feeling was... Some what of a fusion between bitterness and sweetness. I can actually recall and feel the exact way I felt months or years back... Amazing.

The GCE O levels examination is actually going to be over soon... Can't believe I've been through this a year ago. I guess lives of many teenagers will soon be changed! Haha! Feeling kinda sick right now, I mean, emotional... Hahaha! Its hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but its even harder to give up especially when its everything you ever wanted... Guess this sentence says it all ( :

Rained the whole of today... I seriously prefer the sun. Somehow brightens up my day but of course, it can't beat little things done by special people :D
Got to go sleep soon! There is balling in the morning... Goodnight all ( :

Its November! Afew more weeks to year 2007... Geez this year sure passed fast. Anyway, went night cycling with KamChuen last Friday night and it was cool! Haha! We set off from my house at around 1:30, cycled to Yishun Dam, aka Seletar reservoir. There were a decent amount of sport cars and bikes camping there. And we saw this lady riding a... Not sure if its R1 or some other bike but it was a 995+cc bike for sure! Haha, then we traveled to Sembawang, ate some rubbish at 7 eleven, went to a multi storey carpark to chill before heading home. But! We didn't sleep after reaching home at around 4+! We played gunbound till 9+ in the morning! Ahahaha! Ok, I know its gay but just can't stop when you're owning too hard :D ahahaha!

Nothing much happened in following days... Played ball, studied a little, and yes, the show YouLun introduced is fantastic. Heroes. Hahaha! Oh, and did I mention that it was e-learning week now? Haha, it means I get to stay at home! No school! However, the following week is a test week! ): Hahaha... All the bes to myself :D

Going to bed.. Maybe soon, there is balling section tomorrow morning... Peace.

Sometimes life just sucks when you know that despite all the things you've done, you are not even getting close...
Have you ever been in that kind of awkward situation in primary school or even secondary school where your classmates start talking about how the someone liked you or you liking someone, and when almost everyone in school knows about it, she'll just keep appearing before you... When you're walking down the corridor, she'll starts coming down the opposite direction, when you're queuing up in the canteen, she just happens to be in front of you... Gosh, life sure loves to make fun of people...

As usual... Rotting in front of my laptop in a Sunday afternoon, chatting with retarded either in Singapore or America, does matter :D
Anyway, it's not that I got nothing to do... Just don't feel like doing anything but then again, I want to do something cause I'm freaking bored!! Ahahaha! Guess I'm still as contradicting as ever...

I am so lazy! I don't know what to write about! Ahahaha! Had been playing basketball with my homies these few days and it feels right!

Okay, went to a BBQ family gathering on Saturday. It was tight, we saw this girl with a... Considerably pretty face with a tight body :D ahahaha! Alright, alright thats not me, thats... The "other Kenny". Hahaha! Didn't eat much there, had some or-tas(is that how you spell it?), some juice, satay, steak, beehoon and the super tasty lambchop! Gosh, the lambchop sure is good, it isn't as... 'Hard to bite' as the others I had. Nothing much, chatted, eat and went home! Haha!

Got to go sleep soon... Pretty late already, got to wake up at 6 for school tomorrow! Arghhhhhh!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Kam Chuen's melano and mable fries!

Hahaha, yup, they are those little dots on the surface and some on the bottom.

This is the clay model for my Critical Reasoning Skill's module! Does it look like the drawing below!? :D

Ahhh this week is kinda busy... But I'm cool. Sweet people just keeps me going (: ahahaha! Oyasumni, minna!

Tomorrow is the start of a new school term for NYP students! Ahahahaha! Work hard everybody! Oh, its also Samantha's birthday! Happy birthday! ( :

The feeling of something you ever wanted, and its right next to you, yet you can't have it... It just sucks don't it? I've been trying to avoid such situation... But I know, someone just have to make the move and its probably gonna be me isn't it? Hahaha... Its hard you know... ok. I hate to admit, its not that hard actually, BUT ITS HARD FOR ME OKAY?! Hahaha...

Got to go sleep... School tomorrow! Ahhh its hard to sleep when you don't 'talk' to 'the one' for a day ) :

Hahaha!

To be with you.

Hold on little girl, show me whats he's done to you... Stand up little girl, broken heart can't be that bad... When its through, its through, fate could twist the both of you... So c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to show you!
I'm the one who wants to be with you, deep inside I hope you feel it too, waited on a line of dreams and blue, just to be the next to be with you...
Build up your confidence, so you can be on top for once, wake up, who cares about, little boys that talk too much,, I've seen it all, go down, your game of love was all rained out, so c'mon baby, come on over, let me be the one to hold you...

A lot of times in life, I tend to deceive myself, giving myself excesses that I got no idea is going to buy me what... I guess I'm hopeless in studies... Getting lazier and lazier as days go by and I knew I was ready for that test... Yet, it turned out to be a disaster...
When it comes to, you know what, I feel so lost... I'm always afraid that "they" would be irritated by me... But I'll feel so empty when I'm not speaking to "them"... Hahaha!

Cause its you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose, and its you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you...

Mid Autumn Festival! Haha, its a exciting day ( :
We burnt, we laughed and we had fun! Hahaha, this is probably the festival I look forward to the most every year :D hahaha!

I'm feeling so tensed up! Lab test, presentation and... Life! Ahaha! Though much advises had been given, I still doesn't have the will to apply... Guess its all up to me ) :

And there is school tomorrow! Damn it! Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Sunday's always boring!!!

Something about you now, I can't quite figure out, everything she does is beautiful.

Life is considerably good... Still isn't getting the touch for digital electronics stuff... And each time I want to study at home, I'll definitely fall asleep! Haha.

Its finally Mid Autumn festival! Hmmm, doesn't really have the feeling to play around this year... Feel weird haha! Please let me have the strength to study a little later on, cause I didn't go for my DE lesson today :D

Ahahaha! Ok, ok, this was what happened, my 3 friends and I were having lunch and then deep inside us, we know we didn't want to go for this lesson cause its boring and is gonna last for 4 hours but in our mind, we know we should go... Its a tough decision isn't it? Hahaha! Then we had each of us flip a coin! The flower side = go home while the head = go for lesson... Well, we got 3 flowers and 1 head but still wasn't convinced that we should head home :D
So I suggest that we each message someone dear to us and asked them to just say yes or no without asking for the reason! :D :D Ahahaha and we got a draw! Now this is getting real tough huh? Hahaha! But, we decided not to go an hour later despite going through all the troubles.. Hahahaha!

My toilet's lock broke!! What to do! Ahahahaha!

My simple setup!

There is another dying fish being isolated ): his tummy is extremely bloated... Doubt he is gonna make it...

Fish, school and... Happy!

Check out my lavender! How much he has grown!!! Ahahaha! Maybe you can check back at the older posts and you'll see :D yup, he is the fish that I bought from Clementi, thinking that he was a female and was pretty mad about that... But now! He is my favorite fish!!!

Cool! I found a way to take clearer photos of my fishes! Hahaha! Check this out! The latest picture I took!
School is still like before, boring... Only when I'm chilling with my friends then its the real thing... Lessons are just pure. Zzz. Hahaha... Got to go sleep soon, waiting for my turn to bath.. Tomorrow is gonna be another long day!

No matter how tough things are, you never fails to keeps me going ( :

I'm sad. My results' horrendous. Got a 35 out of 100 for Principle of Electrical Electronics Engineering... Got a 55 for my Digital Electronics, well, I though I passed and was glad, but everyone in my class appeared to have scored 75 and above ) : and lastly, my Maths. Don't even wanna talk about it, but guess I will... A pathetic 12 out of 100... Probably expected of from my attitude towards studies...

Really need to study hard now... It seems so impossible to pass my maths... I got 1.8% out of 15% for this exam and didn't even know my results for the mid semester test... Probably a 30+ and that would make 25% in total... 4% out of 25%? Haha. The stress is increasing and I feel like running away...

Please, give me wings for I could fly. Give me strength for I could survive and give me love for I could die.

( :

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is low. You've probably either had only one relationship.. Or all of your relationships have been very similar. You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Dude, the words in green isn't true is it? :D ahaha!

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... Love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

And wow, this is really accurate, I am 17! Ahahaha!

SCHOOL SUCKS! :D

All the best for the new semester.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Ahahaha! The few days before holiday end was insane! Alvin, kC, Phil and I went to fishing again! Well, we're just chilling at the jetty, eat our snacks, mooncakes! Ahahaha! And let the time past by us... After that, we decided to go cycling at after midnight! Damn! It was insane! My butt ache like mad... Went home to sleep at around 7:30 and woke up at 12:20 as the Starhub guy called, asking to go collect my phone...

Went to steamboat at Marina with my buddies! It was so fun! We can talk about anything under the sun or even insult one another! :D Ahahaha! Went to arcade and it was some money cheating machine... Weak ass games cost $1! Ahahah!

Went to 848 for a drink before heading home (: (: (: (: Hahahaha!!! Oyasumi Nasai! (:

4 more days to school! How I wish time machines do exist... Ahahaha! Today is Thursday, in other words, I went to town on Tuesday! Nothing much, walked around, watched a movie, ate garbage, oh wait! The Chicago Steakhouse was it? Anyway, its the "restaurant" next to Subway in Cine, the food was decent and serving considerably huge, at least for me :D ahaha! Fair price, $7.90 with soup, drink and maincourse.

Hmmm, what did I do yesterday... Hanged out at a bunch of fools but I was glad ^^ had been awhile since we had so much people! And talk about the afternoon, I was rotting like RIGHT NOW! Ahahaha! I'm going crazy! Everybody is playing MapleStory! But wait, there isn't anything do to even if they aren't playing 2D game so I guess... Its ok. ( : good job, continue killing those evil mushrooms and gain as much meso or level.

I'm gonna check some fishes now! Mata Ne.

You Are Iris

You are an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. You definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. You definitely epitomize laughter therapy. You are a very enriching and entertaining friend!

What Color Purple Are You?

From this position,

to this,

then this,

and finally this!

And maybe this!

Ahahaha! I wonder who is the human who sleeps like this :D

What a morning!

Wow, just noticed that this is gonna be the 108th post for my blog! Time sure flies... And noooooooo! My vacation is down to the last week!!! This is bad! I hate going to school!

Oh, this morning was insane. We went to catch a movie at around 11:50pm(this was friday night) then to my house at around 2:30... Time passed pretty fast! Went to MacDonald for breakfast at 5:50 then came back to sleep :D ahaha! Well, didn't get to sleep immediately as my mind was trying to look for my heart :D well, if you know what I meant. Ahahaha! I think I slept at 7 cause my final look at the time was 6:50.

Hmmmm, maybe I'm a weird kid or too used to it. I just woke up at 11:30 despite the lack of sleep... Hahaha! Did all my fish stuffs and did a 180 degrees stunt ): ahahaha! It hurts! Cause you see, I was kind of a hyper person at home, tend to rush around and today, I didn't notice the water on the floor! Ahahaha! I slipped and crashed straight into the rabbit's cage! The pain was so intense that I couldn't stand for a minute! Ahaha!

Alright, got to go do some other stuffs now! Mata Ne!

You shouldn't let the past screw up the present, and destroy your future. Because I think we all should not be blamed for our past, but be judged by our future.

So many nights I sit by my window, waiting for someone to sing me her song. So many dreams I kept deep inside me, alone in the dark, but now you have come along...
You light up my life, you gave me hope, to carry on. You light up my days, and fill my nights with song...

Went fishing erm... Got no idea whats the time, anyway, we got no luck at all! Damnit! But I'm glad, it was a wonderful night ( :
Freaking tired right now and have to be up by 8:30 tomorrow... Should be in bed within a few minutes!

You light up my life.
LeAnn Rimes.

Behold... The most adorable, kind, so-called Sun Wu Kong...

THE YOUNG AND INNOCENT KENNY!

BAHAHAHAHAHA!

Hahaha! Went to play ball this morning, its cool ( : Then went home to relax and talk cock :D until 6:45 and I can't hold on any longer! Got to sleep! Hahaha... Woke up at 7:45, had dinner and then... Interact with my fish. Hahaha! I know that sounded dumb, but I think its fun! Hahaha! I think I'm falling sick... But then, who cares! I live for the moment! Ahahaha!

Hello! Wanna see how my little lavender is doing?!

THERE!

Hahahaha!!! Yeah, its growing well! Looks like all my fishes are happy except one big red guy... Always clamping its fin ) :

Hey you fools out there! Stop saying my post is all about fishes okay!? Hahahaha! Alright! Lets see what I can blog about...

Hmmm, its the second week of my holiday so lets talk about school... First of all, studying sucks, secondly, school sucks, thirdly, education sucks :D Ahahahaha! Ok ok, people will proberly go like "Yeah, yeah all those sucked and only your BETTA rocks okay?" Ahahahaha! C'mon! Its my hobby! Ahahaha!

Life had been great! But its boring... Hahaha, I know, its contradicting... "How the heck can life be great and is boring?!" Well, its great in a sense that I can feel all the love round me :D AHAHAHAHA ok, that's gay, but its true ( : And its boring cause we got not much place to hang out, no members to chill with! Maybe its time to recruit some new people ( :

Went for a hair cut this noon and I had to wait for an hour cause its a 'aunty base' ) : ahahaha! Yeah! Quite a numbers of aunties visit this hairdresser near my house and you know, ladies, take a long time to fix their hair ahahaha!

As you may have noticed, my entry today is long and the reason is... MSN IS DOWN! What the heck!? Ahahaha! I need that to get my game on you know what I'm saying? Ahahaha!

A sweet little rose for a special beautiful you ( :

If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders. Well, mine always find you ( :

Holiday sure is boring!!! Ahahaha!!! I was sooooo bored that I decided to take a picture of this baby mustard gas betta :D

Today is a great, great, fantastic, marvelous, super duper day! ( : Ahahahaha, yeah, we sure had fun at the Fuji Ice Palace! Ice skating is fun, but the skates are kinda loss after you skate for about 15 minutes... Went to chill at our usual place after that for dinner but kC and me left to collect our pineapple tars containers at 167 for our fishes :D hahaha!
Just to sum things up, 1 word: ENJOYED! Ahahaha!


Here are some of the pictures of my fish's bubble nest:

Bettas! Ahaha!

This is kC's golden female, cute isn't it? :D

My orange! Still looking for a female for it.

This boy is my favorite, sweet color ( :

See! Didn't lie to you right! Ahahaha!

This is the fish I mistook as a female, but I love him anyways haha!

The legendary turquoise dragon. Wait, its a fish isn't it? Ahahaha! Only manage to shoot the anal and caudal fins... Too fast for me!

Going to get my lavender female later on, hope that the deal will be a successful one ( :

NOOOO! I'm not gonna get my female today... The seller got to stay in camp ) :

Rest in peace Steve Irwin.

Okay, today's school session wasn't that bad, lecturer arrived at 9:25, talked some "language of enlightenment" to my friend and I. Hahahaha! Ended at around 40 minutes later and then met kC before heading to C328, had lunch and went home. Didn't do much at home, rotted and sleep.

Steve Irwin passed away today. I have to admit that during my sec 4 period, for once I thought that this person is insane... But then I can still remember how I enjoyed his "Croc file" during my secondary 1 to 3, everyday Sunday 10am... Hahaha, how time flies huh?
Anyway, what I truly want to say is how fragile life is... You never know what tomorrow may bring, a happy and healthy person today may become a dead, sick or incomplete one. So... We should tell everyone we love this very second that we love them. But I know... I WON'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO SO! AHAHAHA!

Hahaha... The channel 8 show "Bao Siao Xin Ren Wang" is lame! Some or I should say ALL of the performance doesn't seems funny to me...
Oh! Tomorrow is the day when I'm going to get my lavender female, really look forward to it! ( :

This sucks! Got to go school tomorrow! Damn! My dad was watching "The Maid", you know the Singapore made ghost story, and I thought that its pretty much a weakass ghost movie though some parts are scary :D
Hahaha, this movie was the first movie I watched with someone special and the feeling is... Sweet. :D hahahha!

This is boring, I'm wondering why people sometimes put away or busy at msn when they are actually there :P

This is bad... I'm spending way too much money!!! I had spend around $200 in like... 3 to 4 weeks and I just can't save money!!! Ok ok, after this week, I must try my best not to withdraw already... Ahahaha! All the best to me ^^

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again.

Ahhhhhh! I'm going crazy! Life hasn't been great! My lecturer just called me and inform me that I didn't do that well for my exam and is required to return to school on Monday... What to do... Studying just ain't my cup of tea and to make things worst, nothing to keep me going! ) :

Anyway, had fun yesterday at town ( : and the most fortunate thing is that, I missed the violent movie they watched! Ahahahaha!!! Really short of cash... Still need to look for a female fish... Looks like I'll have to cut down on my leisure expenses :D

Cause now, even I can tell, that I confused my feelings with the truth because I liked the view, when there was me and you ( :

Just came back from gym and should be having dinner but! I am too full to eat!!! Ahahahaha! I know I shouldn't be eating out but then I was so freaking hungry and can't resist the tasty food at 921! Hahahaha...

And just to add on, WHAT THE FUCK! I THINK THE "FEMALE" LAVENDER I BOUGHT IS A MALE! My god... I guess I just wasted $13 on a weakass fish which I though I can spawn with my male... This sucks!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh!

My "new" fishes at second week!


"I'm not in water... I'm floating in the air~"



"Why is my tank so dirty!!"



"Huh?"


Still trying hard to take better pictures, I think luck is pretty much needed :D ahahaha! Oh! Bought a female lavender for my male lavender! Can't wait to spawn them! But my female is kinda small, maybe I should say young. She is barely 2cm! Maybe 1.8 or .7 hahaha! Guess I'll just have to wait for a few weeks ( :

Exams' finally over! Time to rot! Ahahahaha!

"I wish I could carry your smile in my heart, for times when my life seems so low, It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring..."

Was reading through the testimonials we shared in friendster and my old posts here and the feeling is just not-so-great. Relationship really sucks to stay unmoved and ever worst when it widens.

) :

Triple S: Sour, sick, sucks.

Do you really still feel for this person when you see her with other guys hanging out 1 to 1 at certain places and then you get this really... Sick feeling, not the kind of sour jealousy, just wondering why is that guy not you... Hahaha. Sometimes its really really really hard to let go, even if you know things won't work out you wanted, you just can't forget everything and let go...

Today is my PEEE exam. Suppose to go study at 10 with Andrew and Adrian but my "bed-sticking" disease is getting worst :D hahaha, woke up at 8:15 but just keep cuddling around until 9:30... Bad, bad, bad, got to kick this habit...

Anyway, reached Khabit Mac at around 10:30 and then study just that little bit before heading to 848 for lunch and then talked cock all the way until Irwin arrive. We're having gym section today! Hooray! Ahahahaha!!! Oh, he brought a piece of news too, someone special is at MacDonald! And is with someone with weird/crazy/stylish/whatever you call it, hairstyle. Really disturbs me a lot... Meet Alvin at the overhead bridge and head to gym.

At gym, we saw this gay ass who always ask people for money at 761 basketball court! Dude, this guy is hella gay, trust me... He just go around the gym looking at guys and then giving that freaky smile... He sucks and Irwin, please stop saying he's my best friend cause he is yours! Ahahahaha!!

After gym, we went back to Mac to meet Andrew and Adrian cause we(SP people) have got a exam to catch! Ahahaha... And that special one is still there, of course with that guy hahaha...
Found out that they are actually from the same sporting club.

"From the moment that I meet you, it was so damn real"

Ahhh really need to cut down on my expenses nowadays... Spending way too much! Banked in some money on 18th and already spent $80+ by 20th... What the hell is wrong with me!? Ahahahaha!

Bettas rocks!!!

Well, I bought some fish and traveled to quite a number of places to look at bettas (bettas are also known as fighting fish). Jalan Kayu sure have a decent number of fish farms. Went to Katong after that and found Sincere Aquarium. Its a new shop and have good quality and quantity of fishes. And the fishes are on sale! 40% off! Bought 2 for $30, a lavender and orange black. The uncle is a nice guy. He gave kC and me some knowledge about breeding and the fishes themselves. How I wish I have unlimited spaces to keep fishes... Haha.

My cute little lavender. (Argh, my camera/camera skill's too weak!)



Another shot.



This is my orange, the black isn't that obvious, just a little bit at the outline of the fins and tails.


Orange ( :

Will try to spawn them as soon as I get my hands on a suitable female ^^

Noooo! My female betta died!!! How can that be!?

I'm so sad... Poor fish...

There are many kind people around and I don't know who to love :D

Life hasn't been good. Its pretty damn boring, but then again, maybe its not. I guess I'm crazy, I'm a goner. I've got no motivation to study, all I think about is to have fun and fun and whenever I think of not being able to have fun, I'm like a... Whatever you call it.

I seriously need a time machine... Or a mind washer. I need to set somethings right, I need to forget all these lies. Things that should have been said, things that wasn't meant to be in my head.
I really hate the feeling that I get when I listen to certain songs, they really make me emotionally unstable. Yet, I want to listen to them. Haha, how weird can humans get... ...

"But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you."

Just read a mail about the four candles, Hope, Peace, Faith and Love. It really reminded me how important HOPE is. ( :

Sometimes in a relationship, when you love someone so much, you tend to forget that they are suppose to love you too. So I think people out there should stop wasting their time if the person they love don't show as much :D

Bettas are so cute! I just can't stop looking at them and sucking out the craps from their tanks. How I wish I can transform into a fish and swim in the ocean... Oh man, I'm beginning to hallucinate again. How stupid. Hahahaha...

I'm so afraid to love someone... The fear of going after, the fear of not being loved and the fear of losing... Courage! Courage! Courage! Courage! Courage!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Zzz... Zzz... Zzz...

People! Happy!

Human or rather, people do play a very important role in each and everyone of our lives. Each time I play basketball with some of my old primary school friends, there is this unexplainable feeling, so... Happy and some kind of a relief feeling... Hahaha!
And of course, I love people, listening to them talk, watching them do the stuffs and etc, etc. Maybe that's why I don't carry MP3 players around. I want to hear them talk! Ahahahaha!

Examination is around the corner again... If I'm not wrong, it should be August 14. Oh my, oh my, its August again... The month that I loved the most last year hahahaha! National day and birthdays, totally insane! Hahaha! People make lives wonderful!

I'm surprised that I am not glad about what happened. Haven't that what I have been wanting all these time...? Haha, maybe I'm not ready.

Sentosa was great! All my friends, they are just so great people! I love them! Looking forward to the next gathering... Till then, stay happy everybody! I'll be here for you people! :P (Don't believe in that ahahaha)

Life have been great! In fact, way too good! We chill everyday and night, party like there's no worries! Did super duper bad for my mid-semester test... Average score is like, 35. Ahahaha... I know I'm good, just lost the will to study just before the tests... You know, sometimes, things just cause so much impact that you go like "STUNT". Haha. Good night.

True ...

Sometimes when you look at things at a larger picture, you'll find that things may not be that bad. For example, when the girl you like found someone they really like, of course you'll feel sad after hearing the news. But all you have to do is to think about all the joyful moments she can have, the truest smiles, happiest laughers, all these may probably bring a smile to your face... I know this may sound gay but this is probably what they call "True Love" ( : Ahahahaha...

Whats left of me

Its hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen but its even harder to give up especially when its everything you ever wanted.

Examinations start on Monday and I'm feeling so sick... Guess I had too much fun, so much that I've forgotten how to study... But I'll study anyway. Hahaha.

If its a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT, I rather not have it! 3 months had pass since school started.. Just 3 months. 天 arr!!

Its my birthday!

"Uh... Uh... Yeah..." Ahahahaha what freaking sound is this man! Ahahaha... Cool! Today marks the 17th year since the creation of me! Well, of course if you include the 9 months, it isn't :D Ahahaha...

Hmmm... Every year of today, my family would have a so-called "cake cutting section" at night. Wahahaha! And, we'll usually do the same thing for everybody in the family... But this year its different! My brother is not around! He'd gone to serve his national service! Hahaha!

Birthday, birthday... People usually make a wish before blowing out the candles on the cake... Hmm, it may work for some people, but for me, heck no, I don't even make wishes no more! I've learnt that things that ain't meant to be, will never be! Haha..

In birthdays, you get greetings from people. Yeah, maybe even handshakes or hugs. But you know, sometimes a single greeting from a special someone meant as much as the a million "happy birthdays" or even receiving a million presents! Hahaha... Do you wish you were that special person to someone? Where is it!?

I got it! I got it! ( : Ahahahaha...

Significant 9 days! Bro going NS, lunnie's return and World Cup kicks off! Ahahaha!!!

Malaysia 1 day trip

Hohoho! Just came back from Malaysia! Went there at around 2 and shopped for junkie food and stuffs. I bought a tiny filter at RM 19! Hahaha... But I guess it isn't suitable for my tiny fishes ) : they seems to be having difficulties moving about when I on the filter... Maybe its too strong for the fishes.

Anyway, went to watch fireflies! They are super duper decent! Its like stars in the trees and then when they are near, you can actually catch them! Well, catch as in let them land on your palms and stuffs. Basically, the feeling is... Magical! Hahaha... I wasn't too happy though... Such a perfect moment and yet, can't share it with the one you loved... Ahhhh! Hahaha! I'm such a gayass...

I need to shop!!! Adidas' Point Guard Low caught my eye! I need a light weight shoe for basketball... And I want fishes! Its said that people who loves to rear fishes are boring. Well, I totally disagree. Rearing fishes are fun! They are so cute! Hahaha... Got to go relax! See you soon~

You are not alone

21st of May, another ordinary day... I'm really really bored now and I don't feel like sleeping cause I'll have to go to school once I wake up! So... Just let me talk about what I did today...

Woke up at around 9, played 2 or 3 NBA 06's games and lunch then slack and chat all the way until 3 or 4 before heading to Khatib MacDonald to meet Zhao Yi and Andrew. After awhile, Wei Xian and his girlfriend came, well not meeting us of course, just coincidence. Then Ser Chin and XinYi was here too and we went to have dinner... After dinner, went to walk around the "Pa-sa-ma-lum" and there was this Buddhism talk and palm reading 'station', so we stayed awhile and listen... Oh by the way, I bought a plasma bulb and I think its super cool! Had been wanting something like that since young! Haha... Then we headed home and I was like checking out the plasma bulb for around 45minutes, then watched Singapore Idol and here I am, preparing to sleep...

Good night, and you will never be alone, for I am here with you, though we are far apart, you're always in my heart.

Fixing A Broke Heart!

Went to old folks home day... Nothing much la, just slack around, talk cock to the elders, listen to them talk cock... Then had the class sing some songs to round up the whole event.

Went to play basketball after returning from the home, only took a 10 minutes break! I guess you can understand how tired I am right now... My eyes are burning... My muscles aren't aching thought... How weird... Hahaha.

Basketball was considerately fun today, played a number of matches and as usual win most of them :D ahahahaha ok la that's not true, sometimes I didn't win a single match and the reasons are, reason No.1: My mind is all about her. Reason No.2: My heart is all about her. Reason No.3: I am all about her. Wahahahaha! Oh, 1 more thing! I'm so so so into NBA Live 06! Ahahaha! Damn, am I considered as a lifeless freak? Basketball and girls are all I'm about! Ahahaha what a gay... I'm looking forward to the return of lunnie dog or whatever you want to call him, monkey, freak or even momma blablablabla. Hahahaha!!! Soon! Soon!

Wish I could press rewind, and rewrite every line to the story of me and you... Hahaha... It have been quite a while... Study is hella stress... So much to do!!! Or maybe... Its my personal stuffs that's giving stress... I'm so lost and confused! I don't know what to do! Ahahahaha!!! Aiya, I better don't think about all those stuffs if not I'm gonna mention all the old sad stories again... But then... There isn't a thing I can talk about!!! My school life, forget it, it ain't colorful without her. Hahaha... Maybe my life is all about her... But I guess its time to move on...
Different have different views... Some think that its time to let go and move on while some told me to hold on... So lost!!!

Ahhhh! How I wish I had taken the chance... How that it had gone so far... Some people say its never too late to make up for regrets, but I guess some things can never be once it is lost.. Something like feelings, time, and memories...

I just found out I had always been this lost... Not knowing where I stand, not knowing what to do. You know that kind of feeling, wanting to be with someone so much, yet don't want them as your related partner, or rather, just wanna be closer to them, being able to see them everyday, the smile on their faces, their voice, share their sercets and joys, despair and sorrow...
I believe this kind of feeling is call fear. The fear to lose them if we are related, the fear of rejection and the fear of being with them. Hmmm.. Fear of being with them? That bullshit, I typed that randomly hahaha.. I think the correct phrase should be, The shyness or weakness when we faces someone we like...

I'm gonna do my programming thing now. See'ya!

"You're beautiful, you're beautiful, you're beautiful its true, there must be an angel with a smile in her face, when I thought that I should be with you, but its time to face the truth, I'll never be with you..."

Today is a funky day... I was so happy as Lakers edged Suns! Kobe made the buzzer! I love you Kobe!!! ( : Then I went to town with my homies and walk around... Had dinner and then I decided to send a message to someone special, haha... Well, there was only 1 reply and everything was dead... This was probably the first time I got owned by this person through sms... Totally owned... Probably I said something saddening, but I seriously doubt so... I merely went like "What you doing? So long then reply, I found something to do, that's to disturb you" Hahaha whatever... Something must have happened. Hahahaha let is burn! Let is burn... Nights.